RIP Robin Williams 1951-2014

It was such a sad day waking up from this news, that the comedian Robin Williams had passed away. It wasn't due to old age, instead, he committed suicide. He's not even old, just 63.

He brought laughter and joy to billions around the world and yet deep down, he could not make one person happy, himself, for, he was suffering from depression. Why is it always like that? The evil ones live happily til the end, and the kind hearted ones had to suffer from all these pain.

The mental health of someone is way much more major than physical health, and this is an issue that had always been ignored and it's really very scary. If it's not being addressed, it ends up fatal.

Rest In Peace, be at a better place, free from all this suffering you have to endure here.

He left 5 years ago

5 years ago, a very great legend passed on. It's no other than the King of Pop, the late Michael Jackson.

When the name is mentioned, there are mixed reactions about him. It's such a pity that a man with such great talent had to leave us at an early age of 50. He's definitely not your next door guy. Don't expect him to lead a normal life as an average guy. He started his career when all the other children were having their childhood. He didn't have one. It's really very sad. Again, if he did, I guess you wouldn't see him with that success in his life. And, maybe, that was why he was extremely friendly with children. You can't blame him, can you? 


They don't care about us


Heal the world. I love this song. Michael and his humanity. I can't see anyone else singing songs like that. How moving. It's reality, and that sucks. We need the world to be a better place to live in. The faith we have for human race is dying and fading away. Thank you, Michael :) Reality check.

Physically, he may not be here anymore with us, but he will always remain as a legend that made a difference to billions of people. This guy is definitely magnificent. It's an honor to live 25 years with him on the same planet. :D

Rest In Peace, April @ September 21st, 2013

It has been a very tragic weekend. It took me days before I can really take the truth that slaps upon my face. I know this day will eventually come but when it did, I just fell into depression right away. It's not something I can come in terms with.

This is my second time I fell into depression. The first one was in 2010 when Toby left us and we lost him to stomach cancer. This time, though we know that she wasn't suffering that much only on the last few days, it's all natural that it's something very hard to believe and accept. When Toby left, at least I still had April to hold me on. Now, I got nobody. Okay, let's not talk about humans, that's a different thing.

Anyway, it's very very difficult to accept it. And the result of it? I lost 2-3 kgs over the weekends only. It was really that bad. It was a major blow to my life. I hope that people will understand it, not to say or mention so much in front of me. It's really suffocating. Of course, for obvious reason, it's really heartbreaking and painful to accept the truth. Considering it already to be in that situation, I'll appreciate it if you don't mention it completely until at least months later. I know I have to accept it and let it out like some of you say it, but it's not as easy as that.

I know too that my great friends are always there to support me but time will heal. Please allow that to happen. Let me be the way I am. I know you guys mean well, but it's very fresh. I will be able to pick myself up soon and I am already in progress recovering.

Last but not least, it's my birthday soon. Which also means that I am not going all the way out to celebrate. No candles, definitely not. Thank you. :)

April, I miss you already muacks <3>

한국: Day 3 Part 3

After visiting Green Tea Museum, I remember that it was raining that day. Weather wasn't looking too good on us, especially for people like us who were travelling, and who do not have any tourist bus where we are sheltered. Instead, we were caught in the rain, again and again for the days we were in Jeju Island. Rain loved us. Just because I am not really fond of the sun doesn't really mean that I want the rain =.=

Anyway, we headed over to Loveland (제주러브랜드). It is an outdoor sculpture park that consist of 2 soccer fields combined, since 2004. This is not a 18sx place, instead a 19sx place. This is where "a place where love oriented art and eroticism meet," created by graduates from Hongik University.

These are the few ones that I took, there are many many others.

 

Few ones

The host and the owners too haha

We walked out, and there comes a mystery road. Saw the amount of people there? They were there to see the bus go up hill as the road isn't flat, instead, it is an uphill road. There comes a point when the drivers will stop their engine yet it can still go up. Well, maybe it isn't that mysterious, let's ask the scientific guys? If they cannot answer, then maybe it is indeed mysterious haha

This was the restaurant we walked out til. We wanted to ask for direction because we were told there were buses to go back to our place. But, after waiting and waiting and til the sun goes down, there doesn't seem to be any of them. Hence, we came here to ask for direction.

This is the time we have really felt we were so lost and we didn't know what to do. We were practically stranded out of nowhere. It's in the middle of nowhere, literally.

