Wishes 2

So continued from that day ...

Piggy: Morning. Happy Bday to you bay girl and happy lantern day. This yr your bday present will be mooncake.

Adik: Hey Happy Bday kak .. hope you have a great time Lain kali kita hantam makan kao kao k? take care

Elaine: HAPPY BDAY!!! When free to collect your present? N when free to meet me for makan

Onii: Tomatoooooo ... happy bday yo yo yo. May you have a great day alright. Bo selecta . sey lo .. fathead hijacked my sms :p hehe have a good one k .. dont work too hard either

Lalang: Sakai today is your bday dont black out ok chill

Kelvyn: Happy Bday to you wor. May you have a wonderful bday and all your bday wish come true

Tom: Michy michy I nearly forgot!!! It's ur bday!!! Hhe Happy Bday I hope you're having a great day, muaah

Lordy: Happy Bday dea muax muax ewwww....

Adam: Happy Bday Michy

Sam: Happy Bday Michy

Lober: Happy Bday Lober

Moo Moo: Happy Bday Michilogy ... let's go buffet at *toot*

SP: Yeahhh sing bday song already when she was undressing HAHAHAHAHA happy bday sekali lagi sp tersayang

Sushi King

I admit that I am really lazy these days to take pix of food. It's the Ramadhan month and my blog go fasting together with them hehe. I'm not really a fan of Sushi King. But, I still do visit there once in a blue moon.


That was what I ate when I did a pit stop at Sushi King in Queen's Park with my beloved SP.

Umm... so this is an update :p

Wishes 1

It was the 25th of September that day ... and I was exceptionally happy. No, it wasn't because I had to work til a bloody 1am =.= But, it was my birthday ... yeah yeah I know, I turned 23 dont laugh. Feels so good to turn 23 on a home soil. Everything also sweeter. hehe. I don't have to spend my birthday in such a quiet environment, where you don't even know if there are any other humans out there. Yu Wen thought I was plain mad coz I smiled to her without reason =.=

For those who attended dinner, thank you for coming

For those who wished me ... thank you too, in any means of communication :p no matter you are a human or any other species. Ahem~ haha.

Behh the Goat: Hally Birthday! May u grow older in age, none d wiser hehe im shocked can still remember haha

Mann: Happy Birthday, you're working now or out celebrating? working~

Jacqueline: Sweet sms 4 sweet Michele fr jac 4 a sweet reason at a sweet time on a sweet date(25th) in a sweet month(sept) & sweet year(07) Have a sweet day blessed n Happy Bday dalz, may god shower you with his rich blessings n celebrated with loves ones, hugz mucks.

Mutter: May you have good health, success in your caeer happiness in your life .. always. Happy Birthday sedang sakit haha

Lalang: Sakai laling happy birthday you saw friendster wan .. =.=

Syifa: Hi I'm your long lost friend and I juz wanna wish you happy birthday it's been so long hope you're doing well may your dreams and wishes come true. omg after 3 years :o

SP: Wah bday girl so bz kerja ka Happy 19th bday ok sp tersayang

Happy Birthday and Happy Mid Autumn

24th of September marks the birthday of a few people that I know.

Happy Happy Birthday, Am. Many good returns to you.

and also at the same time ... I wanna take this opportunity to wish everyone a very Happy Mooncake Festival or you call it as the Mid-Autumn Festival. Omg, this remind me that Autumn is here, omg I love this season.

I missed the mooncake festival last year, and this year ... I told myself I MUST eat!!! no matter what happens, at all cost! It's a MUST!

Every single year, I see so many people with their lanterns and as the year passes by, I see lesser and lesser of these. Me, myself stopped playing in primary until today haha. I prefer to eat :D

Big Apple and the big M

First it was exhaustion, then it was appetite, then it was the sickness and now it's insomnia, what else can I get? Serious shit. Let's forget about all that, dont wanna bother. In every happiness that you get, you have to go through some unhappiness and every unhappiness that you go through, you get some happiness.

It was some ranting on the last post, and now .... the happier side.

This is Big Apple. NO, not apples but donuts. It looks real good and it taste real good too. I am so not going to dunkin anymore, it was horrific from the bottom. While for this, I guess the picture is good enough without any description. It comes with different flavours, so try all if you can. This, of course, was highly recommended by nobody else but SP. According to SP (2007), even the original one taste yummylicious.

As shopping malls in Malaysia closes at 10pm, we do not have anywhere else to head to already in The Curve. FYI, Big Apple is located in The Curve. 10pm is considered real good already compared to 6pm haha. Anyways, ever since we don't have anywhere else .... we went to McD instead.

My SP ... :D

After she went off, I continued ... with Kylie

I know that this picture looks so wrong ... but I could not find any better ones from that night. Anyways ... more opportunities to come.

Appetite problem

A chubby person is happy person ... and I agree, it applies to me.

I used to be chubbier than I am now. Not anymore. I lost weight, I wasn't as chubby as when I first got home. It isn't the drinking that makes me chubbier okay, I did not drink alcohol a lot, I drank orange juice a lot over there. In a very short period, I lost all my chubbiness. I don't know where it went. But, I admit that I have not been eating properly and as much as I used to. I used to have giant appetite. How would I describe my appetite is ... from hero to zero. Once I ate with Adik in a Phillipino restaurant in Geneva, and we had a competition. He's not those skinny skinny fellas but a big eater. Who knows I ate 4 and he ate 2 and I can still eat.

It wasn't that bad last month but this month has been bad, especially lately. Yes, I do get hungry. However, when people get hungry, they eat a lot. But, not me or rather not anymore. A drink can make me full these days. I don't know if it's the working hours, my emotion, or anything like that.

