Gut Feelings

It came as a coincidence when my close friend asked me one day if I know this particular person. I was shocked, I said yes I do but we don't keep in contact anymore, not because of the busy schedule, not because of the distance, but more like I was pissed once with him in which I have forgotten what was that about. Geez! It had been years.

Knowing this person does not really mean that I know him deep down, or met him before. It was an online thingy and never have I thought that I'll be meeting him in person. That fateful day arrived. It was such an unfortunate day for me.

I was actually dragging myself there, I was so reluctant to meet him. Not because of what he did in the past as I can't even remember for God's sake, but more like my feelings towards him isn't great. In order to have friendship, you need to like the other person. It all started with dislike, not even a neutral feeling. I don't see him as a friend. It's just someone that had interest on my friend.

I finally met this dude. The moment I met him, my gut feelings told me not to like this guy and not to know him. I do not even feel like knowing him more or further. I just don't. Sometimes, things happen so mysteriously that you don't really have an explanation for it. Honestly, he did not do anything to me.

Ah, the whole time we were together at the dining table, I was extremely bored. First, for whatever he wants to say, it seems that he is unable to talk to me directly. That was rather rude of him. It's basic etiquette. Eye contact is really important. Again, I just can't seem to have any eye contacts with him. I just can't bring myself to do that. I know that was very disrespectful, but I really can't do that. Trust your instincts. I may be a very difficult at times, but those times had passed. I am not that person anymore. I gave him opportunities, in a way, was testing him. But, he did not take the initiative.

I don't feel sorry for him. Intelligence is a real big factor. By being present there and listening to the whole conversation, it was all very shallow. The topics that he brought up and all, was crappy and a waste of my time to be even listening to what he has to say. I officially dislike this person.

Summary of 2012

Ahh, it's already end of the year. How time really flies huh? I've never wanted the time to fly. It never happened in any time of my life. Many that I know wanted to grow up fast when they were in school. I had the different thoughts, I wanted to stay in school forever haha. Let's take a look, a summary of 2012

Jan
It was Chinese New Year. Nothing so great, nothing happened, which I guess it's good news

Feb
Hm, it was Valentine's haha, super commercialized these days. In Korea, Feb 14th is meant for the girls to give a gift to the guys. How sad, right? You need to declare your feelings.

March
Ah, I had rash after eating some seafood in a restaurant. I am sure it isn't because it's SEAFOOD, but more like I believe it isn't clean. I have no issues eating seafood, as my rash and allergy usually is based on the external stuff like dust, or that the food is not clean enough. March 14th is the time when Korean men will respond to the girls. Tadaa~ Ooh btw, I was again, back to Square one waited for someone, forever. This was actually the turning point of me wanting to stop everything we had. That's it.

April
This was one of the greatest month I ever had in the entire year. This was when three of us packed our bags to Korea for 11 days. Life was so great. No complaints.

May
It's one of the most difficult moment of the year, to get used to the working life again. I miss Korea.

June
It was from this month onwards, the crime rate increased dramatically. Ladies get robbed at the carparks so frequently.

July
It was Dede's birthday and surprise surprise, we did not club or anything. Instead, all we did was to go to The Hill's for dinner. This has to be a major change from previous years. Ooh and of course, I went to Singapore.

August
Hmm, Independence Day but not so independent I believe. Things are changing now. We shall wait to see the change here. And yea, we went to Bukit Tinggi, nothing changed, but it got warmer there.

September
It's my birthday and of course it's special because we stayed again at the place we worked, and our beloved was already leaving to another department. How sad! And yeah, I had a short trip to Melaka. I was then diagnosed with another disease. OMG!

October
One of the important months because Big Bang performed upon our eyes and we were so moved, touched, impressed, with all kinds of emotions jumbled up.

November
My one year anniversary with my job haha, kinda impressed. Time flies.

December
It's a busy month, brother is back. My online shopping got more extreme, which is a bad thing. Oh no. It's a Family Outing month, not family family, but the variety show haha, ooh and yeah that one too, the family outings.

Overall, I think it's quite a stable year but hoping that 2013 can be a better year.

