The stubborn character

Recently, I have watched this drama on telly and it's a newly released drama. A character caught my attention.

The character is really a strong one, with attitude! She seldom talks, seldom smile, and there's always like anger within her, she's stubborn to the core. Well, it goes to a point that even though she's in pain, she's in torment, she is still as stubborn as ever. She actually just had to say it's her mistake and she's sorry. She never did that. She rather be in pain, rather than to bow down. She rather be in hurt, than to bring down her pride. No matter what happens, she stood there.

It reminds me of someone. The someone that has been as stubborn as ever. Throughout the years, this person was so stubborn and as the person grew older, it never seem to tone down. After graduation, the stubbornness became more aggressive. People could only feel the coldness within. It was all about hatred and bitterness.

Now, after the life drama ended, this person can finally tone down the stubbornness. Deep inside, at least, there's a light. Today, people would not have thought this person was as stubborn as then. It's a total changed person now. This person might still be stubborn, and sometimes could still be very stubborn, but there's no more hatred within. However, to trust somebody is definitely still an issue until today. Back then, this person doubts every single individual that approach, they might have some evil intentions, some motive.

Today, this person can walk down, with a smile. Sometimes, the coldness is still there but after awhile, you can feel the warmth inside. It was skeptical if you were 10 years back, that this day will never ever come. Some of those behaviour might come back once in awhile, but this person has opened up more than ever before.

This person was like the character, never bowed down. Never bring down the pride, and dignity, which means the most important thing in the life. Though there were flaws, all around, but it is made to believe that pride, and dignity has more values than life itself.