Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Fairytale do not exist

It's just funny and weird how things are sometimes. When you really want something it is somehow far of reach, and as much as you want it, as much as you wanna get it, you just could not because it was never meant to be like that. In the other hand, when you are not interested in something, and that you do not want it, somehow ... it is always there for you, right in front of you. It's just a matter of choice and preference but you know, it's just weird, that things always seem to work this way. I know it's a matter of fact that we don't live in a fairytale world, but things don't always have to work this way, which is a tad idiosyncratic.

Oh well, that's just the way. At times, I realized that people seem to observe things that are far of reach and never realized what is with them all along, right in front of them. Probably, that is regarded as a challenge or maybe not.

Once they get what they wanted, their interest on that something fades away and eventually they have developed interest on something else and the circle repeats. It's a repetitive kinda thing. Periodically, if and only if we perceive things in a different view, things will just be different isn't it. Life will be much easier, happier and simplier.

But again, we can't force ourselves to love and to like something that we don't and that we can't pretend we like something when deep down, we know, we just don't. Internally we just will not be happy, like there is something unresolved and that we have that not right kinda feeling. What we want is not always for us, what we don't want is always for us. Come to think of it, it's sad y'know.

There is something to ponder though. If, having that interest in that something, and for that reason we changed, and that we are just not like what we actually are is not what we should be doing. Nobody knows the answer but you if you really are truly happy within you. Friends can sense it if you did change, for some that is. The new thing in your life can only add happiness and not meant to add the opposite. Nobody can see beyond the external and it can be superficial.

C'est la vie

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