Saturday, December 26, 2009

The Day After Halloween's

It was in November, when 3 of us met up. It was Kylie, Snail and yours truly, that I did not realize the pics has not been put up here.

I always crave for Thai food, every now and then. It is not something I will reject. This was in Garden's. It was the same day I saw this dude whom I think it's Korean. Haha.

Hospitality with a heart.

After so long, we finally took pics haha

^_^

Green curry yumz

It was quite some time ago, that I can't recall what is this, chicken? haha

And my beloved beef, ah loi mak mak

Happy Boxing Day & Resignation Letter

It's Boxing Day. This is something very the menyedihkan, because it means nothing here. It means just like any other days, nothing to shout about, nothing special, because it's practically nothing. Sigh.

So ... yesterday I was going through some stuff, that it reminded me of my 2nd hotel I did my internship at. It was no other than the hotel next to The Mall, and it's called The Legend. It used to be really grand before, like way before all the international hotels came.

Then, hotel line love the word resign. The employees turn-over was rather high. I was there for 5 freaking months only, and the amount of employees resigned was so so high. I could not count. Even those who joined the same time as me, ended up leaving earlier than me.

I was training at the admin side of F&B, so I got to see some resignation letters. Until today, I am very much amused. That is the best resignation I have ever seen in my life and I don't think I will have the chance to see a resignation better than that anymore, ever. It's simple yet intriguing. Please read the following




Dear Boss

I want to resign


Thank You


OMG! I don't think I am able to do that, I have got no courage. Haha. Damn, marvelous.


Happy Boxing Day people

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas 2009!

It's December, 25th, marks the end of the year. Let us all prepare to usher for the New Year.

Yesterday was Christmas Eve, and that majority of people had gone out to celebrate it. It's not so much of a celebration because of Christmas, it's more of a ... celebration to party I guess? I'm not sure haha. For me, I got no strength left after working, so I began to feel sleepy at 11pm, damn.

But, what's funny was the people I have seen yesterday. I think the people that I saw need to get educated instantly. Some of them thought it's Valentine's, so many thought it's Halloween's. I dared not to think what's next for them, perhaps, Chinese New Year will also be confused next time, since that red is mostly used during this festival haha.

It was great time spending with the few people, the close few ones. I prefer the one this year, rather than previous year. I enjoyed more. Thanks yo. The night ended early, I was so that sleepy, and it continued in the morning as early as 7am. haha.

Merry Christmas everyone.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Tight scrutiny

I realized, something. I realized those with strict parental scrutiny, as in, real strict, once they step into adulthood, they not only stray, they go wild, they go berserk.

I have seen quite a handful of them, who once was so obedient, sit at home, not because they want to, but they are forced. Reason being parents don't allow them out from the house, not even nearby. They are the ones tend to break all the rules later on, they do mistakes that can be avoided, social issues, and all that along the line.

All along they have been tied up, not allowed to do anything in the world. Then, there comes the day, of them stepping into adulthood. Many of ex-school mates, those with strict parents, got pregnant and eventually, married, early ... or also some whom got pregnant, gave birth, and single.

One I have seen changed from being the naive innocent one, to become the desperado wild aggressive one, which even me myself, am afraid haha. It came to a point that I feel I no longer know this person, because it's like 2 entirely different person. People change, I know that fact, but the change was too drastic I could not accept it. Who would ever thought she became like this. I might be able to accept it, if I didn't know her back then. Too bad, I did. Sometimes, people are so ironic. They condemned certain people for doing certain things, but ... the next thing I know, they are doing exactly the same thing like how they were against those people.

Perhaps, I would have able to accept it, until she gave out a statement. She gave false statements, and it was a mere rumour, so that she looks good. But to tell you the truth, I find it REALLY farney. haha.

Well, being rebellious only at 21, isn't it a bit too late? HAHA.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Til then, we shall meet again

It's just a blink 2 years had passed. You are now back home in your country. :)

Though we did not click instantly, but .. somehow, as time passes, the downs, the ups, that we shared together made us bond with each other. You came running to me when I was under your team, giving me tremendous amount of pressure that I felt so like resigning there and then haha. But, anyhows, we were good once again. That also made us being even closer than we were.

I will never forget the times we had together, the times when you were forcing me to learn French from you haha, I said I could not, and I am not good at it, and I just suck at it, but you assured me that it's all good, and that I have the thing in me to learn it, but I denied all the way as always. I also remember the times we went out partying haha ... man, how could I forget those times, and also the stressful times together, like we are really a family here.

That aside, not to mention, personal things that we share, remember when you, as a foreigner, gotta show me the way to the Thai massage place. I felt so bad as a local here, haha damn, it's embarassing.

You have decided what you want, is to be close to your family, and I am glad that you have made a decision. Well, as a friend, I say, all the best in your future undertakings, in whichever path you go to. It's not the end of us. It's never a goodbye. If fate permits, we shall meet again, it might be here, it might be Lebanon, who knows. We will cross path again. Afterall, the world is round. Remember to always take your medicine, don't go psycho, don't freak people out okay. haha. Though we might have parted ways, but memories stay on. I will never ever forget it, who had taught me ... yala yala halas and ma salam haha... well, it was fun having you around.

Anyways, keep in touch always, and take care. Til then, we shall see in FB haha ...

Monday, December 14, 2009

25th Birthday P5

This is gonna be the last one.

See this Siao Lang, just came out from the jungle, really a Tarzan indeed

Haha yes again I know thank you

He's really enjoying himself eh? haha. Anyways. Yesh, all three, GONE.

The people from school. You know what's the best part? Not the people, but ... look the bottles on the table, that's the BEST ever thing you can ever ask for! haha.

The people from work, few had gone home already. Left the few of us. There are more bottles here. Haha. Ahh... such a bliss with alcohol

Thank you for coming. I'll see you people, next year, though I see the people at work almost everyday. HAHA. There goes my 25th birthday. Looks like my birthday only revolves drinking eh? What else could I ask for? Well, dinner alone do not give you bliss. But, drinking does have that effect. HAHA. Thanks yo!

The vision of her

One day, he stopped me halfway to have a little chat, to tell me that she is coming to KL, once again. That was the time I was having vision of her, it suddenly pops up, each time I see people with that size, height and all. She appears in my mind, before he told me so.

For one year plus now, she has been something from the past, and now I know, that's the reason of her kept on coming into my head. It never happened before. Well, the reason is clear now that he told me that she's coming to conquer KL again. I thought I was thinking too much, I thought I was feeling too much, and who knows, the feeling is right once again though I was hoping that it's unreal and it's just something from my imagination. Living in the same city as her do not give me the security. Haha. Well, I know I am exaggerating but ah .. haha.

Her image has been vague, but I still see it. But, there's something though, I don't quite like the way he said it. He told me she is our enemy. Unfortunately, I am not seeing her the same he sees her, because I don't take her as my enemy, never. She holds no importance, so it's just someone I have worked with before, not somebody to the extent I will call as enemy at all. I don't think she has what it takes to be my enemy as well. She stands no place, she has no status. She can buzz off from the scene, disappear from this world, and I am not even bothered. As I have said it, she can be the poorest, most pathetic creature in humankind, and I will still not show any sympathy. I am cold blooded, remember?