Homeless

She was there in the middle of nowhere
With nowhere to go to
Nobody to turn to
She could only see darkness

There is a feeling burning in within
Sometimes you just can't make it right
She just wants a shelter from danger
And someone to be there to share

She entrusted people with everything inside
She just wanted to be like anyone else
But, she couldn't find a place to go
She wanted assurance but she couldn't find

Everything seems so wrong
Everything seems like a big mistake
What is right and what is wrong
Seems so vague

Emptiness and loneliness has become her only companion
She walked along the street, feeling helpless
She only wanted someone to hold on to
Having someone beside is beyond her reach

He doesn't want her anymore
She needs his love badly
She is in dire need
She is sorry, she wants to rewind

She is now homeless with people starring so strangely
The moment has long passed her by
She wanted to feel how she felt before
The burning sensation had became history

I'n on MC after one year

After one week of silence, for the mourning of a dear friend, my blog has finally decided to make a comeback, but not in a very good way I'm afraid

After one year plus, this is my day to MC ... though I didn't want to. No, I am not close being workaholic, I just do not wanna have MCs but then force does not bring happiness, instead it can only bring sufferings. I now understand it completely.

I really have no intention whatsoever to go on MC. I never thought about it, until my eyes went @-@. Now I realized I am THAT stubborn. One of my colleague told me, why not just stay home and get MC, instead of coming to work and going home later. I told him then, I never thought of MC-ing and I thought I can manage to workkk. But I overestimated my cabability apparently. MC once per year is not too much to ask for. I promised I never pretended.

And being MC, I never know what is happening outside. I actually slept for 18 hours o.O I felt so groggy and I am just stuck in my whole new world. I am feeling much better and Thank God, I actually have day off the day after and night shift 2 days after, which I can blatantly rest in a maximum volume.

To tell you the truth, this is the first ever time I actually wanted to see a doctor so badly, in so many years. All along, even when I had fallen sick, I prefer not to see a doctor til the extent of feeling unbearably sick. AND ... this is the first ever time I went to see a panel doctor. I tell you, the feeling was so different and being able to walk out from the doctor without a need to take out a single cent from my pocket is so darn cool. Uberly cool. haha.

I'm gonna rest, I'm gonna sleep, and I'm gonna rest again, being sick make me feel so useless. I hate feeling so. No matter what, I will survive, I will cure, and I will be back again. Omg ... drama =.=

Velvet Part 1

Hehe I know it's more than a month already ... my birthday had passed and now even Halloween had passed. Halloween is so quiet ... sad. Nevermind we shall move place, Celadon was already closing at that hour, we shall leave before they start throwing plates and cutleries at us.

Btw, before we continue, just to let you know that there is actually a music player on the right bar now, but just ONE song ... it's a Thai song and please enjoy it as much as you could, appreciate it because it was kinda difficult to search for it. Thai songs are awesome, just don't understand why people think it's weird to be so in love with Thai songs. WHY? Tam mai?

Alright so from Celedon we actually waited at the side entrance for Ah Ying and Mac Dong Dong to finish work. Our shift fits in perfectly in a matter of fact, like seriously hehe. Then all together go .. zoom! Off we went ... to Velvet. Honestly speaking from the bottom of my heart, though it's hard to believe but you just gotta believe, I am not a clubbing kinda person, I am not a party addict and I am no wild animal when it comes to night life. I do go like once in awhile and the interest goes on and off. Mention Velvet I know it's Zouk and that's also because it was told my my previous Sales Manager named Uncle Chuah during my internship when back then he used to go very frequenly until he got the VIP status and now ... he stopped completely. I so can't believe it lolz. So ... I am now telling the whole world ... I have not been to Zouk or Velvet though it's a place that all the party goers HAS to be there at least a few times. This proves I am not a party goer y'know. hehe. My first time I stepped my foot into Velvet was 24th September night approaching 25th September which was yours truly's birthday hehe.

My main organizer ... and the brother ... the siblings' power

People call the Super Trio but we call ... The Dum Dum Mac Tong Tong group ... why so? First ... I call her Mac Tong Tong, the chinese version of McD and since her antenna is always out of place and blur ... she's called Dum Dum which was given by Dede ... so obviously she calls us back what we call her ... and in the end, she has to explain it again and again to people that she's the combination of 2 Dedes which becomes Dum Dum Mac Tong Tong which is so darn cute for a name hahaha ...

Good evening, Charlie ... *wink* hehe

This is the poodle Ah Ying ... lolz and Mac Tong Tong ... :p

Close up ... of us

The drastic change

It has been almost one and a half months the last time I blogged. In the times that I went missing from the blogging world, people had been asking me, what happened to me, what have I been doing, am I that busy, or was I just having some problems that I needed a break from these online stuff.