There were a bunch of tourist there that just arrived. The ahjumma there were not free to entertain us, so we waited for them to finish to ask them for direction. The Godfather sent from above came just at the right time to help us. He asked us where were we going, and told us that there's no bus there. If we want, we need to take a cab and in order to get a cab, we need to call. He said he will give us a number. We told him that we do not have the phone line there. In the end, he called for us, negotiated the price for us and in the end, he scolded the cab driver as it did not arrive at the given timeframe. Hence, he demanded for a discount for us. He even took coffee for us, and brought us to shelter as the wind was extremely strong. Guess who is he? A bus driver of the tour group. How can someone so angelic came into my life just to help me to get home? Can you believe there's someone THAT kind and nice? He's not even getting any penny. Damn, I've never met anyone THAT nice, ever in my life before him. Right until now, I still remember how he looks like fresh in my mind. That's how memorable it had become. That's how much he has done and despite being lost here and there, he had made our trip a really memorable and not something we can forget for a long long time to come.

Once again, thank you Godfather!

The missing ring

Few months back, I went up to Genting and I came home as a very sad person. Not because I didn't wanna go to work, or I didn't win any money, or I didn't get to play in the theme park. It's more like I dropped my ring. My precious ring of 2 years over.

And, it's back with me. I really did drop my ring in Genting but I managed to get it back on my finger. How? Simple. Because I dropped it in my back in Genting and that's considered dropping in Genting too, right? Haha ^^ ahhh my ring, how I miss you so much

Toby, we miss you

It's May 27th today and how time flies, it has been 2 years Toby had left us all. I still remembered that one fateful day that had changed my life forever.


Life after that day has never been the same. It's just a matter of time and it's about getting used to not having him around but it will not be easy. I had already tried preparing myself for that and I thought I will be strong enough to accept it when that day comes. Just when I thought I was, I failed terribly. I was not ready physically, mentally and emotionally.

On that morning, I heard a knock on my door as I was preparing to work and I thought hey something had gone wrong only to learn that Toby had all left us. The night before I was actually upstairs. Something had told me that I must get down to see him. That ... was the last ever time I saw him in this life and I didn't know that was my last time seeing him in this life. I shouldn't have gone up after that. I should have stayed on there to accompany him. I was trying very hard to cope with life and man, I was just too depressed to do anything else. Each time when I was not occupied with things, he came into my mind, the memories of him came into my heard and that got me even more depressed than I already was. It was a very tough phrase to go through. I was not eating, drinking, sleeping and workig properly. It took me quite awhile before I could actually accept the fact that he's gone forever and he's not coming back to be my side, to be there for me whenever I needed him.

I know that he's watching over us and he's in a better place. Though it has been 2 years, whenever I think of him, I still feel that painful moment at times. He had definitely played a very big role during my growing up years. It was like we practically grew up together. He was the only one and I meant one and only one in my teenage years who was there for me whenever I was down. He was my best ever friend.

He might not be a human but he had proved that he can be better than human. Toby, you are the best guy ever! We miss you a lot ^^

Steve Jobs 1955-2011

Today when I woke up, I heard the very shocking and unexpected news, the passing of Steve Jobs. This guy has been so amazing that he had changed the way how people lived.

We had lost another great legend in our time and he's still really young, at only aged 56, he left the world. He had achieved so many great things, invented and re-invented things. He even changed how people listen to songs. It's phenomenal.

He had left a legacy and he will always be remembered. It was just another gadget back then, but today he changed the world's perceptions, and most importantly, his inventions are now a lifestyle.

I did not have many Apple products ... the first one being the Ipod, and now, Iphone. People cannot live without all these technologies these days. We are going forward, to the future and he showed us how it should be done.

Rest In Peace, you will always be remembered.

My lost left shoe

It was one of the most embarrassing moment of my life, 2 days back.

The weather these days are so unpredictable. One minute it's shining brightly, the other it's raining so heavily you can't go anywhere.

I had no choice. I was in Pavillion, wanting to cross over to Farenheit. I was already late for class and I have already waited 10 minutes for the rain to slow down but it did not. Left without a choice, I ran across the road like a super hero, without an umbrella the moment the traffic light turned yellow. Yes, I was soaked in the rain like a homeless bear.

If you think that was bad enough, it wasn't. As I was running, and wet, it was so slippery. I did not fall so don't be too happy yet. My left shoes slipped off, and jang jang jang, it sped downhill so freaking fast I did not have time to even respond to that. All I could do was to look at it until off my sight it went. It did not end there, I went to look for it in the rain haha ... I could not find. I turned back, and headed to Farenheit then.

