Punctuality in MY

Punctuality is a joke here.

So we all know how Malaysians are when it comes to timing. Punctuality is so important. So important that it has a deeper meaning to it, such as, respect towards time, respect towards the other person.

I'm less fortunate that this is inborn with me, that I grew up adhering to the time so much that at times, it does me no good. During my early adulthood, I had to put up with ridiculous timing from some people, friends mostly. Are they still my friends? I guess. What have changed? Nothing much except that I don't meet them one on one anymore.

Since my major was in the hospitality industry, I was trained well during those few years to get my degree. Timing is no joke. For some lecturers, being on time equals to being late.

But, why? Why are people always late?

I have very painful experience waiting for people. It went up to hours before. How did I feel? Like shit.

In all honesty, I am not super early to an appointment either. I'm just few minutes early. But, I end up waiting 30 minutes, 1 hour that sort of thing. 

Are people apologetic?

Mostly no. 

So, why do people promise something they cannot keep?

I don't know, I hope someone can enlighten this one day. Perhaps, they want to be included in everything. It's okay to decline an appointment, it's alright to say no. But, it's not right to agree to an appointment and you're late, all the time. It gets so frustrating that the thought of unfriending came up. I have taken a break from a friendship because of this, a couple of times.

So, I have made a tremendous improvement on my response if people are late compared to 10 years ago. I used to flare up, I used to flip. But now? It's not that I don't care anymore, but let's just say that I'm going out much lesser these days (apart from Covid) and that telling the same person again and again the same thing? I don't feel good too. In the end, I just choose where to go and who I go with. If these people whose hobbies are being late? Either meet me nearby my house, or let's just continue what we do and not meet each other. That's the best way to live. 

Either one has to change. If none can change, let's not meet. Everyone will be happy. Win-win in the end.

Respect is so valuable these days. Do not take advantage, and earn it.

Just because everyone is doing it here, we should not normalize it. It's wrong, it's wrong in so many levels. Learn to be better, learn to be punctual. 

Idiot

People are getting so desperate these days. We are all not going to die in 2012 so people, you do not have to do all the unthinkable stuff. It's not something to be proud of either. Can't you guys just live like normal, and whatever you wanna do just do, and it's definitely a sin if it involves other people, and that includes harassing, disturbing and interferring people's lives.

There's always a border and limitations set by every individual and I am no different. If you have decided to be a freak or some spooky insane moron, please go ahead, and do not disturb me. Idiot, 2-3am is when people are asleep and I despise taking up calls at that kind of hour. Even if I am not asleep, I dislike it to the core. If you are looking for something extra, may I suggest you to go to any illegal massage parlour where you can get a 2 in1 service. All you have to do is to pay a little extra and if you do not have the cash, then just sell your ass off to get those. I'm not gonna stop you nor am I gonna comment anything about it because, remember, I do not know who the hell are you. I do not bother whether you exist, or you don't, dead or alive, it has nothing to do with me, but now it does if you keep on disturbing me. I do not wish to know who the devil you really are either as I have absolute no interest.

If you do not have a life, then I wish you all the best because I have one. You do not have to spoil the life that I have now. I admit that I am having the time of my life now and you do not even exist in that circle. So, please refrain yourself from doing ass stuff.

If I have hung up on you countless times, please search for another number, to hunt for another potential victim, someone who at least give a respond to you, a possitive one. Yours truly here, is not interested, thank you for your time, good bye and never hear from you again.

I'm not Pabo, Cho pabo anio.

As I was chatting yesterday, and me, not wanting to give him the easy way out, I asked him a question. The answer is really straight-forward, and nothing complicated at all.

1. What is it that adults do to earn money?
2, What do I have to do in order to get a paycheck in the end of the month?
3. What is the opposite of what you used to ask me in the past few months?
4. What is it that, I have to start my day at 6.45am and ends at 6pm?
5. It's 4 words, 3 consonants and 1 vowel
6. How do I get money in the end of the month?

All sorts of ways I tried asking him. ALL SORTS. The answers he gave me was selling pirated DVDs, blog, do an online thingy, bank, database. Mind you, when he told me BANK, I told him that's so specific, what am I saying it's very very general.

And when he finally got the answer - Work, he called me stupid, fool, and pabo. When it's clearly him, right? right? HAHAHHAHA. :P Very very fascinating haha.