Answer is no, I have no problems and nothing is bothering me. I'm just busy with work and nothing else. When I have the time, I spend online, but not blogging for sure. I go out, I still do, like before, and not as much as previously. I have cut down on going out ... A LOT. People wonder too, but unlike the me before, I am staying much more at home now compared to before. WHY? It just happens, no reason.

Just like the old saying when you have a drastic change on your look, there must be something went wrong, very wrong with your life that you decided to move on. Hence, the change. Two weeks ago, I had undergone a very major change, the first ever time in 6 years. It was 6 years. It's no joke, 6 long years. When I decided to just go on a drastic one, everyone wonder why too. I could not answer. The answer will be revealed later. But first let me put some updates here, to show that I am still very alive and kicking.

For the first time in 6 years too, I actually turned up in a steamboat party, with all my other ex-classmates. I know!! I know the last time I turned up was 6 freaking years ago and never did after that, until 3 weeks ago. I also actually went out with them few days back to some place called Scarlet. Issues and news had been going around, just like before but this has nothing related with my ex-classmates lolz I know I am damn random.

What have I been doing lately is something that I will not do previously. I have been sleeping a lot and I never get enough. One thing is the same though, I still feel as tulan as before. It never changes. So yeah back to topic, anyways as I was saying that I went for a very major change, I told people to take a last look before I do something that will change my outlook. Nobody believed me, nobody thought that I will do such thing, and they just never take me seriously. Though I have been saying that same thing for the previous few months now, no action was ever taken from me. This time, I am just dead serious.

This was on the day I cut it

These were taken 2-3 weeks after I cut it..

Yes, I cut my hair short .. REAL short. Everyone asked if I was heartbroken or was I even out of my mind? LOL. See, I told you all to pay all your last respect to my hair, coz I know this time I am for real and I am not playing around when I say so. It took me a few months to decide it, so I am definitely not fooling around. Those who saw me after that could not recognize me, so many thought I am somebody new working >.< my gawd.

Til to the extent somebody actually PRAYED that I will not turn into a tomboyish though guys are so whatever these days HAHAH that is the SMS of the day.

I'm actually very happy today, not to say VERY but yeah I am happy becauseeee ... I donated blood. Yes, I am very selfish, I only give to only one blood group haha. Yup, I am AB ... the universal receiver.

Last question, am I really back to blogging world now. Answer is still no and I do not know. Maybe yes maybe no we shall see

Til then, cheers and a bientot people

A break

With the rate, lesser and lesser entries are coming out from me, I felt so uninspired to blog, just about anything. Each time I sit here, right in front of my lappie, each time I wanted to blog about something, nothing seems to be coming out. That just shows that it's time for me to take a break from blogging.

Probably it became a routine that I felt I blog because it's a routine, and not because I love to. I love to blog, I love to write to be honest. Somehow, I just don't feel the umph any longer. Perhaps, a break will do me something good, just hope to see some results.

There's no apparent reason why am I feeling this way. Stress at work of coz I have, everyone have it, I can cope with it. After work, I don't think about it anymore unless for 8 hours I felt terribly stressed. I sense that perhaps, there is nothing eventful, nothing interesting and definitely nothing amusing to share, to write it down here.

Lately, all that is written down is all about some useless people that I met, that I come across that is so not worth mentioning of. Nevertheless, being in the state of overwhelmed with anger, I put it down here, which I think doesn't make any difference actually, but it's more to release my anger towards something or someone. Of late, I have been hearing stories about some babi, that nobody around me knows at the moment, of his past, don't matter because what boils down is the fact that he is still a babi.

People don't see the truth, people don't see the bad, until when everything becomes obvious. Sometimes, you just gotta trust yourself a little bit more, which will do you no harm. It isn't easy, nothing comes easy. Periodically, I do not hate people. I really mean it. I don't hate people. Just be good, keep your distance away, do not provoke me and everything will be fine and I will not complain about anything and I will let you live in peace.

After this a little bit longer than my normal entries, I willl be taking a break, It definitely will not be for long for sure. But, I somehow will be away.