So, I'll make it clear, she is not my enemy. I am not standing in the same way as he does, but I am not siding her too. For whatever reason both of them are enemies, I am not bothered. What I care most is ... me and her, that I don't quite remember who she is anymore. Well, it's the past, that holds no place, how am I supposed to remember her? I only remember her for owing people money, for using people, for making a hell of a drama at work, and of course sleeping around with guys and being proud about it. I will say, stupid fool instead, coz you know what people call you, cheap slut.

Friday, December 11, 2009

All I want for Christmas is ...

Every year, we have exchange gifts during Christmas, whether you like it, or you don't. This year will be no exceptions, that the tradition continues. I began to feel bored about this, like, going out to hunt for gifts for these people, and the best thing of all is that, for some people, and for some reason, you wouldn't feel like buying for them. Just for the sake of following the tradition, you end up buying for them, but .. not from the heart. That is why I don't exactly like this idea of gift exchange when it comes to work that is. You will know who are you buying for, but you do not know who is buying for you.

Anyways, 2 years ago, I do not know who is my Angel but I am Bro's Angel, but I remembered clearly about last year's. We have this request to be hanged on the tree for your angel to read, hoping that your angel will grant your wish. It is not necessary, it is not a must for the Angel to buy, and if the Angel wishes to grant then cool, or else too bad.

I am not complaining I am an Angel to whom. But, it's so fed up, I am just doing it for the sake of doing it. It's not anymore something I enjoy. If it is from friends outside, I don't mind at all. But, when it comes to colleagues, whom I can assure you, there is definitely somebody you are not really fond of, right. If in the end, you are just so fated to be that person's Angel, then .. ah. haha.

Anyways, last year, I got what I wanted. It was from no other but Dong Dong. I asked for the sake of asking too, because I do not know what I really want anyway. Perfume, Thai CD, Watch, or just anything there were a few tho. However this year is gonna be different. I have no idea what I want so I came to this conclusion.

I just have one little wish. Since so many has been asking me this very funny question, I shall put it in my wish - a hawt guy. I am not asking for much, just ONE wish - hawt like Nichkhun. Haha.

All I want for Christmas is ... a hawt guy. HAHA.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Inefficiency

Few days back, I went to McD for supper, but for that time, people will think that we went drinking instead because it was from 1 plus to 3am. Haha.

Anyways, we went there, no queue no nothing, voila, cool, we ordered very simple things, like anyone of us could do it without a mistake. It was just 2 sunday cons, 1 large fries, 1 medium coke, and that was it. You know what he gave us? All were correct except for the fries, he gave us medium but CHARGED as large. They wanna cheat us.

So, being unsatisfied, I told the fella, and he gave me the large fries without even questioning. haha. So conclusion of the story, just wish that they make a mistake, and if you change it, and if you're lucky, you get something free. But even if you don't get, I believe, when you start making noise it will eventually be free. They did not take my medium fries back. Haha.

I know la .. I am the owner, but don't treat me any differently kay. Or else I do pay cut. :D

Anyways, fast food restaurants here are so inefficient, and well, to be honest, it isn't only fast food, but many restaurants I have encountered before that ... well, they, are just inefficient. Usually, it's the service crew, not the kitchen. Sigh, sad case.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

The Moment

The moment has come
The times when I thought
Everything was just dreams
That I had been living in my fantasy

It took years for me to realize
That the one person that had been there
All along, were you
I did not know what took me so long

The moment has come
It is the moment of you and me
The moment of us
The moment of us belong together

The journey was so long
That I thought there's nobody
When I took a step back
I saw you, the one left standing

You had been there all along
My destiny is to be here
Right beside you
And this is our fate

The moment of us

Friday, December 4, 2009

He's weird

So today, just as usual, was working. This dude, well, honestly after so long now, I do not know what's his name, and I don't intend to know too. He's just someone who comes to get a comp chop everyday.

Fine. Nothing weird, it's just a daily routine. When I went in, he asked my colleague some really funny questions. I do not know whether to believe her, but ... well, why does she wanna lie to me. I do not think she is really that free to lie to me too.

When I came out from the office, I saw him acting very weirdly, and said "Terima Kasih" instead of "Thank You" looked at me awhile, and I did realize though I was not even looking at him, he looked at my colleague and they smiled at each other. :o Something's going on that I do not know? o.O

After he left, she told me something
"Eh dia suka u la"
My response was
"Tapi I tak suka dia XD"
Her response
"Tadi dia tanya I u dr HK ke? Tapi I ckp Msia la .. thats why dia cakap terima kasih tadi"

Okay, that's the reason of him being uber weird. Well, they talk to each other, but I don't. I do not wanna talk to unneccessary people, which is a waste of my precious time. Plus, the fact that he insulted me, by thinking I was from HK. I am never insulted like this before. You can say wherever I am from in the world, except HK and China. Why must it be HK? Why can't I be a Malaysian, for once. Am I not localised enough? Don't I have a very localised looks? I think I pretty much have it, but I do not understand why so many freaking people just don't get it. It's simple. Plus, it is not like another country, instead, this, the place we are now, is something called Malaysia. Why is it so hard to get that logic into their head? Flattered yes, flattered .. only when they say I am from some place that I like, not somewhere like what he thought I was. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against that guy, absolutely nothing. I don't hate him, nor dislike him.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

The Parking Attendants @ Plaza Damas

Yesterday was the day we went to Bravo, a farewell party for DW, and it was also the grand opening for that place. It's located in Plaza Damas. Ah, so I thought, Plaza Damas, should be fine, right? ABsolutely wrong.

So, considering the parking concept is complicated enough, the parking staff there complicated things even more. I went in, took ticket, then realized, I wanted to go to the upper one. Thus, of me wanting to insert it but it could not work, so I asked that bastard who was there and ... you know what the hell he told me? "Rosak, tak boleh" SO, wtf you expect me to do? I just asked him back, "So?" Now I know why are you working there, then after few minutes he came back only he asked me to reverse and stop by there, which left me very very frustrated. There comes a guy with white tee, knowing the fact that he is already so fugly, he just thinks he is smart.

He said there is something wrong with my ticket, like oh-kay, is that my fault now that there is something wrong with it, when all I did was press that bloody button. And is it also my fault now that your system is so screwed up? No, right? SO? What is that big fuss? I totally lost my mood there. He then accused me of picking it up from somewhere. How the heck do I know where to get it from? Because apparently, my ticket does not have any timing on it, so he accused me of everything. I insisted at him, so now you are accusing me of stealing the ticket, which he of course denied. But hell no, I am not giving up. I will not admit something I didn't do, right? Common sense man. If you do NOT believe me, then check your CCTV or else, what is the main point of you putting up the CCTV, unutilized. Do I have to tell you WHAT to do, when the one who is working there is CLEARLY you and NOT me? AH, how stupid can you be? Then, he checked .. which was useless because guess what, EVERYTHING was blur. EVERYTHING has one thing called .. LIMITATION of CCTV. Sounds darn familiar. But, it's even worse than ours because ... theirs are all clogged, so next time if you wanna rob there, you don't have to worry, you can get away with it as they will not be able to see anything from there.

