Monday, October 31, 2011

Respect My Single Life

As I was thinking the other day, an ex colleague suddenly crossed my mind. It's an ex colleague I have no longer kept in touch with. When we were working, we were not some close bonded colleagues, and we were not working side by side. We were just working in the same department, not sub-department. Sometimes, we don't even see each other once a month.

Yeah, 4 years ago, she commented something really really ridiculous. She found out that I was going out drinking that night. She asked if my bf minds about it. At that age, do I really need a bf at that time? I smell freedom, okay. Plus, I didn't say that I have a bf, so what makes her think that I have. I said, why not, I don't even have a bf. She then gave a very dramatic response like, where in the world have I been that I do not have a bf. Hello? Woman, you have one, planning to settle down doesn't mean that I need to have one too, right? I was young and I need to enjoy my life like some crazy ass first.

She went on nagging like why don't you have a bf. At that age, you should have one already, plan your life, settle down, have a stable life, at age 23. Are you insane or what? 23? Settle down? Stable life? What in the world is she thinking. Okay, even 4 years later, which is now, I'm still stuck in the same old me, haha enjoying it. However, I have changed a little, I don't go out all the way hardcore, I have toned down a lot throughout the years.

So, woman, are you happy now? Being a married woman entertaining all your in-laws and husband, yet you sneak out from the house to go clubbing and who knows what happens there. See, to have your life, I rather not have. I'm still happy the way it is for me now. I can do whatever I want and nobody says a single thing, because I have total control over it. You actually do not have the right to tell me what to do and what I should do at my age.

Please respect my decision to stay single. Thank You.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Happy Halloween's Day

It's Halloween's!

Hope everyone had a great party yesterday, I definitely did!

Happy Halloween's Day everyone! ^^

And today, Sunday ... my lips were bleeding. It's like I'm meant to be a vampire or something. I have noticed this that every single year for recent years, my lips bleed around this time of the year. OMG! Insane.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Saengil Chukhahae Part 1

20 over years ago, I was brought into this cruel world. It was when I existed. In other words, it was my birthday last month. So yeah, we celebrated. You can't like tell me to stay home on my birthday, watch tv alone at home, right? Expect some alcohol, just some will do. I feel much better this year compared to last or years before. It's because when you don't really plan it, it's when things start to fall into place. Don't expect, don't put too high hopes on people, and you will end up happy. Out of so many weekends, I need to work on that Saturday. Thank God, it was just half day. Each year, I just ran out of idea what to do really. Nowadays, we have hotels available to stay in with those loyalty cards and all. So, we decided to utilize that for my birthday. At least, something different this year.

We started by having a Japanese lunch. All three of us have no freaking idea what to do, so we just hopped into one Japanese restaurant in Pavillion. The food is actually quite nice, can consider going back there. The name is called Watami or something like that.

That's our Caesar salad. I have not tasted really nice Caesar salad before since Lecka Lecka moved away from Bukit Bintang. This was like one of the nicest ones since then.

Is this like some chicken katsu something? I'm really horrible with names.

Onion rings, damn this is cool

My partner in crime

Finally me ... and okay, I know I look so damn retarded =.=

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Guys vs Girls

Some people get along better with guys, some with girls, and some are okay with both genders.

It's actually very difficult to get along with you same gender at times. There's this something in them, just something. I personally prefer and it's much easier clicking with guys, rather than girls due to the nature of girls. I am talking about those typical girls who possess a very typical girls' attitude. Girls are in no doubt a jealous species. That's what makes them so difficult to chill and hang out with. They are more complicated than they sound at times. When you're dealing with super sensitive girls, it's not okay to say mean things. But, how can you control oneself when all along that's how you behave. You gotta be extra careful on your usage of words. Then, there comes the part that if you are closer to guys than them, they will start trying to ditch you down. You know these girls, they have an aim, it is to be popular among guys. To be in that position, they will pretend to be really close to you, because that's a plus point, a bonus mark.