Before anything, I just wanna share something that I dreamt yesterday. For such a long time, I have not dreamt about any of my managers and yesterday, I did!! OMG. It was Mr Gael. Just him. He was the funniest ever manager I ever had, being drunk and getting drunk. Guess what? Physics man ... I saw a guest's name called Gale ... like what the heckkkkk ....omg how can this be happening. Anyways ...

It's time for me to take a break. There will be times that I just need to take a break before everything go crashing down, including my physicals. I will be back fresh, provided I rest and be away from blogging. Throughout my whole blogging years, I already took a few times break and that proves the best aye.

Auf wiedersehen ... au revoir ... jer kan ....

My cravings

I had a sudden craving for asam laksa, well not that sudden, it was with me for the past one month now, and I do not seem to be giving in to my cravings, but to just ignore it until there comes a day when I just could not withstand the cravings any longer. It got to the point that I just have to satisfy myself no matter what, and it does not matter if it is not the good asam laksa, but as long as the taste is there, I'm fine with it. I have been waiting for that day to finally come.


It got me so happy. This pic was taken months ago when I was out in The Curve one day, which was not worth remembering of. Since that pic was taken then, I shall just post it up and be done with it. The main point now is not about that day, the whole point now is about having asam laksa. It was yesterday that I had asam laksa with Piggy, and today, again, I forced her to see me to eat asam laksa again. I don't know what is wrong but perhaps, I have left my cravings unsatisfied for far too long that is why I am feeling the urge of wanting to eat it over and over again.

Frankly speaking, I have endless stories about babis these days, and it's all about different babis, question now is, should I blog about babis? If yes, I do not know how to start, where to start and how to end it because it's way way too many. When it's past, I just do not have the feeling to blog about it, and there comes a time when I just have that intention to blog about it again and when I finally sit in front of this pc about to start, I'm lack of ideas and creativity. My interest and my way of blogging had changed for sure, and for now, I do not know how to blog in that way I used to about babis anymore. So now question to ponder tonight, should I blog about babis? Current babis and the past babis. Oh man, they have so many classes for that. My gawd.

Meeting Pat

There are three steps you have to complete to become a professional dancer: learn to dance, learn to perform and learn how to cope with injuries. ~ D. Gere

This post is actually a pending post right from Chinese New Year.

Yeah it was the time that I met Patchay, at the same time, The Pig and Kylie. Seems that there are so many pigs around eh. My gawd.

Let me tell you all a story.

Once upon a time, Pat wanted to meet us. No problem, mo dai nai, as everyone's so busy, so isogashi so fine we made appointment for this particular day. You know, after working night shift, your biological clock is practically upside down and what you really wanna do after work is to head back home and sleep right away.

Guess what? The appointment was meant at 8.30am, I reached at 8am, it wasn't anyone's fault even if they are not there, like ... I understand. I really do. The clock keeps on ticking, seconds, minutes passed. It was 8.30am then. I saw my watch, it was exactly 8.30am. On a Sunday morning, there is no jam at all. I saw Pat, I was happy, there's someone ... like finally. Then, I could not stand the heat, the hunger, the thirst, I felt like a African kid longing for food so badly.
Still .. I could not see the Pig, and Potato. FYI, Pig fetched Potato. Finally, they reached ... half an hour late. I already emphasized on my SMS to be PUNCTUAL, and not to be late, see what happens. Know what? I don't wanna wait for people my whole life, like ... you get what I mean people? I know it's better than Dora, waiting for him can really die.

But, I already said be punctual, means be punctual lar, what the heck. That's why I ponder around these days, guys these days cannot be trusted, at least most of them cannot be, sorry guys. Wait a miniute, choto, is he a guy? He's a PIG, I forgot! Entshuldigung and I am sorry.

Like ... you know how to spell late rite ... it is L-A-T-E ... or L-E-W-A-T ... or T-A-R-D or S-P-A-E-T or D-E'-U-K ...

Enough? Oh my gawd! Oh schade

He's leaving me

It was my day off yesterday, and I have a bad news, very very bad stuff happened. A tragic incident I would say.

It was just like any other day offs I had. I was being my normal self doing my own stuff when suddenly, someone just passed out. I didn't know what to do. It happened so fast, so quick that I just don't know what should I do, how should I do to save it. I just could not believe it, that the time comes so soon.

It was really tragical for me.

I am still in disbelief. I do not know how to live without him. I do not know how to survive without him. Ever since it happened, I could not eat, I could not sleep and whole day and nite long, I am only thinking about him. All I have in my mind is just him, nobody else but him. Only if I have spent more time with him.

