Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Let's break up

She wanted to break up, as she sees that the relationship isn't going anywhere, but before she can even say so, he read her mind. "Let's break up," says he.

Several days of silence calmed things down. They started with friendship that had gone into relationship that doesn't seem to work out, so they are back being friends.

Then, things are just not right anymore. He's acting like nothing ever happened, back to how they were before. She's confused as to her, they had broken up. Due to people they mix with, she's feeling the huge gap between them, and the way they think is way too different from each other. He felt something was not right either.

He's always asking her out for outings, and she wasn't always keen of going out. She was just not interested in going out with him. He's always texting her to talk, even crapping was fine. She's more interested in the new guy.

This is way too obvious that it's a one way relationship. Girl isn't interested, and guy wants it back like how it was. But, guy doesn't understand that things can't turn back time like how it was. There were just too many issues and that these issues can't be resolved. Girl isn't patient enough and it broke all loose. The feeling isn't right anymore. Guy is still trying really hard to maintain that friendship, but if he's over doing it, she can't even go out with him anymore. He was the one who asked for the break. She's confused with her actions and words. She wants the friendship but she doesn't want anything beyond that. In the other hand, guy is confused himself, he doesn't know what he wants. Girl has put an end to that relationship and had moved forward to another guy, as there are more common things. There's actually nothing common between them, not even the way they think. Two different worlds, come together as one, is never going to be easy. It's not just I like you, let's get together, we will work it out if we put enough effort. It's not simple as that. There are so many factors involved, and friends are one of them. Even if guy had liked the girl for a decade, if they are not meant to be, they are just not. Accept the fact and move on.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

That Marriage

So well, marriage these days are becoming so surreal, so cynical. What you once thought it was, is becoming farther and farther away. As you grow up, nightmare begins to kick in. The fact that, you can't trust any longer. The fact that, you heard too many agonizing stories you don't wanna follow in the footsteps of these people. But again, you just can't let all these sad stories of others affect you. In the other hand, how can you not when out of 10 people, maybe just one of them do not have these problem. That disloyalty, that betrayal is just too much for a normal human being.

As a married person, you have vow-ed to be together with your partner through thick and thin, right to old age. But, why bother getting married when all you do is to cheat on your wife not even after 2 months. Why bother getting married when you had betrayed her and not keeping a single promise you did. Why ruin a girl's life like that, when all she can was to have a much better life than getting married with you, and to suffer being your wife.

This is reality. The age of people getting divorce is getting younger and younger. Honestly, why really ... why get married? Divorcing at early 20s, you got to be kidding me. The world is turning around, people are getting insane. The amount of money spent ends up nothing.

You can only live with regrets, you can't turn back time. How can people have the conscious to do that. 5 years ago, you chose her. You go out all the way. Now, you don't even bother looking at her. You wish she wasn't there when you're home. It's so uncalled for.

And this ... is just one of the many marriages that ended in tragedy.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Just Another Weirdo

Some people are so weird and strange. At one point, they are so into adding you on FB. Since that you see each other everyday, it's just not courteous to reject and say you don't use FB when it's a well known fact that you are with your phone most of time except working hours.

Then, you guys don't really talk to anymore, not because something had happened, but it's just the distance of the arrangements. But, you felt something weird. This person just acts weird. Just don't know what's so weird.

Then, one day you found out this person removed you from the list. And you go like, okay, so ... why come adding so badly previously? Conclusion, weirdos, please stay away. Girl guy unisex whatever you are, just stay away.

Happy Chinese New Year 2012

So it's already the year of a Dragon ... voila, Happy Chinese New Year all!

I'm never a fan of visiting during CNY, even when I was way way younger, I rather choose to stay home with no money, than to go visiting with extra money. I just dislike visiting. That's just, me.

This year is a tad different, I actually went. Tho it's only 2 places which I was forced to, but nevertheless, I went eventually. Chinese love noise, it represents joy and happiness but I am the kind of person who appreciates peace rather than anything else. I actually don't like noisy places, but a club is a whole different thing. Too much of everything is not a good thing anyway.