Then, after all those hoo-ha, he asked me to pay 1 buck. Guess what? I have no mood to even leave already, I just wanted to park there already, did not wanna leave. So, do you think I am causing problem there? I think so. You got it darn right. You know why? Because I actually have ANOTHER ticket with me, I kept quiet, and CCTV could not even reveal it, freaking sad, man.

So, now I know the reason of those fellas working there ... because who would ever take that kinda people to work with them except er .. Plaza Damas, where hardly people go. AH .. scheisse.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Shallow used-to-be-friend

Hey yo. How are things. I am off today, thus, here at this hour. Dehydrating. Exhausted. But, there's always a charger.

Anyways, was just seeing some people, observing how people changed over time. I can't believe some people, who I once called them as friends can be as shallow as this. He has been playing with people's feelings, and the girls he has been playing with are not random girls, but rather, girls within the network. How pitiful. I wonder what is he trying to prove? That he is charming? That he still appears to be hawt to many girls? Or, simply he yearns for the attention all along? Answer, both applies on him.

He is someone I do not know anymore, like a completely new person. This is the same guy who once told me that he appreciates friendships a lot, and he does not want to jeopardize any of them. Look what is happening. He has been playing with people's feelings and guess what, I am sure one fine day, he will get it back, real hard back on him. Til then, I shall not pity. He is such a bastard, a jerk that even that to label him, is definitely too mild.

Smart enough, I have called off this friendship long ago, that I no longer see him as one. He is just those superbly shallow guys on the street, who had studied so far abroad, and people expected more from him than just being shallow. Everything boils down to popularity.

When he was in his emo state before, I genuinely wanna know what happens. Nowadays, I will laugh at it, because, he is such a whatever that I thought should not be respected with every single act is he carrying out, that he does not deserve any good deeds people do. He use people, he takes advantage, and whatever I am saying now, is not based on prejudice, or bias. It's more from what I have witnessed, encountered or ... experienced it myself.

So, the end, HAHA.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

High Profile

Sometimes, some people are just so so disgusting, so gross, so dirty.

They leave home, far away from home, they check in into a hotel, and in the night, they start looking for girls, as in prostitutes. How can they actually do so, don't they feel anything later on. Assuming they have a wife back home, don't they even feel guilty about it. Eww .. barbarians.

It's bad, really bad .. but I guess what's worse is ... someone who had known to be holy, who always request for a prayer mat each time he comes, he's a VIP there, a known person in the hotel, and in the night, you get prostitutes going to his room. Yes, he's a man but so what, that does not give him any rights to do anything like that. If you wanna do so, stop pretending to be holy and religious. Omg, people can be so fake, put a fake front in the presence of people, but in a matter of fact, they thought, they do, and everything is just opposite of how people think they are. Does he think that after doing those stuff, sins can be washed away by praying? :S

Also, there is another VIP guest, high profile, got a family, a pretty wife, and 2 beautiful children. The next thing you know, he has been coming with another woman, not pretty, without children and she is not registered. If he wanna go with the mistress, then go to another hotel, where people do not know you. Omg, these people. What can I say, what can we say, these fellas won, they say everything, we .. remain silent .. is good enough. Still .. tsk.

Even though this is something I have been seeing and witnessing from my very first day of work, I still could not accept the fact that these people are actually doing so, tho at the same time, I feel immune. Also, even though I used to stay just one street away from the prostitute lane in Geneve, but ... I could not get to understand it.

NO feeling. Disgusting, uber gross.

25th Birthday P4

There are just too many pics, and so ... it continues from maybe 5 entries ago. I know, too, that it's already year end and I should have finished it by now. Haha. Well, again, the one who is blogging is me, so it is totally understood haha.

Hi .. again it's us, and I know it's getting boring .. but .. haha

His name that suddenly becomes Gong Kia ... ahha

Look at the face of that someone with the peace sign XD haha

She's so high =p and what is wrong with that dude behind

He's so the fat now ... o.O and used to be .. skinny o.O omg .. did he just get married without our knowledge :S omg

Monday, November 23, 2009

I wanna know what love is

I Want To Know What Love Is Lyrics

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....

In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...


Pure beauty. And I miss ya ... :D haha.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Those fellas

There was a bit drama-ish yesterday, or should I rather say this morning.

Working on a Saturday is no fun because the most drama happens on that day of the week.

1st case:
Approached .. wanting to call a room and obviously we pointed to the house phone which she can use. She came back, approached me instead and I told her the same thing. She shouted back saying it's not working, and it is obviously WORKING when other people could use it, no? So the problem lies in her, isn't it. The distance is quite far but she shouted from there, she slammed the phone down and all. Ah before that I asked what's her name then if she wants me to call, her answer was "he does not know me" then .. good luck calling I'm not gonna call :D She was stomping her foot away, like as if some kid who is throwing tantrums. Get a life, will you?

2nd case:
Another one, acted like a guest, saying she wanna go up to the room because her friend had reserved it for her. When ask for the friend's name, ah his name is Tom. Like wth. Wrong, then she started digging for her phone in the bag, it went missing apparently. Casually, she asked me to call her phone. Sorry, only internal calls, but obviously, if really wanna help, it's possible but no way. Then, she said "tapi u mesti ada hp kan" but no way, do you think I wanna lend my phone to you, even though I have it with me. Do you think I am that dumb. She started crying there and then, my response to that? I continue doing my stuff and ignored her haha. She went around asking people to send her up and all but in the end, they still send her back to us haha. Ah pity. Security was following her very closely, for every step that she took. Pity!

So there goes my Saturday, just like that.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

That problematic sucker

At times, people can be that fake. Life is indeed cynical.

This dude here, to be precise, an ex-colleague who had left the company more than half a year ago, appears to be very determined to me. He is very determined to get me to reply him in FB, as he has been messaging me from maybe a hundred years ago, that, I have not done any of that. I am too lazy to block him but just once more, I am gonna block him from the search engine even, or perhaps even report him in FB, once again.

Messages such as these had been sent to me>
"I like your tattoo"
"Why do you look so depressed in the picture. Tell me why"
"How are you long time no see, I hope you are good"
"I beg you, can you please talk to me?"
"Please forget the past and be like how we used to be"
"Yes I like to see your picture, good, keep it going"
"Can your heart be softer, don't be so harsh"

You know what dude, I changed my profile picture NOT for you. I do a tattoo NOT for you to comment. The pictures I had was NOT depressed, it's just a picture. I am definitely good without you disturbing in my life. How can I talk to a specimen like you. How can I forget the past, when you have BACKSTABBED my very good friend, and criticized her, though not the truth and the next moment you pretended to be NICe to her. Plus, have you forgotten you have THREATENED me before. Remember that day? I might be able to talk to you if you have not done those TWO major things that made me so numb and so immune to anything in regards of you. Guess what? The day you got fired was the day of my freedom. It's a joy, a time to celebrate.