I know .... I know it's not the end. The doctor did not confirm anything to me yet, but I know it will soon come to an end and that nobody else can help him anymore but himself. I hope he is determine this time around, again.

I am talking about someone that plays an important role in my life, and it has to be Acebob himself, my lappie if you are wondering. It died on me, it cannot enter to windows. It stated that something is corrupted and need to re-install some stuff. I am no IT savy, in fact I am IT illiterate. Pardon me.

How do I type this out? I got it from Acebob's sibling. The sibling understands my situation, and thus ... offered to be there for me.

SAD-nya.

The name

It was a drastic action that I took. It got me to do that after much contemplation. Though it was a simple thing that does not require much thought, but it does to me.

Looking back at the dates, I just realize that it has been quite some time ever since I changed my blogger space's initial. I am not changing again, don't be silly :P It is just that I am just seeing how my blog develops and which path it is heading to.

If you ask me the reason for changing, I have of course but not to be revealed. I am actually sick of something that made me change it :D and I am glad that I did. Probably when it goes way too overboard, then I just have to and there is no turning back. I don't wanna be caught in that situation anymore and I just wanna be free. As free as I can and I'll be just as happy as when it got started.

I know .... this entry is like ... meaningless but in a matter of fact, it carries very deep meaning beneath all this words. Perhaps, not many can sense and can see it, but most important of all is that I can see it. People wonder the reason and they are curious. But all I know is that if you think what it is, then it is. Hehe.

As I said, it makes no sense but there are a lot of hidden meaning and it is like a jigsaw puzzle so . hehe, solve it :D But nvm, I already made it, so dont worry and be happy.

what gets you irritated

I have good news to announce ...

I am going into hiatus mode now ... since that I will not be home ... tho it's just a few days but it's still hiatus okie ... I am gonna overnight at my 2nd home and 2nd home is always my work place haha .. even last time my 2nd home was my work place but I doubt that's 2nd .. more like 1st instead :p it's the time of the year to go into hiatus mode now again anyways, the mood is already here. Or ... perhaps I just decide not to go into hiatus later on, who knows. Let's see.

Sometimes when you give someone nickname, you think they portray the similarities only you give them nicknames. Perhaps in the beginning they don't really sound and look like the given nickname but the more they are being called that, the more they look sound and act like the respective nicknames. Do you agree? I think it's true, like really true.

Clod blogged about what makes you happy and seriously I just thought about that topic and the next thing I got to know was .. it's already in her blog :o serious okay, deja vu haha, but I wanna blog about what makes you irritated. hehe. Ponders and wonders ... there are so many and so much things that can irritate me, from the small little tiny thing such as .. just by saying one little word can annoy me. So, here goes ...
1. Say the wrong word
2. Take my words and phrase that I always use on other people =.=
3. Give me potong stim response
4. Do not act like what he/she supposed to be
5. Drive like some retards
6. Look at me like I'm a sick case (doesn't matter if I know that person or not). If I am not talking to you and you look in that way to me, just pisses me off like shit.
7. Acting cool -_-
8. Acting funny when he/she is not
9. Say as if I am a retard when I'm not
10. Do not do what that they said.

There are so many and so much more that I better not say because .. and because .. there are just too many. I'll better write a book on that instead haaha.

So, what makes you annoyed? What gets you irritated? What pisses you off? From small to big and big to small whatsoever.

Rendez-vous

This plan was an impromptu one. I was actually having my dinner with SP in Food Foundry when Shaz called. Yeah it happened on the same day. I was surprised with the phone call, not so much on the phone call, but more on ... coz it was Shaz. Why must I be surprised coz of Shaz? Surprised that he actually HAS my number, he lost it as many times as I can remember, you all sure knows how capable he is :p

So yeah, after Food Foundry, we went over to Starbucks Center Point. We as in only and me as in Escargot while SP and Meow didn't wanna go. There were 3 people already there, excluding the one working there. 3 as in Shaz himself, William and Zech with Paul working there ;)

This is actually not the first time meeting him, but the second time. The first ever time was last year in The Curve, specifically the Paddington Pancake House when Onii was back here from UK in June. AND ... so many people were there. Oh btw, that's when I met Albert that nite, his colleague. Umm and I didn't know it's him until months later when I got to know of his blog and went like "OH MEIN GOTT, it's SHAZ!" :p

just look at him with 2 starbucks drinks, don't you think he's kewt? :p HAHA

Even kewt-er when all you see is just one cup left, now you see, now you don't

It's the group pic, L-R: Escargot, Shaz, ich, zech and william

I was quite reluctant to take pic ... coz ... he's just soooo tall =.= c'est pas bon la -_- yeah so in the end I took as well ... the ambassador of Starbucks :S

Right, since this post is about meeting up with people ... let's make it another one ...