Tadaa ... my first day ... no visiting but I got them!

Second day ... tadaa.

So yeah, it's not the multi-connections in my family, Thank God. I will be feeling so uneasy and so uncomfortable when there are many people, no matter where it is.

Happy Chinese New Year 2012!!!

Sunday, January 22, 2012

The non-stop Cough

It has been months and months I was sick. It all started from mid last year when I fell really sick with that whole package til I needed to take MC from work. If you know me, I am not those who is a regular in the MC list. Ever since then, I started coughing and I took so many cough medicine that I eventually cured (so-called) and ... 1 month later, everything started again, which was in November until now. I have tried all kinds of methods (except Chinese traditional) and I am still here coughing.

I don't know if it's a good thing that I am coughing because my alcohol intake is really really under control. After I reach a certain limit, I will start coughing non stop and I just can't put in anymore alcohol. At that point of time, I just feel like dying. That's really irritating (to be coughing).

Now, I am given 2 other cough medication and see if that works. If not, God Bless Me, I do not know what I should do either. Report came out stating that my lungs are normal and no abnormalities. If my cough mixture is finish and I have no signs of curing, what should I do, really? =.= Is there a specialist in coughing? hahaa ...

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

The Circle

It started from strangers, to acquaintance, and it stopped. Years passed, and friendship started, went into something beyond then, and *pffff it stopped. The world collapsed, back to Square One in just a very short period of time.

Sounds familiar? This is what we see everyday, every moment, people getting together and breaking up. You might have one friend who get a gf/bf, and in the other hand, another friend might lose one.

Back to basics, back to being strangers, and everything starts again, the circle repeats. In the end, we just live by, day and day. Sometimes, it's just not hey I like you, oh I like you too, let's get together. When things get complicated, that's when the real problem starts. When Ying meets Yang, be prepared for never-ending situations, consequences and problems. It's almost impossible for someone from one end to end up with someone at the very next end. Two different worlds, two different mentality, it's gonna be a very hard time.

Back to when they have just met, back to strangers. "Hey, nice to meet you :) "

Thursday, January 12, 2012

The Soup

I have been walking pass this restaurant in 1U almost every single day and I've never thought that I will actually end up in this restaurant, as it really looks Chinese. I'm not a big fan of fancy Chinese food in a shopping mall.

It's newly open late last year in between the old and new wing. It's called The Soup. As we entered, we didn't have to wait for them to seat us. It was just the two of us at that time. Credits to them for the ushering part. We ordered only 2 types of food, 1 each. It's very straight forward.

4 others joined us at the table. At the same time both our food arrived and guess what, the food came out wrongly. At the same time there was someone who ordered that wrong dish. Hence, it was instead given to her and there I was, continue waiting.

Quite long after they came back to reconfirm what we ordered. That's way too long of a wait just to reconfirm the order. 1 hour is almost up and I need to leave, without having my lunch.

I really don't understand. Is the order that complicated? Is it that difficult to understand simple stuff? I really don't think so. Is it a language problem? If I'm the one speaking then I might be able to understand its a language barrier and communication breakdown. But it wasn't me, it was from someone who speaks that language. Therefore, there's absolutely no reason why it was like that. They need like 5 minutes to understand and register what people tell them.

God bless you. Really.

Monday, January 9, 2012

U Mobile Broadband

I subscribed to U Mobile broadband service few years back and I don't like the fact that I had to be committed to their contract of 2 years, which means even if I don't like it, I have to stay on.

I personally hate contracts. At that point of time, broadband service was still quite new here. P2 came up after that but I got not even one positive feedback from people around me. I had a test package with U Mobile and it was fine at that time. Except, not always.

There were times in when their line were so unstable, I was unable to connect due to the rain, like how stupid can it be right? I do not wanna bother to start calling them as I know it will be a huge pain in the ass. It went on for few years, and my contract had finished, which means, I can terminate the contract at any time. I'm free to go, I chose not to. Their service had improved, I did not feel the major hiccups of service, so I remained.