The dying convo

JM says:
in love?

- (michy quah) [v] - Hanguk says:
huh

JM says:
ur nickname lol

- (michy quah) [v] - Hanguk says:
why

JM says:
u getting married?

- (michy quah) [v] - Hanguk says:
i got married already

JM says:
u serious?
when?whos d lucky one?

- (michy quah) [v] - Hanguk says:
uh huh

JM says:
..

Oh My Gott

Colleague: You Afternoon sampai bila?
Me: Sampai hari ni je, esok cuti 3 hari
Colleague: Oh 3 hari pergi cari Pak We la
Me: haha Kak, I takde pakwe
Colleague: Tipu la, mustahil
Me: Napa mustahil, memang tak tipu la
Colleague: Macam mane nak percaya orang cantik takde pakwe
Me: kak kena percaya la i memang takde, kalau tak, tanya YU saje haha
Colleague: Takpe, nanti kak cari kan ya
Me: hahaha ok

Why do I always have this problem haha. Like people do not believe, I don't have means I just don't la LOL. Omg. So the omg. If I have, I will be .. mm .. busier haha. I won't be just sleeping on my day off, I won't be shopping alone or even wanting to watch movie alone on my day off right. I know it does sound pathetic but I got used to it, so there is nothin g to be sad of. I started enjoy doing things myself years before LOL. Sometimes, it does feel nice to have a companion, but .. well, if there is none also, is totally cool.

The change in 2010

As I entered work

Woman: I heard you tendered? O.O
Me: Yea, where you heard that from?
Woman: From her *pointed finger*
Me: Oh okay
Woman: Why you tendered?
Me: Tired, exhausted. I got enough
Woman: Not only you tired, everyone else as well
Me: That is why I gotta do something about it. I don't wanna continue being here, doing the same things, feeling as exhausted as I have always been. That is also why I am leaving, to make a change =.=

Don't complain if you decided to stay there. It is not that you cannot, it is whether you wanna take that step, or not. I decided to take a different path this year. Don't complain more when you don't have night shift for every 2 weeks, kay. Thanks.

He's weird

So today, just as usual, was working. This dude, well, honestly after so long now, I do not know what's his name, and I don't intend to know too. He's just someone who comes to get a comp chop everyday.

Fine. Nothing weird, it's just a daily routine. When I went in, he asked my colleague some really funny questions. I do not know whether to believe her, but ... well, why does she wanna lie to me. I do not think she is really that free to lie to me too.

When I came out from the office, I saw him acting very weirdly, and said "Terima Kasih" instead of "Thank You" looked at me awhile, and I did realize though I was not even looking at him, he looked at my colleague and they smiled at each other. :o Something's going on that I do not know? o.O

After he left, she told me something
"Eh dia suka u la"
My response was
"Tapi I tak suka dia XD"
Her response
"Tadi dia tanya I u dr HK ke? Tapi I ckp Msia la .. thats why dia cakap terima kasih tadi"

Okay, that's the reason of him being uber weird. Well, they talk to each other, but I don't. I do not wanna talk to unneccessary people, which is a waste of my precious time. Plus, the fact that he insulted me, by thinking I was from HK. I am never insulted like this before. You can say wherever I am from in the world, except HK and China. Why must it be HK? Why can't I be a Malaysian, for once. Am I not localised enough? Don't I have a very localised looks? I think I pretty much have it, but I do not understand why so many freaking people just don't get it. It's simple. Plus, it is not like another country, instead, this, the place we are now, is something called Malaysia. Why is it so hard to get that logic into their head? Flattered yes, flattered .. only when they say I am from some place that I like, not somewhere like what he thought I was. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against that guy, absolutely nothing. I don't hate him, nor dislike him.

We will survive

Something to declare - depression.

We are now facing a trauma - financial constraints that eventually lead to depression. It's just a matter of time. A pay cut of more than a thousand bucks.

The last time I went out was on my birthday 25th Sept and .. it ended there until further notice. Right now, we are saving like something big is gonna happen tomorrow. Touch wood though haha. With that amount of salary, I am staying home, eating in hotel and etc. Probably, this is a good time to feel how others survive with that little amount. o.O but of course if given a choice, we do not want. But if we don't, we don't appreciate our normal salary haha.

The moment it was announced, you could feel the tense, the depression, the trauma, the tragedy in the people's eyes. Nothing like that happened before.

