Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Flashback ...

Flashback of the past. It reminded me, how we were, hand in hand, the smile, the laughter.

How much have we grown apart in distance, in heart. Those times reflected the moment we shared together, things we did, things we said just brought back memories. We moved on with lives, but we still think about each other every now and then.

Nothing to regret, nothing to feel guilty about because that was how it was and it is how it is. There is still a level of understanding between us that I am glad we still do. It was a moment of time to think back, how much things had changed, how much have we both grown, in some ways or another, how much have we been through in our respective lives, without the other and that through all these experiences is what made us today.

We could only get stronger, and it is the difficult path that we gotta overcome, we become less paranoid, we have less fear and the person you see has a very tough mentality in within. You see a very cold and mean person in the surface but you do not know what is within in until you tear it open. That is a friendship that has, surprisingly, sustained until today. Even with the major difference in culture, distance, background, mentality, personality, being friends is a gift.

We could laugh it out talking about the past, how we were mad at each other, how we got irritated. But somehow, that's the past and nothing to be irritated now. Both had grown up in our own ways. Both of us know, if we need someone to talk to, the other is there.

Talking in dreams, one day, when we come closer in distance, we will go to a faraway land, a place where no humans know us, to enjoy, as much as we could, and ignore the surroundings. That is a fantasy land. But, it's not wrong to dream. Well, it's part of the whole experience, the memories. Dreams come true too, and you just do not know if it will occur and when. It happens when you least expect it. It's beyond what we see.

2 comments:

kyels said...

All of us have flashbacks as such, no?

The Pondering Introvert said...

uh huh