For the past 48 hours, I am unable to connect. No specific reason that I know of. I paid my bill right until December in Tropicana. I tried to call them after that but it's a bloody waste of my time, and I sent them an email. Guess what? None of it was responded until now. Yes until now 2.5 days minimum. I went personally to them and asked, all they could say was unsure and that it has been unbarred.

Now, my question is, after I got back, it's still barred at this very moment! Like how ridiculous, inefficient and ignorant without having a sense of ownership.

IF I did NOT pay my bill, okay fair enough to bar my line, and now, I paid with the receipt black and white here. I'm sorry I got betrayed by you people. I'm someone who can't live without the internet and I am doing very important things online, not just online, chat, and play games. I have much more important stuff and how troublesome it had caused me now is just very uncalled for.

Thank you for not rectifying my issue here. I'm glad you never did because this is not the service I wanna use any longer. If things were rectified after I got home, I'm totally fine, but now, it's just horrifying. This is a way of you telling me, you can afford to be snobbish and that you do not need your customers anymore ain't it? Okay, your wish is granted, and don't worry, I will not promote your service any longer. Amen.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Move On

I do not know what is wrong with people these days, they just act like so damn absurd. They appear to be so desperate for everything that they eventually being labelled a despo.

I know this dude few years back and he is definitely not someone I was close to but enough to get me annoyed and all. I did not meet him many times but it's enough to know what is he seeking for around people.

He's not that young to begin with, but no matter what he's still younger than me by actual age. He starts to leave comments he thought was cool, he tries really hard to be cool and awesome, he thought his jokes are funny, but hey, no matter how you try, you can never be likeable for some people. I am just one of those that will not find you cool. So, why not you do your own stuff, I do my own stuff, we don't bother about each other and we can live our own life happily ever after.

There is no need for you to comment about things. My life is in my hands and how I live it, I have chosen this path. As a show of respect, you do not have any right to tell me what I should do with my life and how I can be happy with my life, because I am certainly happy. Instead of you telling me what I should do to look young, why not I advise you instead. Hmm?

Fame and popularity among your friends and among people you know is not necessary too, it's just a waste of time. So what if you're cool but you do not have money, you end up being uncool too. Please refrain yourself from doing stupid things and bottom line is, please do not act like an idiot. It's a huge turn off.

Just listen to me, don't comment and leave stupid remarks. I don't appreciate it. Move on with life, please, thank you.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Libra 2012

Personal Traits

The basic Libran nature is diplomatic and charming. Libras have an idealistic and generally peace loving nature. They are easygoing and sociable. Librans are considered by many astrologers to be among the most civilized of the twelve signs. Often good looking, they exude certain elegance, charm and fine taste.

As lovers of beauty and harmony, both in art and life, their nature is gentle and kind. Pleasure oriented people, Libras are intuitive and very aware of the power of image. They are happiest when socializing, and at the top of their social strata. You will find many Librans in local organizations volunteering their time and services and rising to a position of prominence. They are fence sitters and will not take a stand on an issue, but prefer the middle of the road, until they are forced to choose. They make good diplomats .

They are known to be objective and impartial in making judgment calls. They are more interested in making friends than enemies, and are willing to go along with others and do whatever it takes to maintain a relationship.

Very sociable, they abhor cruel or vicious actions, and shy away from vulgar and offensive behavior. They prefer to cooperate and compromise, and will give up, even when they feel they are in the right, rather than put up with the ordeal of an argument. Discord makes them totally insecure, and uncomfortable. They need and want harmony in their lives, and will do whatever it takes to have it.


Positive Traits

T hey are gifted with a strong sense of justice and fair play, and have fine analytical abilities. Librans are sensitive to others and understand the emotional needs of their associates.

They are optimistic and cheerful people and have an ability to charm and delight their friends and acquaintances. Librans are not loners, and do better in partnership both in their personal, and in their business life.