Thank God I was with my friend. She then went to buy a pair of slippers for me ... omigod, soaking wet, without my left shoe, it's no fun. RIP, shoe. Even though, I was soaked in the rain, didn't have a chance to clean up, dry up, and stuff like that for the next 3 hours, I am still so healthy. WHY????

Toby, I love you

It has been quite awhile aye.

It has been one week now. One week ago, something tragic happened that will change my life forever. It is my boy, Toby. Toby left us, forever. How had life changed.

He is not coming back. He left us for good. It's really depressing, perhaps, I felt beyond depressed.

He is the only dog that entertained me. When I need an ear to listen, he's there for me. When I need somewhere to release my burden, he's there for me. When I'm down and I need somewhere to cry on, he's there for me. I just cannot believe, he's no longer here with me, he's no longer here to listen to me, he's no longer here to console me, he's no longer here to make me feel better.

He made me laugh when I'm sad. He made me smile when I'm down. He made me feel so loved when I'm all alone. We grew up together, and most importantly, he's there when I need him the most. He was there during my most crucial years. I just can't imagine without him.

I know this time will come. But, I am not prepared. I must learn to let go, I can't. I must learn to accept the fact, I still can't. I feel extremely lonely. Each time I'm in the compound, he automatically appears in my mind, thinking of how he used to make me laugh, thinking how I used to talked to him and he, was there listening and tried his best to make me feel better. And, he always did not fail to make me see the sunshine again.

I always feel very emotionally attached to all my dogs. However, this time, I feel most attached to. It's so deep I just can't accept it even after a week. On the day when he left us, I could not eat, I could not sleep, I could not work, I could not even drive. I felt so numb, so numb that I do not wanna do anything. I wanted to follow him badly.

One Friday few weeks ago when I was feeding him his dinner just like the usual Fridays, he was not eating. It's normal for dogs not to eat once in awhile. At that point of time, I knew something was really wrong, and it's not the usual he's sick and it will be okay the next day. I felt so wrong. My instincts is telling me something. It's telling me, this is not good news. We took him to the vet, and it's really bad news. He was diagnosed with cancer, weak heart (that's the reason of him panting away and difficulty in breathing), and worms in his ears. I see him, with that difficulty in breathing makes it so heartbreaking to see him in this condition and situation. As much as I want him to end his miserable life, at the same time, I cannot find myself to let him go.

One night, the day before he left us, something triggered me. Usually, I don't come down at 12 midnight to see my dogs. That night, something told me to come down and see him. At least to see him sleep. I just wanted to see him so badly. Who knows, the next day, everything ended, even though I wanted to just see him is really too late. That was my last sight of him.

I might still have April with me. But, the chemistry that we have, is not the same and never be the same as Toby. I feel much more attached with Toby.

Toby, rest in peace. I will always love you, and remember you as my lil boy, always. We will meet again some day. By now, you should have arrived in Heaven's door. Saranghae!

Childhood Pictures 1

I took some pics of my childhood ... and here it goes haha. Sometimes, seeing pictures like this can really put a smile on someone's face. Just by seeing can make my day, well, the power of memories. Miss those times, where there is nothing called stress, nothing called worry, nothing called trouble. It was all merely sleeping, playing and eating.

I tell you, I was damn fat lor, cause.... because ... I was eating too much dessert I think haha. No, I think it was because the two beside me was thin, not that I was fat, right? right? haha

Afterall, I was not THAT fat okay, it was just my face was ROUND, but but ... this was older ... haha

haha see I was not fat already when I entered kindergarden XD and this is labelled as gila babi happy sial =.= lolz

Meeting old-mates

Lately, I have been meeting up with old mates, old friends. Especially lately, people that I have not kept in contact with for a long long time, just came up, met up, and stuff like that, and it's just weird because ... only lately. haha.

HS, maybe nothing to feel funny about because I started meeting him since last year, the year that I have come out from the shadow, finally after 6 years being missing from the world. Ex-boyfie, tad weird because I usually don't meet up with him, except for dinner with Dede quite a many months back already, Snail, for God knows how long and the next one will be QY whom I have not met for ... er ... *counting* 7 years. But when I bumped into him last year, or was it this year, I could still recognize him and now. But I think, we will definitely meet one of these days. Again, the world is so small because HS was my ex-classmate and QY was my ex-tuition mate, and who knows both of them knew each other in the park in Menjalara as both go jogging there and have the same birthday, and tadaaa ... and at the same time, they were also surprised how did I know the other. o.O WHY not? Do I look like I do not know people at all?? eesh. Not to forget Fatty Bom Bom whom I have not met for 1 year over. Haha.