You are the one who once said I am not good, that I have got some attidude problem. You are the one who said your wife is hawt and pretty and ask me not to think I am hawt, which I did not. You are the one who said I suck big time, that I am not worth it. Now, you are also that desperado I think you are. First of all, I have never said I am good, nor hawt, I have never mentioned those at all. If I am really those kind of people, what the heck are you doing here in my FB, keep on checking if I have changed my profile pic. I guess, you're really a sicko. The person you decribe as being the very bad one, and look at it now, you have been messaging that person like mad. How ironic life is, and I enjoy the moment of this, of you messaging countless times, and got no reply in return. How fun. Whatever happened proved that you are the one with problems, and not me. I am not those people without direction, without principles. I hold on to my principles, as much as I could and being stubborn my nature had contribute to that even more. So, you know what am I gonna say ... DREAM ON.

Since that you have a wife, and a kid at home, I seriously do not see a reason to message someone else, who is out of your friends even, because I certainly do not wanna have anything to do with you. Why don't you just go back to your wife and be a good husband. I am not even a friend, I am just an ex-colleague of yours, who holds no importance. I definitely know, you stand no place, and I don't see a reason of you messaging me. I have ignored you and turned oblivious as long as I can remember, and act like as if I do not know you at all, why can't you do the same. You are not single, why do you wanna act like some bastard. Sorry, I forgot that you are. Even if you message me another hundred thousand years, there will not be a reply, so please do give up. I think people should respect you for your determination, just that you have used it for the very wrong reason. There are much more meaning to life, than just messaging me.

Also in case you do not know yet, my life is damn absofarkingly good, WITHOUT you. So be kind enough, and let me live peacefully without your presence. It's so damn obvious, isn't it? Isn't it visible enough or all along you are just too blind. You are indeed a VERY pathetic species.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Contradicting

Initially, I didn't wanna say anything, initially, I didn't wanna even talk about it. But, why should I refrain, I thought.

What is the definition of contradicting. It means oppose, differ, dissimilar, contrast, vary and etc. Some species, in my honest opinion, is rather extremely funny. They say something, they do the other. First, he said that he is those people who appreciate small group of people to hang out with, because it's the quality he's looking for. Right now, he is just doing the opposite. Well, it's none of my business, right. Exactly. But this is just those small points that contradict himself, but at some point, IS my problem because it has got something to do with me.

All along, we have not been THAT good to begin with. Along the way throughout those few years we knew each other, conflicts, misunderstandings and misconceptions all came into place. Conflicts after conflicts, and God, it's tiring. So, I have come to understand one major thing, there often have miscommunication between us, and only us. As a result, I shall just take a step back, in whatever circumstances it is. I took one step, two steps, three steps, and we grew farther and farther apart, as far as it could.

I stopped everything. I stopped contacting him, I stopped messaging him, and in whichever medium it is, it remained silent. It is all due because at one point, we kept on arguing, over nothing. Days and months, nothing changed. The best thing to do back then was not to contact him at all. He was also protecting someone who does not deserve it because I used to respect this guy but not anymore. However, he was protecting that particular guy.

I thought it will solve everything, apparently not. He would say things that will trigger me, to my friends. He will say and do stupid things that will provoke me. He used to say, I am those people that is hard to find. He was very thankful because I was there with him during his down times. I denied, because I believe it wasn't me. But, I am someone who strongly believes in actions, and not words. Whatever he said has not been justified. I kept on telling him, is none of my business, I have done nothing and he doesn't need to sound like I am an Angel because I am certainly not. He insisted I am. But again, his actions is far from what he had said. Of course from that day til this very day, I do not believe.

There were so many things that had happened that I chose to keep silent. But, sometimes, things went overboard you just need to release your frustration, somehow. Coincidentally, this is just those few ones that I felt, at the moment. Too many things that only showed he took things for granted, nothing such as appreciation was showed.

Also, he did say things that you will wonder, what is his definition of friends. Probably, for him, friends are people you look for when you need help, when you need direction, when you need this, and need that. When you are not in trouble, you don't find friends, you find enemies. Right? I supposed. But anyhow, whatever I felt before remains, that he remains as a buddy, and probably after this, that status will be downgraded. So many things that is hidden until now, not wanting to say out, not wanting to comment further, but ... it has been long here, it needs to be expressed one day.

To be continued ...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

25th Birthday P3

This is our beloved Sports Car - Flaming Lamboghini.

Hahaha ... autaman ... so the ... dot dot

This is ... wait a min, look at the background, Tarzan's expression is darn farney haha

Okay okay Tarzan is your turn haha :D smile til so harpie o.O is he okay? I thought at this point of time, he just arrived, but sorry Tarzan, there's nobody for me to intro to you lolz all not your type

I think at this point of time, she's THERE already, the ding dong stage already haha

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Hiao is the word

Girls these days are just so the hiao.

I know a few of them, or rather quite a handful of them who fall in this category, and sorry, I just can't withstand them. It's just not one that I know, not two, but uncountable ones. It's all about guys, it's all about who is going after them and who are cute and etc. People, get a life please, there is much more meaning to life, besides, guys.

When you are in my position, anyone with the right mind, will feel darn superb gross. They can be much more productive than this, rather than doing all these nonsense. When I was that age, I wasn't like that, I was simply far from that even. Neither my friends were. Don't they have anything else better to do.

They are competitive among each other, on who gets the attention from the guys? Oh Mein Goodness ... the generation is really getting worse and worse. Sluttier and sluttier. Even with first impression, you can know from how they carry themselves "look at me I'm hawt" which is actually the opposite way because that is such a turn off. I saw some pictures from the launch of something, that were attended by these newly celebrities, so-called that is. It's all about how skimpy you dress o.O But of course, I'm not saying all youngsters are like that, some are well respectable ones. Unfortunately, many of them are like that, and even some who are my age are acting like that, get a life.

Shallow girls ... damn. Haha.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Sara Bareilles - Gravity



This is a very beautiful song, and if you see the meaning of the song, very deep. It's about what we don't see but it happens. A girl being with someone she loves but being abused, trying very hard to run away, and try even harder, trying very hard to leave but she could not. She is still caught in his hands. Love like this is painful, and is torturing, suffering in pain. In the end of the day, she is still caught in that abuse. As much as she wanted to, she could not. The same circle keeps on repeating. Not knowing where to go, not knowing where to run to, and not knowing where she could get help. She thought she is strong enough to stand by her own, only to realize she is not. She wants her freedom to live and begging him to set her free and everything is down to zero. She ends of being abused. It's an addiction, having something which is not good.