Main positive traits: Romantic, cooperative, gracious, sociable, tactful, diplomatic.


Negative Traits

The more negative Libran character can be frivolous, flirty and quite shallow. In romance they can be indulgent to the point of hedonistic.

Librans can be changeable and indecisive,impatient of routine, boringly conventional and timid . Because they are slow to anger, Librans will shock everyone around them with their sudden outbursts of rage. Many Librans have been known to be hopeless gamblers.They are seldom happy in marriage.

Main negative traits: Fickle, dependent, indecisive, sulking, Peace at any cost.


Profession

In a profession or business, Librans often succeed as administrators, lawyers, antique dealers, civil servants. Finance is also a fair field, as Libras are trustworthy in handling other people's money.

Naturally creative and artistic, some Librans are gifted fashion designers. Librans make good doctors.Large number of them also drift into the law field.

Others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, or managing various areas of public entertainment. Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-discipline and significant results. Those with a gift for finance sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial setbacks.


Advice for the Librans

Librans must strive for not being knocked off balance by the burdens of emotional or physical attachments either of themselves or others.
They crave for the peace and happiness of home but it is usually a disaster. Librans are inclined to suffer from depression of spirit, back pain and severe headaches.

Libra 2012 Horoscope

A much better year than the last year gone by is predicted for you in all respects. You will get mental peace and solutions to your problems. Health problems surface off and on and medical expenses will be there. If you plan and move then by the year end you will be happy and contended. You have trumps in your hands, and it is important to play them in a right way. With Jupiter, a planet of success aspecting your sign for most of this year, you mustn't be afraid to leap into action and to stand up for your rights.

Libra 2012 Love, Family Horoscope

In private and love relations Libra will be trying to settle a difficult and may be unsolvable situation. Influence of the Jupiter makes you more courageous, resolute and independent that will have an effect on relations with your partner and former passions. The most difficult time is the end of March and April, when you'll finally make a choice. If love will manage to overcome all obstacles, you should expect your relations to be continued. If is not, don't be upset, as there are many paths to the future and this year provides a magnificent opportunity to find the one for you to give your heart and soul. A new love is probable to come to your life and that will affect your existing relations, so a breakup will be most natural, and maybe even indispensable. In the second half of the year getting divorced couples will start a struggle for shared property and the future of their children. This year promises a romantic encounter in February, June or second half of August, that is to change the whole life positively.

Libra 2012 Health Horoscope

In the first half of the year the energy level of Libra is quite high and diseases are not likely to occur. In the second half of the year, however, existing illnesses will reveal themselves, or new ones will suddenly appear. It is suggested to be more attentive and minimize the risks of traumas and accidents. Improvement in family life and domestic harmony is predicted. Health needs care especially from February to July. Gastric troubles, sleep apnea, arthritis and mental stress indicated till July. Rest of the year will be positive for health purposes.

Libra 2012 Finance Horoscope

Money problems get solved July onwards and developments in career clearly predicted. Promotions and acquisition of luxury goods will be there. The dullness that you have been experiencing for the last 13 months will be removed.

Libra 2012 Business Horoscope

This year promises interesting and effective professional life. Businessmen will begin a new project and will make new perspective contacts. Communication with colleagues from other cities or countries is quite successful; the trips that will contribute to the whole business development are possible. Some of you will think of purchasing business premises and will be able to put the project into life in second half of the year. The most successful months of the year are the end of January, February, June, second half of August and October. The difficult side is relation with existing partners which can take a position, contradicting to the business interests. Conflicts will dominate the whole year and will finally cause serious financial disagreements. The most violent conflicts will break out in the second half of the year with November being the most difficult month. At the same time Libra may get disappointed in friends or protectors. An employee will see great changes happening in his company and will begin to explore other possibilities. Difficulties with employers and other problems are quite probable, which will give you an idea to look for another job. Fortunately, horoscope Libra invites new opportunities to come in the nearest future, and finally there will be only changes for the better. The year is favorable for the beginning of new work, which will prove to be more interesting, than the previous one, and will have better perspectives. People of creative professions will be especially lucky, as the Fortune supports their plans entirely.