No matter who I meet, who I bumped into, out of the entire population in this world, I only do not wanna bump into 2 pathetic people haha. Don't ask since they are already pathetic, it's useless to explain because ... they don't worth more than a trash at all. :o We call this hebat kudasai haha.

Happy Birthday, Mommie Clod

This took place yesterday ...

It was her birthday, Mommie Clod. Harpie Birthdayyyy ... and wishing you all the best and many many returns to you, best in health, wealth and in every single aspect in life.

Though we hadn't spent time with each other a lot, but ... those times that we had was memorable and I really do wish we have more time for each other o.O How I wish we could turn back time eh. So far away in distance. Haha time when she took us around London ... by walking :o haha

And ... I am really looking forward to see you next year :) really rweallly hope for that to happen :D

Mommieee, missing you XD haha

Why Mommie? Coz she puts me as her daughter in Facebook =.= LOL

I really wish to put her picture here, but I'm afraid she will disagree and ask me to take it down later :S

We divorced

It's official, after 2 years and 5 months being together, we broke up, or you can say we divorced.

It's such a waste that so much that we had been through together, just vanished. We were so close that people thought we are gonna get married anytime and anywhere but who knows, this news just came abruptly. I am presently too shocked, too stunned to respond to this overwhelming news.

That's life I guess, both parties are heartbroken. We had chosen to lead our own individual's life without any of us interferring into each other. We had talked about it, we had tried our level best to solve the misunderstanding and the dissatisfaction we had about each other but nothing could saviour this relationship anymore. There is no more solution and that's when we decided perhaps we should just end it all here.

Life's unfair, when we thought we had found that special someone, things just happen unexpectedly and both of us thought we will settle down with each other until things happen between us. We are actually this close to register ourselves. Well. I hope we do not end it this way, it's devastating, it's a tragedy for the both of us. Unlike normal couples, we have our own issues, much more complicated than normal couples. We are still colleagues, we enjoy working with each other, we are still friends nevertheless. We didn't make another enemy when we broke up this morning, instead we made it clear we must not step and control into the other's life, but just be a normal friend, or rather a special friend, whichever you wanna call it. We will still be there for another if it is required, that's our agreement when we broke up. Honestly speaking, it's such a waste. Tears kept on rolling down. It's so distressing to be in this current position and I felt the numbness within me.

Where is my sacred home. I am searching for you.


We are divorced now. Both of us are now available now, and we are pretty much single I'm supposed, or maybe not, as we are both too occupied trying to adapt to that major change and trying to calm ourselves down. Look at our status, both are single, after how long we were in the relationship. Life's sad.

I will update our well being and the changes once in awhile. I hope both of us could go through this hard phrase of our life. It's one of the saddest point. Dede, I hope you are happy there :) Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most.

Rest In Peace, "Baby" We Miss Ya

To himself everyone is immortal; he may know that he is going to die, but he can never know that he is dead. ~Samuel Butler
Death a friend that alone can bring the peace his treasures cannot purchase, and remove the pain his physicians cannot cure. ~Mortimer Collins

At this point of time, I am totally speechless. Speechless and just real speechless. I am just too shocked with the news. An ex-classmate of mine had told me to check my mail and I did as being told.

To my shocking surprise, or rather I am just too stunned ... too dumbfounded to say anything anymore, that, our ex-classmate ... had laid to rest on 22nd November, 2 days back.