Guys they might tease you, they might say really cruel and mean things to you but I prefer it that way. I love bitter words more than anything else. They might insult, humiliate and offend you but you know deep down, they don't mean it. When you need them, they are at most times be there. When it comes to the girls, oh goodness me. They might compliment you from head to toe and toe to head, but deep down, you know that they are just putting up a show in public and don't mean it as well. Unless they are very sporty girls with attitude, or else it's just hard. Many girls I know dump you and ditch you aside once they have a bf. For them, it's only for convenience. It's just sad, isn't it? Is getting a partner all they can think of? Is pleasing the bf the most important thing in the world? Must they really ditch their friends just because they found a bf? Damn, the world just gets more and more sad as time and generation goes by.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Turkey Trip Day 7

It's the last day. My dream has officially ended on that day. Back to home, back to work, back to reality and I hated that. On the last day, it's nothing hectic at all, no visiting, no nothing, just purely shopping, last minute shopping or whatever. I am not really keen to buy people souvenir because it's just so difficult. It's no easy task.

This is even more huge than the Grand Bazaar. This is called the Spice Market or Spice Bazaar I forgot. They have practically everything there. Food, clothes, souvenirs, carpets and even pets! Right, so I think the people over there are not so well aware of the existence of Malaysia or is it just me =.= But, thank you really. Nobody thought I was from China! None! The cloest they got was Singapore but that's only one, the others guessed I was like Jap (which is no way okie) and Korean (oh thanks for making my day haha)

While we were all waiting outside for the others, let's capture a pic first.

Back to the airport ... we have got a few hours to spare before bidding Goodbye to Turkey. This is actually Visit Turkey Year.

The airport ...

Oops I got the chop. So yeah everything has ended. Turkey is huge, damn, it's really huge. 8 days is definitely not enough to visit. If you really wanna know more about Turkey, to go more deep in into the country, let's not just say 1 month, I think 6 months is just barely enough.

From that moment I got down from the bus, I just know it that I am gonna miss the weather! Like, badly!

Sunday, October 23, 2011

When problems arise ...

Humans face obstacles in life, problems and challenges. It is how you deal with it to solve it, not so much on complaining about it and keep on whining til someone else does it for you.

I just don't get the whole point of you posting up on a Facebook status, and replying those comments one by one when you could have that time to think of a solution. It annoys me when you appear at my news feed.

Yeah yeah, you keep on saying that my life is good, I don't have any problem I'm happy with it and all. Well, do I have to post up on Facebook each time I face an obstacle like you do and attract both wanted and unwanted attention? I just feel grateful, nothing else. I don't need those attention. FYI, I'm not an attention seeker like yourself, so why must I do stuff like you? You're really bad at handling problems.

At this age, you do not even possess an acceptable level of self-esteem, you must be a very sad and imbalanced person. I'm sorry to say this, but I feel that sometimes, it isn't even a problem but you make it like a big issue. Sometimes, you were the source of your own problem as well.

Please do not sound like I have a perfect life or a life near perfect. I don't. It is just that I don't show it to you and I feel I don't have the need to. Perhaps, at least, I use my brain before I do and decide on something. A rational thinking more like it. I don't simply sign off stuff then regret a million times later on and you're stuck with a commitment which is not supposed to be yours in the first place. Don't you think that you deserve it at times? Think about it.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Turkey Trip Day 6 Part 2

While waiting for everyone to gather again at the promised time, there were so many dogs there. Had ice-cream and it's even colder then. haha.

Even the dogs were feeling so cold

In the night, we were taken to a belly dance performance ... it was so good. The origins of belly dance some said it was the Greeks, and some said the Egyptians, and it was brought over to Turkey at a later stage. Belly dance is part of Turkish's culture and you can see it in clubs, parties and even on television. People usually hire belly dancers for weddings as well to liven up the atmosphere.

After a few of them came out, they got the audience to dance along from all over the world.

This is Asena, she is among the most famous belly dancers in Turkey. She has her own unique style and she appears on television program to do a short performance every now and then. Besides that, she had even made an album with a famous singer.