My shampoo, eyeliner, lotion, conditionar and now .. even shoes has already holes in it, everything has to be put on hold. I prefer not to go out at all too, because it means, I gotta spend money, which I don't want. We never expected it to be that bad.

We don't go out, but we have other ways to enjoy life okay. HAHAHA .... =p it's okay, I could survive with 500 bucks per month, so what makes it I can't do that this month, right? right? XD hehe ... ganbateh, zuzu zutai, we can definitely survive :D

When things isn't ..

Our life is actually black and white and the journey of it brings colours to it, whether it is bright colours or dull ones, depending. Every individual lead a different life, experience different things, and that is why each and everyone of us is called, individuals.

Sometimes, things that happen are all happy moments, you feel at the top of your life, everything that happened was just exactly the way you wanted, cheerful, optimisitc, positive ... only those words could describe you and nothing about the negatives. However, we have ying, and there must be yang to balance your life out. Therefore, there are times when you feel down and low too, and you feel rather sad and persimistic, you wanna lock yourself in the room because you feel so shitty that you just do not wanna meet with people. It's the downturn of your life that you just do not know how to handle it. Things happen for a reason. A positive person doesn't mean he or she can handle it all the time. The moment it passes the border, probably most living humans could not take it anymore, being rejected my friends and families, anything that happen seems to be going against you with or without an intention. Even the smallest things could cause you an emotional breakdown at this point of your life.

You feel the world is so huge, so wide, and there are so many people living in this world and the frequent question you wanna ask is why does it happen to you. Why are you the one being picked. The many people that live here, they breathe in very easily, without any difficulties, but it seems that even getting air to breathe, you feel so suffocated. You dread and you feel life is indeed meaningless. The torment to endure is getting unbearable. You could not withstand the pain, the agony that has been with you. You wanna end this, but you do not know how and from where. You feel you are such a failure in life. You feel very unstable emotionally, one minute can be so happy and the other when you are slapped with reality, it goes downhill. Anxiety, depression, sorrow, is the words that could only describe you. You used to have a very good appetite and just one day it came, you lost all your appetite. You feel hungry but whatever that goes it seems tasteless and you weight had gone down tremendously. Each passing day, each passing second and each passing moment is such a nightmare to you.

If there is nobody to listen to, when you call for people, nobody is there for you, you could only feel the knock on the wall, surrounded by 4 cubicles, call this number, 1300-13-1300. It's McDonald's HAHAHA... It makes you happy. =p

Tua Pui got on my nerves

Yesterday, I didn't intend to go lim teh, but Siao Zha Bo, forcefully got me to go with her. Sigh. Sad. But nothing I can do. So yeah, I went just to accompany her and not because I really wanna go. Why would I wanna lim teh with people I don't know right, it just does not make sense. The only 2 person I know was Dot Dot Dot and Ou Kar Cheng. Okay okay, I know there are just so many nicknames but .. haha.

There was this guy that came to join us later on, let's name him Tua Pui. Let me describe him, he's fat, he's short, and he has that very really annoying face. Having said that, his personality really suit how he looks. Coz .. he is plain irritating. Looks alone he won everyone on that table HANDS DOWN.

Honestly speaking, leave me alone, treat me as transparent, I will appreciate you more. Don't acknowledge, don't talk to me, I am more than happy. But, people just love to annoy others I guess? Or perhaps he thought he is so darn cool and so likeable that I will be very happy meeting him and talk to him. So wrong, very wrong. Please look at yourself before talk to us. I was being very oblivious, seriously, the weather isn't cool, it's damn hot, and that makes my mood very hot too haha.

Guy: *ching chang chong*
SZB: English plz..
Guy: Oh, no problem, English is not a problem for me, and for him too
Me: Oh *gave him whatever face*

2nd guy: You said ur bored, but I see ur playing with ur hp whole nite
Me: Sorry, that is called type and not play
2nd guy: .....

Guy: So tell me are you studying or working?
Me: Ask her
Guy: Why is she your agent or what
Me: Of course

Sorry to say, he wanna sound like he's cool and all, I think he's just full of nonsense. My conversation between me and her, he wanna interrupt like as if he knows everything, what's that term called, Mr Know It All. You wanna er ... appear to be someone very educated, knowledgeable, knows stuff, and just Mr Cool, but I see you as some fat ass who doesn't know what he's trying to do, because you just got on my nerves big time. Kannasai is your middle name, I knew it. It's all very damn obvious, I don't wanna talk to you, so please be aware and stop talking. Call me whatever you want I don't care, just leave me alone, and ignore me. Shut your big fat mouth. It stinks. Eww... Welcome to the Swine Club.