I knew her back in college, when we were still young, very young, going through classes together and all. She was this cute, bubbly and cheerful girl despite her having a chronic disease from an early age until the day she took her last breath. That wasn't all, she was also hit by a viral infection last June and having said that, she had to go countless surgeries, in and out of the hospital. We had this friendship bonded, partly because our birthday was one day apart. Losing her is such a waste, she was being nice to everyone, genuine and treated people with pure sincerity. How many people have you ever met like this. We crapped a lot, and I remembered many people used to tease her with Kyoto or something like that.
It was Heng Yap who was in coma before this and passed away, and now it's her. How fragile life is if one wonder. It's just too fragile. One minute you are here, the next minute you can't guarantee you are still gonna be here. Life is so unfair. Nice people always go first, and the bad ones stay longer. How tragical is this. I am in total disbelief, it seems that it was just yesterday we were in KDU cafeteria doing our assignments off together, crapping in the middle, and talking on the phone the next minute, but who knows, today, right now, I can't believe my eyes after reading that email that she isn't longer here. It feels so dubious and vague, but no, it's a matter of fact, that she had passed away and she is no longer here, and me, is unable to see her again, anymore, and it will just be the past and anything ... but the past. I regretted for not being to meet her before her passings. We said once, that we will meet each other after she moved house. Days, weeks, months and year passed and we have yet to meet and right now, chances are no longer here with me. It's just a dream to meet her.
She was part of my life, she had once left a big path in my heart and I will never ever forget her. Though she is very small size, but she had left a big mark there and can never be erased. I guess, it's too late to say and do anything, but if she ever wonders, yes ... I miss ya. We were together 2 years, and we had gone through a lot together, and guess what ... we had spent 4 hours on the phone before. No joke, 4 hours yes. All the ups and down, thick and thin. What can I say now, absolutely nothing. I didn't even know she was hit with the viral infection, and even when I asked her how's life treating her, she never mentioned one bit about it. Why didn't she. I know she didn't want anyone to worry .. but ... WHY.
In a matter of fact, I am actually too numb to type this out even. I am just as startled as when I just heard it. Slowly and gradually, I am accepting it. I am just grateful that I met her, that she had once shared her life with me, that we were just ... friends. We had lost a good person.
Seeing her going through under so many injections, all the time, I felt sorry and I felt she was really strong when she was still alive. All her life, and being so small size, she could withstand it until at the age of 23. She really had the determination, and I respect her for that, and I really meant it. It isn't easy, perhaps, if it was me, I would have given up hope on life. But, she always see hope and faith. For us, we have no mental strength to go to work and all, and people like her has to worry, whether she could go on living the next day, and she wonders if she can make it just for another day. It was such a daily worry for her. And .. why even we complaining. She told me before how worry she was before. Doctor told her once she could live until only for a few years from the time I know her, and she exceeded the doctor's estimation. Bravo! I am sure everyone's proud of her, it's her achievement. At least, she had seen the world, she grew up in Japan before, Turkey, England and Malaysia of course. I guess all her dreams came true, she even finished her degree in Leeds and everything else was accomplished. She told me she was afraid to be close to people, as she knows one day, she will just be gone, just like that and I had told her, at least, you were part of them before, and the most important is to enjoy your life while you can. She had accomplished her dream and even having that disease all along, and need constant treatment, she managed to go over to Leeds, all by herself. Her energy drive was so strong that people should learn from her in my very honest opinion. It's a guidance, a life guidance that should be shared.

This picture is ought not to be laughed at, "Baby" we miss you loads, that's what I call her, hope you are now in a better place, free from torments, tortures, injections and worries and hope you are much happier in a better place :)

KDU Dip 7 Zoo miss you ... and I meant, we really do miss you

Crabbie ;)

I was freaking pissed this morning, 7.30am. Yes I know it's darn early to get pissed, but I was literally pissed. Working the whole night and not being able to sleep is bad enough, and when it's time to go home, you could not get out from the parking lot because of some stupid error that the parking idiots do is something unacceptable. If I did not pay is MY mistake, but I paid 3 days beforehand and I was still unable to get out. That stupid night shift parking attendant told me, "they are not around, come back at 9" The moment I heard that, was just practically boiling away. I never felt so pissed before, he's just a piece of shit anyways. That's why you only work night, that's why you are just a mere whatever.

Tell me also why are there so many babis in this world. I really wanna know why. The amount of them are growing rapidly, and it is outnumbering us, the normal people. SAD, you know, it's just SAD.

Yesterday night, I got a call from a long time friend, and I call him Boy Boy or Crabbie or Ketam, whichever you are comfortable in. Moo, your friend HAHA. Yes, I know I gave him that name haha, but it suits him perfectly, since he used to pinch until I get blue black =.= Omg, he remembers me, I am so darn bloody happy. When I saw my phone it was already 2+ and so I messaged him to ask whats up and stuff like that. He told me, he wanted to ask me to go clubbingggg. OMG!!!!!! He asked me to go clubbing??? OMG!!!! First time in my life OKAYYY! Fine, at the same time, Lalang messaged me too, to keep me awake. After attending guest a little while, guess what, I saw a miss call. I thought it was Crabbie, and so I felt so happy. When I saw the name, I got so so disappointed, it was not him. It is somebody who is not worth mentioning of. Like dang bloody disappointed alright. I really thought was him, eventually it wasn't. The last time I saw him was in July 2007, so long ago, considering the fact that I used to see him almost everyday back in college days. Right then, put away my phone, don't have to bother about that miss call I got. SAD.