Though we don't see and feel any abuse case in front of our eyes, because most of them are hidden, and shy away from public eye. Brutal truth is, it happens, a lot. Just that we don't see it and to be caught in that situation is tragic.

Dancing to this song is filled with emotions. The moves, the momentum, all is about gracefulness, it's all about expressing oneself. It's the most beautiful, most engaging feeling when dancing to songs like this.

It's called PDA

I used to see a lot of PDAs on the streets before ... but right now, it seems that it's getting lesser. Don't get me wrong, I am not encouraging it. Probably, the reason of me seeing it lesser is due to the fact that I am going out lesser. When you have any MPs with you, or Ipod, you get caught in your own world.

I know this fella here, an expat who just arrived here not too long ago, has been doing just that. If you think he is only 20s, you're wrong. If you think he is only 30's you're wrong also. He is indeed approaching 50 now, a divorcee with 2 kids who is not here with him, and has a fiance.

When he puts on his blazer, put a nametag, and something that symbolizes the company, he should not be doing all these in public, especially if he is doing that inside the company and guess what, he isn't some junior staff, but the highest post. Don't you think you, as a boss, should act decently, to show that you ought to be respected, and not the other way round.

When you're new, and you have all the employees there who has been working there for the last 5 years, 6 or even 10 years, is hard for them to accept you for that because, this industry is all about professionalism. You, doing that, shows just the opposite. In comparison, your predecessor
has been decent all along, from the first day he's here until the last day. The moment you arrived, everything is gone. The image of a big boss, everything is crushed. You spoilt everything. Your position could not be justified with your actions.

If everything is done outside in public, perhaps, nobody will say anything, but ... you have been doing everything here. I heard this phrase before, people don't eat and shit in the same place, but you .. have been doing just that. It's all about respect and I supposed, each and everyone has been expecting much more from you.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

25th Birthday P2

My ex-classmate in F1, F4 and F5 .. so that makes it 3 years .. haha. But I have not seen her for like 7 years. Maybe 6. I'm not sure. I think I met her once last year or something, or was it this year.

Haha ... the three of us. Ah Dong but now upgraded to Ah Kiang already and Dede.

The girls: Ah Ying, Ah Kiang, Dede, me and Siao Zha Bo

Hon Seng again, can you see the difference, he's getting red.

The so-called Jason Mraz. haha. Only this particular pic LOL.

My face got molested

Last week, I had this guest, whom had spent an hour for a check in, it's indeed VERY long. She was asking all sorts of questions, that left me kinda frustrated in the middle, because she does not really seem to get it but in the end still she got it. She was asking why must I take this amount, and wanted me to convert everything to AU and stuff like that, so it's alright I am fine. I talked til my throat ran dry.

It was my colleague turn when she asked about tours as she wanted to see stuff here, which obviously they have a hands-on information rather than me. Even that he kept talking and talking til ran out of voice.

It's my turn again to escort her to the room. In the lobby, she was standing very close to me, which I don't feel comfortable in and she was rubbing my back. I am fine and I am okay in normal circumstances, but not from a guest o.O In the room, I was introducing all the features, and tada ... I felt molested at my face when she came to say "Thank You dear" like .... yea thank you ... but .. must she molest my face. HAHAHAHA. Okay ... I find it farney that's it haha.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Movies I hate and I love

I was a movie addict before, many many years ago, when I have never ever ever missed a movie in the "Now Showing" list. I go to movies few times per week. Later on, I went becoming a drama addict, but that's only for a short period of time. Then, out of a sudden, everything stopped. I am now a Facebook addict? LOL.

I usually love retarded movies, movies that I don't have to use my brain to think what is happening, what is going on and stuff like that. I hate to think. Movies are meant for relaxation, a way to de-stress, not to give me even more pressure, as if I do not have enough of that at work. Movies like Harry Potter, LOTR ... is really not what I like to see in movies. When I was young, is okay to watch these kinda genres of movies, because I only have classes to go to, so .. it's good to use my brain, using my intellectual, but it's not my preference still. These days, I can hardly find time for myself, and what's more watching a movie, even more I gotta really choose a good movie, well at least movies that fits my preference.

The last of the list should be horror movies. I hate and I meant I hate horror movies a lot, because I am not those that after the movies, I get scared, or I laughed about it, the next minute I forget about it. I am not at all like that. I start imagining what happens in the movies happens in real life. Sometimes, I think ... imagining can really take a toll on you, so conclusion, don't involve yourself in anything creative, such as, imagining is also one part of being creative. LOL. For instance, I watched Ju-On .. and .. guess what, the next time and next few times I went to shower, I freaked myself out big time. Other than these, there are also retarded things I thought about, such as, in Transformers, when I was coming home, I saw a car speeding, I imagined it could transformed. I know, I know, it's all nonsense, and I know I am imagining, but I can't help it. Sometimes it's funny, but .. sometimes, I just freak myself out. like .. a lot. No horror, a big NO.

I know this guy, Mr Lim, whose favourite past time is by sending me links that has gotta do with horror stuff, ghost, and all those kinda stuff, just to scare me off, and I didn't like it, but he thought it was funny. How ungrateful boyfriend friend is he, don't you think? Each time he sends me stuff, I did not want to open, and I just refuse. The starting days I did not know, and I, being silly, went to open it, and ... tadaaa ... I get scareddddd. Until now, I don't open the links he send me. :D Ain't I smart now, Mr Lim? haha.

Retarded movies, comedies .. is MY type, but no, I don't have time for those. :( Unfortunately, and my temptation to watch movies isn't there anymore. That is why, I only watch movies less than 5 times per year. The ones I have watched this far is... Transformers, The Night in Museum II, Batman, Madagascar 2(was it this year or last year) ... haha .. gone case.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Letto - Sebelum Cahaya (Before the Morning Light)

Ku teringat, hati,
Yang bertabur, mimpi,
Kemana kau pergi, cinta
Perjalanan sunyi,
Yang kau tempuh sendiri,
Kuatkanlah hati, cinta

[Chorus:]
Ingatkan engkau kepada,
Embun pagi bersahaja,
Yang menemani mu,
Sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada,
Angin yang berhembus mesra,
Yang 'kan membelai mu, cinta

Kekuatan, hati,
Yang berpegang, janji,
Genggamlah tangan ku, cinta
Ku tak akan pergi,
Meninggalkan mu sendiri,
Temani hati mu cinta

[Interlude]

[Chorus]

[#]

[Chorus] (x2)
~ 'Kan membelai mu, cinta

[translation]
I remember a heart full of dreams
Where did you go, love?
The silent journey
That you've been through alone
Steel your heart, love

Do you remember the humble dawn dews
That accompanied you before the morning light
Do you remember the smooth breeze wind
That always caress you, love

A steelheart that always keeps its promises
Hold my hand, love
I won't go away and leave you alone
I would guard your heart, love

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

25th Birthday P1

Almost a month after my birthday, only I have decided to put up pics. What do you expect from someone like me .. the ... laziest ... ever.

Gong Kia, my colleague, and the other two were my classmates, Piggy and Ah Fui ... for 2 years in Form 4 and 5.