Funny things ...

Guy: Hi
Me: Good Afternoon, sir
Guy: You're really beautiful
Me: *trying to appear as sincere as I could* thank kiew
Guy: Are you Malay or Chinese?
Me: Oh I'm Chinese Malaysian
Guy: Can I invite you out for a drink
Me: Sorry sir, I'm not free today
Guy: Do you have a bf?
Me: *my normal response* no *but I regretted*
Guy: Maybe tomorrow then if you're not free today. Can I invite you out
Me: That wouldn't be so nice *trying to give my sincere smile*
Me: *berambus*

Few days later ...

Me: Good morning sir, this is .. *bla bla bla*
Guy: Can I get *I couldn't hear*
Me: I'm sorry sir?
Guy: Can I have your mobile number?
Me: Sorry sir, I do not have a mobile *the worst ever lie in my entire life*
Guy: No ....
Me: Excuse me, sir *fake smile and berambus as far as I could*

HAHA ... sorry really, I do not have any .. er ... special interest kay .. as in .. VERY different from me.

This is the ... somethings that it's just so funny that happened ... and I still find it funny lolz. Anyways ... 2 working days left before I bid goodbye.

If only you knew me

I found this quite funny ... that someone described what I am.

He said I am shy, quiet, hot headed, pure heart, bad temper, damn high ego and etc.

He put it in such a way that as though he knew me for 10 years but I can tell you, if you're a jerk, you definitely will not get to know me, you will not understand me no matter what. He told me he knew me inside out and I thought .. woof someone broke that record, and it was all in vain. Everything he said was the total opposite of what I really am haha. I do not know since when my temper is bad, I do not know since when I am hot headed haha. Omg, he is definitely the best.

Yeah stop pretending as if you know me that well, inside out, when you actually don't. Why? Coz it just makes you like a complete loser. If you don't then you just don't and I don't wish you to know me either coz I don't wanna know you. If also you know me that well, you know I am VERY stubborn til the extent that I will not change my perception towards someone even if you tell me s/he is not that kind of person, instead I will have more negative thoughts about that particular person. If you know me, I do opposite things. If you know me, I am not that nice though I might be. If you know me, I live with my principles and nobody can change how I wish to live. That is all ... if you know me.

Fact is you don't me ... at all. Why do people wanna pretend they know others so well when they don't. He thought he knew but whatever he described me was just not what I am. How funny can people be at times. 2 years is definitely not enough to know me, or what's more understand me. Those who know me will not say they do :)

Furthermore, he thought he is so that important to me that I treated him very differently as in when I look at him, my eyes is full of hatred. o.O like .. oh-kay. I just didn't smile at him or whatsoever o.O y'know haha. He told me then ... oh other guys you could be so soft, so gentle to them and smile so sweetly but when it's me you be so aggressive and fierce. Wanna know why? Coz you're not them lolz.

I think it's just FUNNY hahaha

Watch ... out

I'm gonna build up and bring you DOWN DOWN DOWN

I wanna make sure I bring you down with my own bare hands

I am starting being violent, being aggressive

I wanna thank you for everything you did, for everything every single little thing ----> BEING LATE and FFK-ed

I will PUNCH you and I'll make sure you lie flat on the floor, and I'm gonna kick you like never before just like a haysack

Laughter makes me even more pissed, so stop laughing, it's uncool and you won't get a way out by laughing, REMEMBER

If you wanna be the next Dora, if you wanna be his successor, I am relatively glad to do so and to treat you just like him ---> TRANSPARENT

We divorced

It's official, after 2 years and 5 months being together, we broke up, or you can say we divorced.

It's such a waste that so much that we had been through together, just vanished. We were so close that people thought we are gonna get married anytime and anywhere but who knows, this news just came abruptly. I am presently too shocked, too stunned to respond to this overwhelming news.