Now it's the guys turn. Their costume is kinda cute haha.

There were many more performances and back we went back to the hotel

Friday, October 21, 2011

Just Ask

Things happen, incidents happen all the time. Day in, day out, stuff happens, shit happens. Some is good, some is bad, some is average.

I wonder, for what I have seen, there are so many things that happened, people just don't wanna ask you, do they? They will just go to a third person who don't know exactly what happen, and the rest of it, they assume.

I'm not a fan of all these. If you really wanna know about something, whether you're just being concern, or you're just being a busy body like how we call it here, so be it, just ask the respective person. Not anyone other than that particular one.

It doesn't sound nice when it reaches that person okay. If you're not close, okay fine, maybe I can somehow try to understand it. But, if you and the third party have an equality kind of relationship with that person, isn't it etiquette only if you ask it yourself?

It doesn't look good and nice. Be more courteous. It's okay if you wanna ask the third party for some hints, but if you really wanna know what happen, it's best you go to that person, ask and get done with it, everyone will be happy. Each and everything there's something happen, you just gotta go through someone else. Is that a game that you enjoy playing? I don't.

Don't go on and on and on doing stupid things around me. I certainly do not enjoy those moments. It eventually gets frustrating. If you wanna maintain your supposingly good image, please refrain those kind of stuff. But, not like you have one good image anyway. You have tarnished it all before you even know it.

Turkey Trip Day 6

It's Day 6 and things are coming to an end. I hate this part the most.

It's snowing, a white Chinese New Year instead of White Christmas! We then headed back to Istanbul, had a Korean lunch. Yeah, weird, isn't it? We went all the way to Turkey to have a Korean meal haha

We then went to this bazaar. This is the best place to buy stuff like souvenirs and stuff like that. If I'm not mistaken it's called the Grand Bazaar. You can bargain there. It's like our night market here, but an improvised version of it, and a much larger scale.

We then went on a cruise called the Bosphorus Cruise. It's an hour city tour of Istanbul, one of the busiest cities in the world. While going on a sightseeing tour, at the same time, you get to enjoy the cool breeze.

As you can see the differences of buildings, you can see both regions, one is the Asian and the other is the European side. This is where East meets West, all within the same city.

Go Go Go!

Woman, do you really have to stick your nose to everyone else' business? Like, really? Do you have to do that and involve an outsider? Do you really feel a need to do that? You better think twice before doing that.

Just in case you don't know that words are poisonous so ensure that whatever you have said to people is something you can face later on. No matter how dramatic and hypocrite you may be, I am definitely not a fan of dramas. I only love to watch Korean dramas and not a drama made out of your life or my life. I'm totally not interested.

Please leave me out for once. Do I look like I don't have a life that you need to involve me so that it looks more interesting to you? I'm sorry I don't need this kind of help. I am happy the way things are and I will appreciate it more only if you behave more around me, in front as well as behind my back.

You love attention terribly, oops sorry I shall rephrase that, you demand for attention doesn't mean everyone else does. I'm reminding you not to step on my tail because it will not end well. You don't wanna cause a scene out of that small lil thing, do you? Sorry for a moment I have forgotten that you are a drama queen.

Yeah I might lose some out of these if a war takes place, but if you force me to, I will fight to the very end just to prove that I do not lose. Read my words, I have kept quiet all these while, so please respect that silence. Do not break the silence and you will be fine.

So what if I act a certain way? Does it have to do with you in the first place? If you are so unhappy and dissatisfied, why bother contacting in the first place? You might as well lead a life of your own without us crossing path with each other and we will be fine. But, no matter what, you just can't leave me alone, and you just wanna leave me in frustration and til to date, I don't understand why either. Can't you just ignore my existence? I will be happy you know. From today onwards, leave me out of everything because I don't wanna be in your circle. It's NOT cool.