Now ... we have the colleagues. Dede, Te and ... Ah Dong. haha..

Chic Kut Teh, it's your bf ... haha. Ah Theng aka Moo ... also left already, I wonder when's my turn :P

Hon Seng, my ex-classmate too ... in secondary. I find it very funny each time he says he wanna go home because .. his home is balai polis, until today, it's still as farney hehe

Let's start .... drink! :D

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I'm smart enough

So .. you came with your guest, you asked me to print the bill, and I know what are you gonna do next after he leaves. Before that happens, I left the place for somewhere else. LOL.

Ah funny thing enough, it happened exactly like how I see it. He left, and you just left it there on the table, and ... expected me to check out? NO thanks. If it's something like just pressing a few buttons, and it ends there, I don't really mind, but ... nah, not for you at least.

You have not enough people, we ... are critical too. So, you want me to go and dig all the bills for you, do everything for you, just because the bills is down here. Ah sorry because I have my own stuff to do and I don't need to entertain you anyway. It's your guest not mine. Do you think I'll do it just because you brought him down here? I saw you coming from the right side and no folder in your hand, so it's definitely not a bump. Don't give me bullshit. I don't buy it.

Though you might be some you know someone with a position in somewhere so secluded, I still will not do as being told because ... I don't work for you, remember? Wait a minute, haha ... you have not told me. But again, even if you did, I will not do so, no matter what. You wanna take an easy way out heh. I remembered ... do you actually know how to print a bill? HA-HA. Only if you talked to me in a nice way, I don't mind going through all the trouble. Or else forget about it, I just do what I'm best at, ignore because in the end of the day, it's your people who are gonna do, not me. Why would I wanna get in trouble with the transaction people later on, right? You think I'm THAT stupid? NEVER. Listen, NEVER.

Remember, you dealt with someone who has been working there, for the last 2 years, not 2 days. Obviously, I know your behaviour, obviously, I know the culture, obviously I know the skill you possess. Just take your own shit alright, I'm not brainless, thanks a lot y0!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Two weeks

TWO weeks left before you bid goodbye

Usually, I feel kinda heavy-hearted but this time, I am just waiting for that moment to come, the day you leave is the time for us to celebrate.

Considering we gotta suffer more without sufficient manpower, I don't freaking care because even with you, there's no difference. Really, waiting for that day to come, to open champagne, to celebrate for the time you step out from the door, and not with you for sure. I actually feel excited, I feel the ultimate satisfaction considering the fact that I don't have to see you, that blardy face of yours anymore, is a very happy ending.

This is really a happy ending, for us. That's the reason for my deteriorating eyesight in the past, but from the day you leave, I strongly believe my eyesight will improve tremendously. Damn, I so can't wait for that day to come.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Ever since ...

It has been months since the time you forced-resigned. To be honest, I felt something. It isn't because I felt it's such a waste, it isn't because I felt that your service with the hotel could be extended, it isn't because I felt uncomfortable because someone close to me had resigned, it is more like I felt relieved because finally, I am able to live a life without disturbance.

I have told you countless times that we ... are not friends and we .... are colleagues. Whatever you feel is really none of my business and I don't intend to know because when once I treated you well, you did funny things. I drew a very clear line on my limitations, and unfortunately you could not see or read it. You turned facts around, and I don't really bother. You backstabbed my friend, in front of me. You pretended you knew me inside out, and whatever you described me as is something contrasting of the real me. You, threatened ... and that is the real turning point.

For so many things that you have said and done, there is absolutely no way anyone could forgive. Maybe, others, yes, but definitely not me. How could I forgive AND forget. You must be kidding. No matter how regretful you feel, no matter how sincere you show, but everything I see is only the surface and guess what, it came to a point I don't believe in anything you did from then on, or say in a matter of fact. What I feel and what I do, is up to me, myself, and not you. You, do not even mean anything to me, could come and ask me not to be too harsh on you, and don't be so bitter hearted. Well, guess what? I am like that since the day you know me, and for you to do certain things and calling me as your friend is very uncalled for. It is something I do not believe until the day I die. I am not sure if you are having some challenge mentally, but it does look like it.

I made it crystal clear what I don't like people to do and you just tested the water, you did just that. Congratulations. After all my ignorance, you could have that face to come to me to ask me to be more soft-hearted. Well, I can be, but not to you. Thank you.

All the backstabbings involved, all the threatenings involved, do you think I can trust someone like you anymore? None. The day you threaten ... is the day everything will come to an end, and you just do not realize it eh, even after I have told you. How ignorant can you be. How skeptical things are at times. My actions proved it all, that I don't intend to have any contact with you, in any way. Why are you so desperate. I wonder how people like you could father a kid.

You have made it all wrong. I trust my own feelings, my own instincts more than anyone else, more than anything else because whatever I feel came true, especially for these past few years. Damn true. So, when it comes to you, I trusted with all my heart too, without any exception because ... you don't deserve anything, and I just do not have to waste my time re-considering our non-stop misunderstanding and miscommunications between us. Full stop.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Daring Bastards

Our country is getting more and more dangerous, more and more unsafe to go around. Patrol cars are there, more police personnel are around, but ... things still happen and occur.

I was having supper with Tarzan at Valentine's earlier and it wasn't that late, like what 2am. Everyone were talking away, chilling out on a Saturday morning, and we just mind our own business. The ones at the outer area got up, like all of them, and few of them started running to their cars, so logic speaking, I thought was the police. Who knows it wasn't the police, it was some burglar. Guess what they did? They stole a car o.O

These bastards are so daring these days. They ought to be abused physically throughout their lives. No, don't shoot them dead. Torture them, make them suffer, til they know it. Once run, not all the time they could do that. One fine day, they will definitely be caught. If they wanna be bad, why they wanna steal cars. Go out all there, be the leader of the underground or something, at least someone big, not some small fellas like that. Ah ...sad.

Imagine ... with even people around, they dare to do so because they know once they do so, they can get away with it. What are that people doing? Nothing. Do they realize the fear we have? NO, because they have the bodyguards, and what do we have? Only wallet. What if we are poor? Your chance of living ... will be in danger. If any of us have a chance to leave, will we? Ask anyone, the answer is yes. We don't even feel safe in our own country, we are so not protected, instead abused in one way or another. How can we put our own life here. How can we trust them? There are so much things they could do, but they chose to ignore and neglect, and only see S 11.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

We will survive

Something to declare - depression.

We are now facing a trauma - financial constraints that eventually lead to depression. It's just a matter of time. A pay cut of more than a thousand bucks.

The last time I went out was on my birthday 25th Sept and .. it ended there until further notice. Right now, we are saving like something big is gonna happen tomorrow. Touch wood though haha. With that amount of salary, I am staying home, eating in hotel and etc. Probably, this is a good time to feel how others survive with that little amount. o.O but of course if given a choice, we do not want. But if we don't, we don't appreciate our normal salary haha.