That's life I guess, both parties are heartbroken. We had chosen to lead our own individual's life without any of us interferring into each other. We had talked about it, we had tried our level best to solve the misunderstanding and the dissatisfaction we had about each other but nothing could saviour this relationship anymore. There is no more solution and that's when we decided perhaps we should just end it all here.

Life's unfair, when we thought we had found that special someone, things just happen unexpectedly and both of us thought we will settle down with each other until things happen between us. We are actually this close to register ourselves. Well. I hope we do not end it this way, it's devastating, it's a tragedy for the both of us. Unlike normal couples, we have our own issues, much more complicated than normal couples. We are still colleagues, we enjoy working with each other, we are still friends nevertheless. We didn't make another enemy when we broke up this morning, instead we made it clear we must not step and control into the other's life, but just be a normal friend, or rather a special friend, whichever you wanna call it. We will still be there for another if it is required, that's our agreement when we broke up. Honestly speaking, it's such a waste. Tears kept on rolling down. It's so distressing to be in this current position and I felt the numbness within me.

Where is my sacred home. I am searching for you.


We are divorced now. Both of us are now available now, and we are pretty much single I'm supposed, or maybe not, as we are both too occupied trying to adapt to that major change and trying to calm ourselves down. Look at our status, both are single, after how long we were in the relationship. Life's sad.

I will update our well being and the changes once in awhile. I hope both of us could go through this hard phrase of our life. It's one of the saddest point. Dede, I hope you are happy there :) Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most.

The angels ...

I remember that during schooling days, people always mention that this place is filled with girls, who make money from doing something illegal. They call it prostitute, chicken, hooker, and now, angel. I never really have any encounter with them, and before started working, I have not seen this kind of people before. Even if I do, I don't even know they are this kinda person, until last year when I started working.

Before the ones in Malaysia, I did see and witness this kinda people in Switzerland and believe it or not, I was just staying one street away from the red light district in Geneva, Switzerland and I see these people every 2 weeks, because I have to walk to this area when I wanna wash my clothes haha. It lasted for 6 months, walking in and out of this area every 2 weeks. They come in different shapes, colours, sizes, nationalities, race and religions. These places are mostly filled with Above 18 shops and they stand or perhaps sit in front of these shops. Price range from 200-500CH. 200CH when it is in-house while 500CH if you bring the girls out. Yes, I got my product knowledge haha .. don't ask how or where I know it from. Guys walk pass, they will randomly ask if they need anything like that and if you reject they will understand. I'm so used to see these people that I don't feel a thing about this.

Now, after seeing countless of them walking in and out of hotel coming mostly from one of the biggest country in the world, is so irritating, especially if they start shouting and screaming and start being rude. I know, they wanna earn money too but this is not the way. Someone said this to me, how can the guys do such things to these girls and shows how chauvinist and disrespect towards the females. But I say, if they can't even respect themselevs, there is no need for others to respect them. There are choices in life, they are decisions to make, they chose this path to walk, they bear the consequences. Even out of desperation, I believe there is a way, and everything has a solution. Honestly speaking, some of them can be really bitchy talking to you, and you really feel like slapping them.

Today, it was almost 1am when Dum Dum Mac Tong Tong got so tulan-ed with the guest come all the way from the country which is one of the biggest country in the world too and these people are one of the most demanding who pay little but demand for a lot of things. They can be the best workers but the worst bosses. She went up to assist as he INSISTED her to go up with him at bloody 1am. We went back to counter, get the info from another colleague and went to his room afraid that things will happen to her. Both of us, me and Dede Ah Ying went stood in front of this bloody kannasai guest room and we overheard this convo and we ended up laughing like hell ... and we almost burst out in front of his door

He: ohh chineseee
Phone: .....
Suddenly he sounded very excited
He: You got Indians also????

Almost burst out but we did not, we held on and omg ... so darn funny ... but seriously speaking, these guys are just so dirty and so disgusting ... just imagine sometimes ... the guy can be 80 years old!! At times, it's so embarassing that the guys do not have money to pay these angels WOAH! There was a day when the guest called down to complain that the angel refuse to leave the room! HAH ... how embarassing and they do not know that we know ... sigh ... tsk tsk

And yes ... we told our manager what we did :D :D HAHA ...

The series

I have a story that I wanna share ... and to laugh together.

Once upon a time there was a rather short guy named Beh Pai Seh. There was a girl named Chic. Another called Babe. Three of them are working colleagues.