Libra 2012 Money Horoscope

Despite obvious professional success, there will be some financial problems. Most of them will happen in the second half of the year, when the financial status will be shifting. It may be connected with expansion of business or with financial claims of partners. This year we advise bank workers, and all the people engaged in finance, to be more attentive and to avoid taking risky decisions, which can cost much. Those, who are not involved in the world of business, may suffer from other problems, such as unreasonable financial expectations of your second half, or problems with children that require large expenses.

Happy New Year 2012

Hey, so here we are now, in 2012. How was your New Year celebration? Mine was awesome except some annoying species sticking around.

2011 I will consider that as a very different year for me. Overall again, it was fine, it wasn't a bad year at all. In fact, it's considered quite a good year, except for the health part. Just a recap what have I done throughout the year.

Jan
Chinese New Year fell in January last year and I wasn't here, physically in KL, for the first time in my life. For the years before that, I was just working my ass off. A travel down Turkey was a worthwhile experience, an eye opener to the world

Feb
It was the first time we went out drinking during Valentine's and we were all surrounded by couples in a club. FOL haha

March
Nothing too interesting this month

April
It was SZB's birthday and yeah it's partay time. In the other hand, I was thinking of moving on. I just could not withstand that position back then, all the mistreatments and all. It all just hit me on my face, as one after another were all saying the same thing to me - move on.

May
This was the month that I have been FFK-ed the most. I put that in my record. My expectations went zero right away and immune to everything. I have made a decision, that I should put a stop of going out with a person who FFK so frequently over the most idiotic excuse.

June
My work had pushed me off my limits, that I finally fell sick. It went on throughout the whole month and receive no signs of improvement.

July
When I just realized certain guys can be so absurd. We went to Beast's showcase and damn, it was awesome. It was this month after 20 over years I have not been to Cameron, I was there! Damn, it's just cool. I got a temporary transfer to another office.

August
I got transferred back to my original office, and I needed to be back reluctantly. Met Rayleen for the first time after so many years. My then-colleague had decided to move on and I need to faster get a new place to move to as well

September
It's my birthday month and I had one of the best birthdays staying there in MO. It was this month that she finally decided to tell the world she's together with that guy after months of speculations and people are not surprised. Some random guy had found my number and started calling me late at night aka early in the morning to talk rubbish. I need to constantly silent my phone before I sleep to avoid getting stupid calls from him

October
I got sick of her after knowing all those sinful things she had done behind people's back. I can't bring myself to even talk to her like how I used to. In my career wise, it's time to move on. I have tendered my resignation. It was the last time I was studying Korean before I stop as my new job can't accommodate me going to Korean classes. I stopped at Elementary 2. Happy Halloween.

November
It's the beginning of my new life. So far so good, and I guessed I have been in my previous company for too long that I felt so isolated before and suddenly, there were so many colleagues around. I felt blessed. It was this month I realized how some girls club, that they expect no body contact, no contacts at all with guys, so I might as well, you just do a house party aye? I fell sick again.

December
It's always the time of the year to spend money. My bro's got married, was here for a month and back to US. I'm here still partying around. During Christmas, somene FFK-ed me. So maybe, it was me who allow them to FFK right? So yeah, too bad, I don't accept apologies.

It might have been a rollercoaster ride, but I literally enjoyed the year, without that work of course. I was dragging myself to work everyday but I did my part as an employee. Taking up Korean lessons should be the highlight, the trip I had, the change of the job is the major change. I'm glad I had 2011. Thank you 2011!!

It's time to look forward in 2012, your resolutions, you goal in 2012. This might not be a resolution or anything, but I hope that my dreams of travelling to Korea comes true. That's what I am looking forward to this year :)

Happy New Year 2012