December the 13th

Look at the date, stated December 13th, 2007. Flash back ... one year ago, where was I?

It was this particular date, this date was a very special day for me and my classmates. It was this time of the year that all of us are freed from school, and we could call ourselves as graduates.

As happy as one is, there is a little sadness. If it means that all of us succeeded, it also means that there will be seperation. All of us will part ways all over the world. Throughout the whole 6 months, though it wasn't long, it was not short either. It is definitely too short for us to enjoy but the memories that we had was priceless. So many things happened. It was sweet, bitter, funny, happy, sad, ugly, beautiful. It was a mixture of memories. Of course, we choose to remember the nice ones and forget about the bitter ones.

I am sure that most of us do not want it to happen so fast, and so soon. However, I guess good things come to an end faster than ever. It was this day that all of us wore the graduate gowns and you could see the happiness in each and everyone's faces.

Happy that we succeeded, sad that we don't even know if we will meet each other again. Will we? We don't know where the future holds, we don't know where will we be. Let's leave it up to fate.

Au revoir and auf wiedersehen! Semoga berjaya. Best wishes.

2006B ROX! We are graduates!!

HY, the fisherman

He was my ex-classmate. We were classmates until early 2004 until he met into a serious accident that put him unconscious.

What happened then was ... he wanted to protect his gf who was at the passenger seat and so ... he went into the divider. As a result, coma for him. He sacrificed his life for her :o

It has been 3 years over since the accident happened. He was fighting all the way, all the way from that day. Since then, he showed no signs. However, once awhile, he did move his fingers a little.

It was tragic, seriously tragical for everyone in my class. It's just something we could not believe. He's so young and this accident practically hit his friend's (that had been with him since secondary until college) face like an explosion, for JC has a phobia of driving then.

Yesterday, I had a phone call ... and he took his last breath at 9.30 am. He lost the battle. It's heartbreaking, it's tragic, it's disastrous. He has a bright future in front of him, and this has to happen. Nobody expected this. Probably, this is a good way too, to end all his sufferings. It wasn't easy for him, both himself and his family. The accident was fatal.

HY, rest in peace, I'm sure you will have a better and happier life

The missing pieces

Ever have a time that you thought you have a complete life, totally satisfied, very contented, everything seems perfect but one fine day when you take a look about your life, you realized something is just not right, some pieces in you is not there, it's gone, it's lost, it's missing and you just have to find that piece back in you.
By the time you realized it, you want to find it back, but you do not know what went wrong. It could be job, lifestyle or even the people surrounding you. Pieces of you is gone and all it needs is just someone to mend it back, someone to fill it but ... where is the person? You wonder ... where? who? how could you reach to that person? All in all ... you can do is to wait, all alone in the dark, in the light, in the rain, in the sunshine.

Emotionless ... waiting

The missing pieces might be done by someone ... and all you have is just memories. Memories that had been with you forever and it will last for eternity.

Very unfortunate

As I said that I was going for medical check-up, I did go ahead with it. Well ... it was torturing trying to wake up and the alarm kept going on and on and I only managed to REALLY wake up more than half an hour later than expected. I know that the appointment was not that early, but I still feel it is early for me.

I drove to the KTM station, as there is no point for me driving to the hospital when my mom can send me back after I finished. I tell you, the weather was bloody hot okay. I was lucky enough to be able to find that parking space inside the station itself, with the ridicolously small parking spaces.

Ok fine, nobody was at the counter and luckily I had change to buy the tix with the machine. Train came, got down at Putra, which is 2 stops away from Kepong. Walked all the way to LRT to take to Titiwangsa. Again, walked all the way to Sentosa under that bloody freaking hot weather and conclusion is, I was BBQ-ed by the sun. There was no shade at all okies.

Medical check-up was okay, but seriously I dont like it. This is my first time getting my body checked and ewww ... not nice. In addition to that, it's even worse when my mom works in the hospital ... boohooooo. Trust me, it's not nice feeling.

My mom sent me back to my car in KTM Kepong, I got down but my bag and hers were tangled at each other. I drove home only to realize that my phone was not to be seen. I thought I left it in my car or something, but I did not. I went to search high and low for it, but in vain. I did search in my mom's car as well, no result. I tried to call but it's engaged. I tried and tried to call and that person switched off my phone. So sad.... but I'm ok no worries. Funny thing is I don't feel depressed. I can still laugh at it. I don't know why.