Ever since Beh Pai Seh joined the company he has been trying to hit on Chic. Chic is a girl who does not take things seriously and whenever Beh Pai Seh plays around, she's always in for the game and never think too much about things. In the other hand, Beh Pai Seh took things seriously and thought Chic has something for him instead. Everyone knows about the story of the both of them and he really did confess to Chic at one point but Chic was simply not interested in a guy like him who was not attractive enough and not good enough for her. Moreover, he is god damn attached. Chic left the place soon after and heard no news ever since.

It's Babe's turn. They were attending a birthday party at once and they were rather close that night, much closer from days and months before that. They got closer as time passed by as he always offer to send her home and stuff like that. She was sincerely touched by his concern and care and decided to be open with him that she was touched but she made it clear that nothing can happen and they can only be good friends to the very least as both are legally attached to someone else. All the crappy things happened then and one day he called her up due to the fact that he argues with his gf, and the next thing she knows ... he was crying over the phone.

Can you imagine that? A guy CRIES over the phone because he kinda argued with his gf? Holy shit, what's happening to the guys today. Why are they becoming so soft, way too soft to be called a guy even. They aren't strong inside and outside, what are these species capable of now, besides being a loser and a jerk?
One thing about him though, he never realize that he is just another guy out there and his dreams is just too big to realize, to go after a girl who has guys all over queing up for her attention. He has gone way overboard, way beyond his abilities, way beyond what he can achieve when he thought he is gifted but unfortunately the truth is the opposite from what he thought. It's time for him to come back into reality and stop dreaming I supposed?

Editted
Beh Pai Seh, I think it's time to wake up from your dreams and time to face reality instead. Helloooo....? Do you hear me? Hello? Wake up? Jon Loi lor ... bangun lorrr .... chau kee liao lor ...

The last thing I wanna say about this whole series of drama is ... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH it's darn funny LOLLL

PITA is them

This is an automated complaint centre

Is it so difficult to know what COD is. Buddy, let me explain it to you, COD stands for Cash On Delivery whereby if guest refuse to guarantee their extras with any mode of payment, whatever they consume they gotta pay by cash, only if they do.

Me: Siapa ni
She: YYY
Me: Room ZZZZ COD
She: Ha COD
I was thinking ... die she definitely does not understand and she then handed over to her colleague that made me vomit blood 3 pails full of blood before
He: Hello this is VVV here limo counter
Me: Duh of course I know it's limo DENG! But never said out Yea Room ZZZZ COD
He: COD going to where
Me: Blurred out by him and I repeated
He: Yes COD going to where
Me: Now I'm informing COD! Damn bo song already
He: Ya but where the guest wanna go
Me: with damn tulan tone I am now informing COD .. which means CASH ON DELIVERY!! *slam down the phone*

Previously ...

Me: Room QQQ have 3 limo charges ... bill DDD HHH and III where did she go and how long did she take
He: Ohh where did the guest go
Me: That's why I'm asking you now larrr ... if I know I dont have to ask you wattt *tulan*
He: I have to go downstairs to check la
Me: Then go la guest is waiting I want it TONIGHT
He: Tomorrow can ar
Me: NO! *gave bill no again*
He: Oh but why the bill number only 3 not 5 numbers
Me: This was posted by u all not uss laaa *kannasai*
He: ok ok I call you later

His colleague came in

He: Just now you asked for this bill rite
Me: Why only one, I asked for THREEE *then I gotta talk to the guest stoopid fool*
*came in again later*
Gst: *after explaining* but then I only utilized for 7 hours instead of 9 hours I came back to the hotel in between for 2 hours
He: But organizer already agreed with the prize
Me: Do you want to talk to her yourself
He" *being a coward* its the same even if I talk
Me were thinking WRONG! It's worse not same okay
Me: *give tulan face* then tell me what should I do now ... guest DONT agree
He: Or you call my supervisor la
Me: Give me the number
Me explained to his supervisor and you know what it's a dialy hire damn simple yet he cant explain to me

Me: Room ZZZ limo out tomorrow 6.05am
I repeated super duper many times
He: U chinese ar
Me: *ignored*
He: E class or S class
Me: E lar
He: How I know some want S class
Me: *before he can finish his sentence* EEEEEEE class