The moment it was announced, you could feel the tense, the depression, the trauma, the tragedy in the people's eyes. Nothing like that happened before.

My shampoo, eyeliner, lotion, conditionar and now .. even shoes has already holes in it, everything has to be put on hold. I prefer not to go out at all too, because it means, I gotta spend money, which I don't want. We never expected it to be that bad.

We don't go out, but we have other ways to enjoy life okay. HAHAHA .... =p it's okay, I could survive with 500 bucks per month, so what makes it I can't do that this month, right? right? XD hehe ... ganbateh, zuzu zutai, we can definitely survive :D

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

That's the way

There is one thing in this world that can never be taken away from anyone.

People can try to bring you down, they can try whichever dirty methods to bring you down, to thrash you, to say stuff about you so that you look bad, and they, good. There are all these funny and weird people around, don't blame them, because, they are just, well, retarded.

It does not really matter if they are people who you know personally or just at the surface because in the end of the day, you gotta protect yourself. It is your spirit that keeps you alive, it is your principle that you gotta hold on to, until the day you die because that is your value, your pride and your dignity. Some people do not have their own dignity, well, who cares anyway.

So, keep your cool, because they look stupid, not you. They might be your so-called friends, they might be people you don't like, whoever it is, the most important, you can't fall because of them. You can't fail because of them. You gotta prove that you are strong to stand on your own, that they are not that important afterall to actually bring you down.

People might misunderstand you because you are not some gold class oscar winners actors or actresses, you are the real one, not the hypocrite, not a façade. Let them win in this way because true colours will eventually exposed. You gotta remember, the devil is you, the angel are them. Words to describe, misunderstanding, misconception, whichever they are, as long as they are happy thinking this way, it is definitely cool. Don't be them, because they do not have the courage, they do not have the guts, to confront, but speaking you-know-where. Hobbies are hobbies anyway, we shall not care.

But if they wanna play it, you gotta play along, real hard .... that's the principle ;)

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

He's such a retard

So yeah ...

I will try to sound as nice as I could. I will try as hard as I can to control. But, whatever you do, just do not deserve my niceness towards you.

You know, when people hold a party, especially in a club, don't you think everyone contribute to that? And .. not the birthday person sponsor everything? And no, I did not decide on my own to open the bottle. We have decided it together, I got the consent of others, except you, because do you remember that you were not invited? It's MY party for your information, not yours. I can do whatever I want, without your approval because I have not invited you in the first place. You, gate crashed. I shall remind you if you have forgotten about it.

You got that bloody face to tell the whole world that you bought me a sportscar when clearly it was Dede? Do you think I was that stupid and blind to even tell? She doesn't have to tell me, nobody have to tell me, and I know you are lying. If you wanna lie, please do it in a more professional way, because obviously, nobody buys it.

Please, get a life. Nothing comes free in this world. I am not a rich kid either, even if I am, I will not go sponsoring you a night out, never. I am not retarded yet. Even though I have to buy for the whole world, it will never ever be for you, because species like you do not deserve to be sharing the same oxigen as me, even.

Well, knowing you I should have guessed you are thick-skinned and I know you are, what I didn't know it was until THIS extent. Your retardedness has gone to the extreme. Do not accuse me or she or us for anything. You drink or you don't, pay it because you went in under us as we opened bottle. You think you could run away, just like that? Never. Pay your debts or else face the consequences.

You wait. A bull dozer will go over your house at 4am, leaving you flat down underground and you will never be able to get up to this world again. Or ... you will be suffocated, followed by some whackings by some people til you're paralyse and you gotta suffer for the rest of your life, main point, you gotta suffer, you can't die, it will be too lenient to you then. Not to forget, you will be burnt alive, but not leaving you dead. :D

You are sehr scheisse. You really live up to your name :D Saying you are a jerk, bastard, asshole all combined, is still an understatement. Nothing could ever describe how retarded are you. You shameless scum.

Beach Wear 2

There goes another set .... my hair then I think it's so manageable compared to now o.O





Finish for the time being. Okay, this proves, something, I am so damn lazy to blog and type haha.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Meeting old-mates

Lately, I have been meeting up with old mates, old friends. Especially lately, people that I have not kept in contact with for a long long time, just came up, met up, and stuff like that, and it's just weird because ... only lately. haha.

HS, maybe nothing to feel funny about because I started meeting him since last year, the year that I have come out from the shadow, finally after 6 years being missing from the world. Ex-boyfie, tad weird because I usually don't meet up with him, except for dinner with Dede quite a many months back already, Snail, for God knows how long and the next one will be QY whom I have not met for ... er ... *counting* 7 years. But when I bumped into him last year, or was it this year, I could still recognize him and now. But I think, we will definitely meet one of these days. Again, the world is so small because HS was my ex-classmate and QY was my ex-tuition mate, and who knows both of them knew each other in the park in Menjalara as both go jogging there and have the same birthday, and tadaaa ... and at the same time, they were also surprised how did I know the other. o.O WHY not? Do I look like I do not know people at all?? eesh. Not to forget Fatty Bom Bom whom I have not met for 1 year over. Haha.

No matter who I meet, who I bumped into, out of the entire population in this world, I only do not wanna bump into 2 pathetic people haha. Don't ask since they are already pathetic, it's useless to explain because ... they don't worth more than a trash at all. :o We call this hebat kudasai haha.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

I am officially 2-5

Officially, I have turned 25 on 25th September. Yes, I finally joined the 25 club. Old age is just right in front of me now. A vampire do not age, since that I am a human version of vampire, I do age, unfortunately. I gotta start using anti aging skin products now to avoid wrinkles haha ... er ... in fact, I don't really use skin products anyway ... and even if I have it, I seldom use it unless I see pimples coming HAHA.

Anyway, it was a Friday and I was working morning. It was something I regretted. I should have taken leave on that day, as my heart was still in my bed, sleeping, and the fact that the first guest I got has left me with some shit things to do. Everything did not go as smoothly as I wish. But, it wasn't that bad, minus my mood in the morning. haha. Yes, bad mood. I should have learnt my lesson this year, not to work during birthday. I shall do that next year instead. Anyways, I have four days leave hehe. So it's a good thing too.

Dinner ... was cancelled due to my steam got potong-ed. My plan was to go for dinner and head to Quattro. Since already plan for dinner, and she cannot make it for Quattro later on, I felt so lazy to even go for dinner. It's best that we all save money and stay home instead. I did just that, I was having my real quality sleep, until my father called me, saying I abandoned him because he had blocked his precious time for me. So, I gotta drag myself up and crawl to the WC and bla bla ... and deng, I thought I was slow enough and who knows someone called me to wish and sing a birthday song, and ... it slow downs the process of preparing myself haha.

And after dinner, a very quick one, I flew all the way to Quattro. Yes, flew. And tada.... it started. And ... I had fun, it was a blast, a blast that I meant. Haha. It has been some time now that we have not drank until like that, and partied til like that. This is the only time and only God knows when will be our next party til dawn session with this amount of people. :D haha ... it is both the secondary and the colleagues combined together, minus the college mates, or else it's gonna be ... every phase of my life. LOL.