Last Tuesday, I met up with another person that I have known since last year but have yet to meet. Who? We live quite far apart, he's in Old Klang Road o.O and he's the one who told me about the Bloggers gathering in Friendster Cafe before. BUT, knowing me .. I don't go meeting people in those kind of gatherings. Just not my cuppa tea ;)
Who can you think of? It's Kenny, enjoy your Dubai trip. He brought along his bloggie friend name .. Neil. =.= *swt* I just do not know what to say :S sighz. Anyways, he actually reminds me of someone, I meant Kenny. o.O another person who is so common with someone else I know o.O

It was really nice meeting with them

Geneve 2

Voila, dede Claudine (remember to click on her Google ads) created a logo for me ... *look up* yeah the black and white one. Better to stay with black and white as I do not know when where how I will feel a sudden need of change on my layout and theme again. Prevent the clash of colours later on. Danke viel mal

Now, it's the time again .. for my beloved Geneve post. Let's explore a tad bit about that cosmopolitan city.

This is located near the place I stayed, at the same row ... yeah, how near, rite? This is the post office, looks like our high class museum, but it's only a post office. They call it as la poste in French (pronounced:la post) or die post in German (pronounced: D post)

This is rue du Mont Blanc, this is still the post office, big, isn't it? hehe. There are McD's, Burger King, Starbucks and etc here at this street. Though this street is called rue du Mont Blanc, but it is not to be confused with Mont Blanc, as it's different.

This is the famous d'eu jet or you call it as water jet in English. Very refreshing, very cooling ... overlooking one small part of Italy.

Rolex, the international watch brand made in Swiss. Price for one? Don't ask!

This is the hotspot in Geneve, many activities are carried on here during the summer, and I worked near here =.=

Umm ...

It's so annoying, annoying like hell. Every pics I tried posting were very nice being called as "error". WTH! Anyway, whatever yea.

I am so used blogging with pictures and suddenly I felt so handicapped blogging without pics. I feel like a disabled trying to do things that they are not able to do. I mean, really.

And since some Oink said don't hide my emo-ness ... okeh, I blog about emo stuff!!! HAHA .. *think think* have to come up with some emo issues, haiz sad sial.

There are so many things happening like without reason. One minute, people seem to be nice to you, people seem to be friendly and all, asking you out almost each and everytime, having a great time, but after that short period of time, they seem to disappear from your life, they seem to just vanish, as if everything that you had was like a mere dream. Everything happened and disappeared just like a blink of an eye. You just sit and think about it, were you in a dream, or was that a reality.

Then, all you can do is just memories and nothing else. Even you really want things like how it was, it just could not. You don't know what are they thinking, you do not know what happened. All you can do is to wish these people good luck, good life, all the best.

Not that you do not want, but if they do not want, there is nothing you can do. It takes two to tango, it takes two hand to make a sound, well ... at least two or more. Oh my.

We always say things happen for a reason, but ... you do not have reason for everything. Certain things happen without a reason.

Time to move on when things do not go your way, no use mourning over things you cannot change HEH.

C'est la vie

LRT

I sense some disease is gonna attack me, the lazy-to-update-blog syndrome. It hits me each time I blog for a lot for one period of time, and the day when I did not update, it will continue to occur for days later and the mood has to come back, or else ... I will be forever be like that. Sometimes, there are tons of things to update, but I'm just pure lazy. There is no cure, there is no prevention, it just happens.

A story about taking LRT
I actually dislike taking LRT. Firstly, it isn't near my house, the nearest is Taman Bahagia. Finnne ... nevermind. The noise that it makes is so noisy that when people talk to each other, they are practically shouting at each other though they sit near to each other. The announcement is not nice, I prefer SBB so much more. LRT sounds like they are rushing and the tone is just not right but in SBB, they appear to be calm and cool. The seats are not comfy at all, it's so HARD!!! No cushion for me.