*he came in later*

He: U informed me just now ar ... er but u see the report .. it's at 9.05am
Me: *puking blood* thats the flight number wat!
He: oh ok ok
Me dare to ohh with me
Right after that I just dropped down and I almost longbia

ARGH! Can die I tell you ... they are just pain in the arse and working with one of them minus 10 years of life imagine how many they have there ... I'm gonna die young, pray for me people, everyday I encounter stress that can be avoided but they are just sooooo dumb ARGH I dont wanna die yet, yet they are making my life shorter and shorter and shorter. I just turned 24. It's not time for me to die yet. I still have so many things that I have yet to do, my journey has just started. I puke blood every single day coz of these people. Now I am so lack of blood, I need donation instead now. I become pale. HELPPPPPP!!! We all need help thereeeee ... GET A LIFE dei.

The drastic change

It has been almost one and a half months the last time I blogged. In the times that I went missing from the blogging world, people had been asking me, what happened to me, what have I been doing, am I that busy, or was I just having some problems that I needed a break from these online stuff.

Answer is no, I have no problems and nothing is bothering me. I'm just busy with work and nothing else. When I have the time, I spend online, but not blogging for sure. I go out, I still do, like before, and not as much as previously. I have cut down on going out ... A LOT. People wonder too, but unlike the me before, I am staying much more at home now compared to before. WHY? It just happens, no reason.

Just like the old saying when you have a drastic change on your look, there must be something went wrong, very wrong with your life that you decided to move on. Hence, the change. Two weeks ago, I had undergone a very major change, the first ever time in 6 years. It was 6 years. It's no joke, 6 long years. When I decided to just go on a drastic one, everyone wonder why too. I could not answer. The answer will be revealed later. But first let me put some updates here, to show that I am still very alive and kicking.

For the first time in 6 years too, I actually turned up in a steamboat party, with all my other ex-classmates. I know!! I know the last time I turned up was 6 freaking years ago and never did after that, until 3 weeks ago. I also actually went out with them few days back to some place called Scarlet. Issues and news had been going around, just like before but this has nothing related with my ex-classmates lolz I know I am damn random.

What have I been doing lately is something that I will not do previously. I have been sleeping a lot and I never get enough. One thing is the same though, I still feel as tulan as before. It never changes. So yeah back to topic, anyways as I was saying that I went for a very major change, I told people to take a last look before I do something that will change my outlook. Nobody believed me, nobody thought that I will do such thing, and they just never take me seriously. Though I have been saying that same thing for the previous few months now, no action was ever taken from me. This time, I am just dead serious.

This was on the day I cut it

These were taken 2-3 weeks after I cut it..

Yes, I cut my hair short .. REAL short. Everyone asked if I was heartbroken or was I even out of my mind? LOL. See, I told you all to pay all your last respect to my hair, coz I know this time I am for real and I am not playing around when I say so. It took me a few months to decide it, so I am definitely not fooling around. Those who saw me after that could not recognize me, so many thought I am somebody new working >.< my gawd.

Til to the extent somebody actually PRAYED that I will not turn into a tomboyish though guys are so whatever these days HAHAH that is the SMS of the day.

I'm actually very happy today, not to say VERY but yeah I am happy becauseeee ... I donated blood. Yes, I am very selfish, I only give to only one blood group haha. Yup, I am AB ... the universal receiver.

Last question, am I really back to blogging world now. Answer is still no and I do not know. Maybe yes maybe no we shall see

Til then, cheers and a bientot people

KLCC Park @ Night

Each time I go over to KLCC, I see people hanging around there, as if that place is so nice to hang out at. I seriously do not understand the reasons of doing so or perhaps I see too much of KLCC that I am feeling kinda numb bout the whole building, the whole thing. That night we went over there, to have dinner, and for that, we stopped by awhile there, to show that, we people, do hang out there too, as Malaysians LOL. I know this is like so whatever lolz.


Yeay. Me and Dede. And you know what, of all hotels, we were er ... promoting Traders Hotel haha. So whatever >.<

Funny stuff

Yesterday was a bit funny. Someone actually asked if I look familiar o.O who knows he is actually from dot dot dot. Haha.

Then there comes the phone call. This guy named Jason actually called up to ask for me LOL o.O eh you know what I still got my nasi lemak hehe. Don't give me a heart attack next time. I don't mind really people call up at like 2am, 3am, 4am haha just to keep me awake XD

Ee ya ee ya o~