Hypocrites is not my cup of tea. I don't mind being a devil as long as we are not in the same league. Stay a distance away from me, and it also means stop talking, yeah just about anything. Stop all and everything's gonna be alright. If you continue what you have been doing, I will ensure that I will teach you how to appreciate it the hard way. Sometimes, I might lose a lil along the way too, but, it's not about those, to me, it's all about the fight, and I mean, I will fight til the very end and eventually, it's all about satisfaction. Moral of the story, think before you talk, use your brain before you do anything.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Turkey Trip Day 5 Part 3

This was our last stop for the day. A visit to the museum. It's so huge that you don't have time to even read everything there. Even by just walking inside there seems so tiring. They are definitely very rich in history and it's just really impressive.

This is how the museum looks like from the outside. It may not seem big and huge, but it actually is ... I did not take all of them

I just love taking pix like this, it just seems so nice

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Stop Condemning

Dude, just because you love Japanese stuff, just because the girl of your dreams is obsessed over Japanese stuff, it doesn't give you any right to condemn Korean stuff, the Hallyu stars and all.

What are you talking about plastic surgeries when the Japanese themselves is known for that? Before you even start blaming and putting down somebody, someone or somethings, please ensure that you're perfect yourself, or that the stuff that you like has no flaws whatsoever. In actual fact, everything in the world has flaws, and that includes you. If you are really that great, you will not be putting down the Korean stuff. Please stop being jealous about how big it has become to this date.

This just shows what a sore loser are you. You can't lose, and you refuse to admit that you have lost, this is what happen - sulk at one corner in a very pathetic manner.

I can swear with my own life that if the girl starts liking Korean stuff, you will be a God damn slave for Korean stuff as well. How sad and how fake you really are. Man, not that I don't know you're fake anyway.

Yeah yeah I know, what's the big fuss right? I got it, it's not like I earn money from this and all. But, hello? Do you really have to really put down others just to make yourself look good? It doesn't work that way, idiot. Handle it like a man, admit it like a man, not a sore loser. Should I feel sad for you? Hmm.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Turkey Trip Day 5 Part 2

Day 5 .. omg, this is like not gonna end. This is still at Cappadocia. We headed to Goreme, a town in Cappadocia. A visit to those fairy chimney rock formations has a rich history.

There are many stairs to climb in this place. We can see how yesterday's people live and pass their days. "Volcanic eruptions created this surreal moonscape: the lava flows formed tuff rock, which wind and rain sculpted into sinuous valleys with curvy cliff faces and pointy fairy chimneys. This place has the best collection of chapels and living quarters, most dating to around the 11th century."

This city is famous for their carpet production. The government had subsidized to encourage locals exporting carpets. Thus, they have like one of the best quality carpet production in the world. Whenever you purchase a carpet, and you don't feel like you wanna bring it back by hand to the airport, they can arrange to courier the carpet back to your home country without any extra charge on top of the carpet price.

A visit to the cave, it's so damn cool I love it, except that in pictures you can't really see what's there as they only have very limited lighting inside. It's all in darkness but it's cool and awesome

It was Chinese New Year Eve that day and nothing changes. There's no pork to eat. Nevertheless, there's wine, that's all that matters. I don't really feel lacking of anything as for so many years, I have not been really celebrating at all, so it's all cool. This is the only year I did not need to work.

Ahh~ Such beautiful weather

Sunday, October 16, 2011

That snake

It all started a slight pain above my chest, very near to my shoulder on the left. It's not like the pain is always there, it's on and off. It just attacks out of a sudden and gone, very repetitive kinda things throughout the day. It wasn't that painful so I did not think much.

Then something grew and it looks like mosquito bites initially. I still did not think much. As I understood my skin so well, I just thought it's some skin irritation once again. It's quite frequent I get rash every now and then but after awhile it will disappear. That's what I thought.

It then followed by stomach aches. This isn't right anymore. As it's just on and off, and the pain was bearable at that point of time, I shall wait for a day more to see what happen. If all this continues, then let's call my 24 hours doctor. When I showed people, all told me the same thing, it's a sign that I got attacked by the snake.