This is something I could not accept. I was taking LRT that day, a record ... first in ... one and a half years ago :o This guy ... he stinks like o.O dammitttt okieeeeee and I couldn not change place as it was so packed. Fine, then when I wanted to get off from the LRT, some monkeys come rushing in. Sometimes I wonder, why am I taking the same thing with barbarians. They seriously are o.O

I'm not shutting this down

I'm back

Er... didnt I say it clear enough that I was tagged by BengBeng and I am not closing down for real?

do you think I really mean it? My life is dull enough, I wont close it to make my life like a straight line, duller than it already is.

Apparently, nobody got that message o.O Good news is ... I know some of my silent readers, and some that I know nothing of, and dont even know the existence, now I know, so touched o.O

So yup, and I didnt blog for the past few days was due to my tiredness despite I just had one week's vacation. Clear enough?

Anyway, I'll be heading to Zuerich tonight again hehe ... ;)

Shutting down and bye bye

Attention, achtung!!!

I have a very very important announcement to make. Yes, very. After being around in the blogging world since 2006 in Blogspot and July 2005 in Multiply, I have decided that this will come to an end. Yes, you read that right, I am closing down this blog due to my lack of inspiration to blog and the lack of mood.

I'll star working tomorrow and there's absolutely no holidays to me anymore, who knows I might need to work more than expected. Therefore, I will feel tired, exhausted and sort of. Therefore, this is the best time to close down this blog. Why do I choose this time? I dont know, feng shui.

For my dear friends and whoever, I feel really grateful that you take your time and drop by at this blog, even more so, some left comments and it means a lot to me. I'm also thankful for the existence of blog that I got to know more people and I will not forget you, I promise I wont and I will still pay you a visit at your blog. If not, there's still MSN. This blog is so dull, the story is boring, everything seems not right ... but you guys transformed this blog into a bright one. I'm so grateful for that and I will not forget that, ever.

Those who had dropped by anoymously, you know who you are and thanks lots, danke shoen.

It's a pity that its closing down, which means nobody is coming to visit me anymore, my life will be dull, I will miss you all, I will *bohooooo*

There will not be anymore post after this, so ... goodbye everyone, do contact me in MSN if there's anything and it can be reached at elle_0001@hotmail.com

Officially .... closing down.

Today, blogging as ...

Mochii and Michy ;) which means ... it's for real.

But ..

do you think I really mean it? My life is dull enough, I wont close it to make my life like a straight line, duller than it already is.

Yeah, thank you to BengBeng, you are just so sweeettttt. He tagged me ... so sweet of him :D he said want to close down, close down together gether, so I close down too haha

Let's see if these Dedes are shutting down theirs too like kylie, SP, Lober, Iwan, Son

Rounding in Genf

Once upon a time, beginning of April, I met my first ever bloggie friend, who was also stuck in a place called Switzerland. Since that she came over to Geneva ... then what else? Meet lar .. chiew

So, here it goes, met in a place called Boky Restaurant. It's a Japanese-Chinese Restaurant but it serves Malaysian specialities as well. You know what time they serve that? At a donkey hour ... 10pm - 2am. Ba jing jing na! SO I didnt have the opportunity to taste their Malaysian menu until today. Btw, it's located one minute from my place ehehe.

Oh btw, I met Kim there and her friend Bryant came along who works with Nadia who was my school mate in IMI who used to hang out in Giant's room. Small world sial!

We ordered more but didnt take pix ... as you know ... hungry wolf came out :D

Later on, Nadia went to work at Beau-Rivage ... aww ... yeah we actually have a pic of 4 of us but ... it was so dark and what you can see is shadow, wasted =.=

Later on, went downtown shop shop shop and here it goes .. again

Stacie, Kim and me ...

Yeay ... ;)

Finally .... glace is ice cream in French

So it's done

Of course, the day did not end here .. there's more .. but lazy to update now .. some other time okeh ...

FINALLY .. I have joined Facebook and my profile is here

Suggestion for nicks

I started blogging more than one year ago, at least for this blog.

Since then, I have used Nyokk as my nickname.

... One Year Later ...

I really have this urge to change the nickname I currently have

Unfortunately, I do not know what ...

Any ideas?

SP with the only person that have some ideas for me ... and she suggested dingdongchompchomp potong stim maximum haha but anyway she has others but not really suitable, danke viel mal :D