Happy Birthday to myself, and also to PH, Jen, Pauline, Mr Buerki.... haha ... all celebrating the birthday today =p

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

2 people drinking & Strangers

It was last Monday when we went drinking, so not to waste our day off just like that. It was also Merdeka. Yes I know it's just the both of us. If you think it's pathetic, maybe to others haha .. but we enjoyed :P

It was Quattro after at least 5 months without stepping our foot in there. From outside, it looks rather quiet and it doesn't look like a club at all. It was a Monday, though it was a public holiday but the day after, people gotta be up early to work so that explains it all. We shall see if it's gonna last the whole night like that. We were at the entrance, greeted by the hostess and we were brought, or rather escorted to the table. The service that night was perfect, yes perfect, we didn't even ask for tissue, she brought us that. Anticipating our needs, we were WOW-ed. This is called Quattro-WOWed. haha. Later on, this dude gave us the menu, and he recommended, or didn't he ... I was kinda high then but one thing that he almost took extra 10 bucks from me, coz I gave 10 and realized I don't have change, so I gave 50 and he left, came back with the drin, gave me the change, but without my 10 bucks, so .. yeah I asked it back of course haha.

Throughout that whole night, funny things with funny people keep on happening. First it was this guy with the funniest ever, and I meant ever .... line .... "Hi my friend wanna know you" HAHAHA ... then when he got Dede's number, I think I just potong-ed his steam by giving him McD's number o.O then this foreigner don't know from where saying if we need dancing partners, we may join them o.O haha .. and this girl claimed lesbo but actually not ... and .. basically the whole night was filled with funny people doing funny things.

We only drank one Long Island Tea, Flaming Sportscar Lamboghini and Mango something. Night ended with two happy people. HAHA.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Happy 52nd Merdeka Day people

All Malaysians know ... that the spectacular date falls on 31st August. 52 years ago, we gained Independence from the then called Malaya Union, and later on, its name changed to Malaysia in 1963, more precisely on 16th September.

For so long now, we have been hearing people saying and reiterating this and that, to have that patriotism spirit inside of an individual, to have that spirit institute in the new generation so they remember how much have we come to gain that freedom.

On the Eve of Merdeka, I saw this car, or van, or whatever it is called, has flags all over that vehicle, just to show how patriotic they are? More than a hundred flags for sure. But, isn't it too over? It's just extreme. Like E-X-T-R-E-M-E. I guess patriotism is a rather subjective. Personally, I think that it does not need to be shown to the whole world that you are, but what you have deep down is good enough. I believe not tarnishing your country's image, protecting your country's name, is sufficient enough, unlike people who do everything against how a Malaysian should, such as telling how bad this country is to a foreigner who does not know anything about it. They first think this country is good, everything is good, but ... after that statements, how would they feel. It also shows as a person deep down, that person who do so is nothing good in him or her anyway, for putting the own country down, the place s/he was born, lived, bred, raised here. I believe that whatever happens, and however much you do not like, there is always something you should not say. I have no freaking idea what s/he is trying to prove, that s/he is er ... more powerful and superior over the others? Answer is no, answer is ... that person is such a trash, that is not worth having that person is this country to begin with. If that is how they think, why not pack the bags and never come back, and don't even mention we are from the same beloved country. There are so many good things to say but s/he chose to say the dark side. Well, s/he doesn't realize s/he is bringing he/r self down, like DOWN.

That alone ... is already ... considered patriotism for me.

Happy Merdeka Day people

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Beach Wear 1

Sometime this year, we did something different, an indoor shoot. It was in fact not long after I came back from Langkawi, so my tone was a bit ... out. Very unbalanced because from the front, I looked alright, not to say fair, but I was alright, but when I turn to the back, HA ... it looks as if I went for tanning for like 1 month. I call this the MJ tone, black or white, you choose.

The warming up session ...

As you can see, yes I am DEAD bored to be posting this ....

It's Sunday, have a GOOD SUNDAY people ... because you know what? I gotta work ... on A Sunday ... as well as on a public holiday which falls on the day after where everyone celebrates the Independence of this country ... a historical day, the day where our forefathers gained Independence 52 years ago from the English. AND ... people like me ... gotta work, without having the opportunity to even claim that public holiday and replace it next time, there's not even a choice for us, how sad can life be at times. What's Independence? Maybe .. I SHOULD celebrate too ... because I will be graduating from the place I dreaded 2 months back, and now ... I am going back to where I belong.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

The Night @ Velvet

The temptation to drink is hitting back on me. The feeling come and go. It doesn't stay, it doesn't last, but it doesn't leave me for too long, after some time, the feeling comes back again. Each time when the feeling comes, it continues for some time, before it leaves me again. The circle repeats itself. It has been a few weeks now that we have been going out for drinks, or even just by going to her house, because there is one bottle of Chivas there, for the both of us, and it's finally finish. There was a point of time back last week or so that whenever I see Coke and Cheezels, which I have it in my room, really really tempt me to drink. It's THAT bad that I felt like going out to buy Chivas and drink here, right here in my room but I know I can't do that, no! I am not a heavy drinker. But when the feeling is not there to drink, no matter how you push me, I don't feel like it at all, it's so bad that I feel like just staying at home to sleep or online, or if you succeed to get me to go, I can even yawn in the club, and drink only just to entertain, and not from myself.

It was just one week ago that randomly, out of the nowhere, Tarzan just came out from the locker, and so did I, we bumped into each other, he just asked if I wanted to go. It was 1am, and I thought he was kidding. Both singles, both nothing better to do at home, we went to drink at RUm Jungle, with our usual outfit - SLIPPERS. Since it's just the both of us, we did not open bottle, like most times. This time, we tried something different, red wine. Haha. Omg. It feels like Cloud 9. It's enough to make us happy people. While drinking, there's french fries and of course it ended with a bottle of beer each. Omg. Perfecto! Next time, we should go with the normal people, the three of us, if only Dede is not night shift, then it's definitely WOW.

Now, pictures from Zouk... more like Velvet ... from the night that they declined me three bloody times.

20 shots for the three of us ... MH, Dede and myself. It's called Sex on The Beach. Damn! Life's good man. If you wonder, it consist of vodka, melon liqueur, raspberry flavored liqueur, pineapple juice, cranberry juice, mix all together ... and voila. It cost like what ... 100 bucks, good deal, from a place like Velvet.

Tadaaa ....

Promoting I Phone haha

Yes, I know it's in the toilet, but that's actually the coolest place to snap pic, lighting is perfect, not only in clubs that I am talking about, go to any major shopping malls, their toilets are actually the perfect place to snap pics ... as I have found out few years ago, their lighting is darn good. Try it and you will know.

It's almost done, the night has almost ended at that time, many many more people were going to toilet ... just for anything and ... we were there too, to snap pics but I really felt like I was a vampire at that time, but it's nothing new tho lolz

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