The whole night, I was in pain, my stomach. From the beginning, I know it's not the pain that I know. I did not feel that sort of pain before. Stomach cramps, stomach ache, the common ones, it doesn't feel the same. On Saturday, the pain became so unbearable at some point of time and the best part was I was at work. I can't do much but to bear it somehow til the extent I could not anymore.

So, stupid snake made me lying on bed at most of the times. It itches, it's so painful. It's call shingles in normal terms.

I actually went to google what happened to me and some other illness came up. But, it happens to mostly Western and African countries, and it attacks older people. So, the probability isn't there. It's not appendix either because the pain is on my left, and not right. There's no way appendix has rash.

So, after comfirming what I am having now, I googled it up and it's the same virus as chicken pox. Those who have had chicken pox only can get this. So what, it has been sleeping inside me for the past 20 years. Holy cow! Shingle

Monday, October 10, 2011


I heard of this girl quite some time back, which none of them was positive. It's about her being involved in people's relationships, being the third party, being a mistress all that sort of thing. It's nothing to be proud of for sure, but I realized, she isn't the only one. In fact, many girls are following that path.

Once they hit 30, they only wanna get married. I just don't get this whole marriage thingy. Perhaps, when I reach that age, I will automatically think that way too? Damn, no way. I can't, okay.

But, theirs is not "I wanna get married" rather "I wanna get married and lead a luxurious life, spend all I want without a need to work", yeah that kind. Wait til they get dump, and if they are fortunate, people still wanna hire them. Who wants to hire someone who has not been working for 20 over years, right?

Let me tell you some facts here. Many girls here are like that, only look at money when it comes to guys yet wanna use money that belongs to others. I have no problem with you earning your own money and splurge it all you want like water. That, are girls I respect. Otherwise, they ought not to be respected because respect is to be earn. Girls, they can do anything just to get those money, and that includes having a suga daddy. There are so many other ways to earn money, and these people chose this path. What a shame on them. For them, this is one of the fastest ways to earn money. How cheap they wanna be? There's no such thing as dignity and pride in their dictionary. How pathetic. Trust me on this, karma's a bitch.

Again, let me correct you if you think all girls are like that. Not all, okay, read this properly, NOT all girls are materialistic. So, please judge every girl differently because they are all an individual. You cannot generalize all are like that just because you might have met 7 out of 10 girls are like that.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Steve Jobs 1955-2011

Today when I woke up, I heard the very shocking and unexpected news, the passing of Steve Jobs. This guy has been so amazing that he had changed the way how people lived.

We had lost another great legend in our time and he's still really young, at only aged 56, he left the world. He had achieved so many great things, invented and re-invented things. He even changed how people listen to songs. It's phenomenal.

He had left a legacy and he will always be remembered. It was just another gadget back then, but today he changed the world's perceptions, and most importantly, his inventions are now a lifestyle.

I did not have many Apple products ... the first one being the Ipod, and now, Iphone. People cannot live without all these technologies these days. We are going forward, to the future and he showed us how it should be done.

Rest In Peace, you will always be remembered.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Turkey Trip Day 5

It's our Day 5 already. Time surely flies when it comes to holidays and vacations, doesn't it? It's the time of the life, a trip down Cappadocia. It is where they are world famous for their hot air balloons. If you are there in Cappadocia, and you don't take it, it's like you have never been there.

In order to ride this hot air balloon, your day gotta start as early as 5am. The time you depart from the hotel is 5.15am. It's crazy and absolutely insane you may think. With the price you're paying, this is madness. The price is really pricey but for that once in a lifetime experience, it's worth every cents.

It's so cold and it's freezing ... waiting for it to heat up

The scenery is just amazing

The sun is up and there are tans of other hot air balloon up

We have all graduated .... open champagne!!

Damn ... all these people are so great. It was so safe there, each and every crew were so efficient, professional and they had anticipated everything. In order to be a pilot for hot air balloon, it is much more tougher than any parts of the world. Hence, each one of them is so experienced that you wouldn't doubt about their capabilities.

It's first class! Excellent! ^^