I feel like something is just not right. I feel as if something is bothering and the question now is ... but what? For that I am trying to figure out too, I just could not. It's the inner self I guess? No time for that.

Am I entirely happy for things are now? Answer is no. But, I do feel a temporary of happiness. I am glad that there are people out there who knows my existence HAHA, omg I sound so pathetic, anyway you get the drift.

When you put nice food, or just food in front of me 6 months ago, I will just gobble it up BUT ... if you put it now ... I will just go ... oh food, no thanks. Perhaps, emotionally unstable haha. My appetite is terrible now. It feels like something is missing now, and I just don't know what it is or what are they. HELFEN! Maybe Bruder is right. Am I too exhausted? am I too fatigue? Really I don't think so. Seriously, I don't know. Have you felt like this before? Tell me you all do and I am not the only one. It will make me happy because it shows that I am normal. hehe.

C'est la vie

Geneve 5

Feeling a bit Geneva-ish I decided to ... post some pics from Geneva. From Malaysia, with Love :p since that I did not post for a very long time now due to the crazily working hours and in the end of the day, all I have with me is just tiredness and exhaustion. I have nil strength to post pics. I have it today, just for today.

Going up the stairs, omg it feels so like the leaning Pisa towers but this is much more tiring haha

Just hanging around, checking everything out ....

Tadaaaa .... the beauty of Geneva ... the cosmopolitan city of Switzerland :) with different nationalities, different origins speaking multi languages staying and living in one small little city called Geneva.

An overview of the lake and the fountain, that's what Geneva is most famous for and that's what attract the tourists the most, not the museum, not the church, shopping yes ... and fountain yes haha well not fountain but more like water jet :p

The three of us, Tina and Jack ...

I miss you, Geneva ... :(

so da tahi

This post is not about basket-ing around but it's facts.

I am sure everyone of you have encountered this unless you have been staying home since you were born and have not left house ever since. I am sure none of you do that, or else ... umm.

Some people are just sick up at the head. I am not saying that he's retarded in the normal way, but really really sick up there.

You see .. when one group of people are sitting at the table eating, talking, reading newspaper, on the phone and etc, and when suddenly one human joins in, but without saying hi, it is only natural if people look at him or rather a glance and continue doing what they are doing. What is so sick is he made a statement like he feels he's weird that people keep looking at him each time he joins a table or anything. Isn't that just natural response that people give? Not stare, but just a glance, hello?

Whatever sicko.

DANG

Dear all,

Thank you for all your well wishes. I appreciate it a lot, I really do. Unfortunately, instead of getting better, I got worse. I'm officially down with flu, cough, migraine a bit, fever a bit. Bravo! Faster congrats me if you haven't done so yet.

Anything and everything that I consume now equals nil. My senses are gone, like really gone. I can't smell, I can't taste. What's the purpose of living =.= Don't even talk about that, I can't even breathe normally like it's so scheisse-fying.

Sigh kill me, seriously kill me or shoot me or poison me (real poison), I hate this feeling .. like so ... GOD DAMMIT! ARGH!

But anyhow, see you all today at Damansara 9pm and I'm going to be late HAHA

eating you up

KL is a busy busy city, people are always busy, busy with classes, busy with work, there must be something to go to, to do and etc.

But, have you realized that we get so distracted with all sorts of issues in our daily life that we forget about the simplest things in life which may also means the best and the happiest things that we could ever ask for. Earning big bucks makes you happy in the end of the month, but ... we gotta sacrifice your time, your energy, your health and everything on your work. That aside, people these days had forgotten to have a nice complete decent dinner together with family and old time friends.

We forget about all these little things. It may sound and look very minor, but it means a lot. The city life is slowly taking away you and slowly eating you up internally and externally.

Sometimes, you will wonder .. what have you been doing. Why are you so busy. Why don't you have time. How you become like that. Who have you been meeting.

It's not your family that you meet the most, it's not your good friends and old time friends that you meet, it's not the people that you wanna meet, it's the colleagues no matter you like or you don't.

Step by step, work is eating you up gradually and sooner or later, you'll be gone. When one day you realize all the missing path in you, it will be a decade and when finally you decide you wanna stop all these, you realize ... you are not that young anymore to start all over again.

I wanna be healthy

I am so glad I came back home, even though it was only for a few days. But, I need my home, I miss my siblings (dogs).

I can't take it no more. I need to get out from there. I was there for so duper long, like few days straight trapped in that place, no where else but there. I don't understand how can workaholics live. I will never be. I need some fresh air.

If I stay another day there, I can most likely confirm that I will be sick. I'm not exactly 100% healthy now. So, to avoid that tragedy, I better be back to a place I call home. Ulcers, sore throat on the way, cough started a bit, flu a bit now .. and no, I don't need to add any other virus more into me, especially when the end of the month is approaching. I so do not wanna fall sick at this time of the year ... it's just 5 days to go before I turn 23 officially. Let me just enjoy being 22 officially because ... I can never get back to the age of 22 after 25th this month :( SAD! So, all the bacterias, virus, disease .. go far from me and come back next month but most importantly get far away from me during this period of the year. S'il vous plait.

I'm so happy, I got tips just the other day, not a lot but I was happy. You know why? Coz it brought special meaning. Why? Reason being coz it was given by a Swiss guy, so it gave it a very special meaning, compared to others with the same amount. It lit up my day, Swiss okay!!!

I have lost touch in blogging, I dont know I spend how much time just typing this post up, I need more practise. I will be back tomorrow to practise more. I used to be able to type anything and everything without even a need to think what or how. It just pops up like a rocket and now I feel so disabled already. My god, so sad.

See you all kawan kawan . this Sat at Damansara at 9pm.

what gets you irritated

I have good news to announce ...

I am going into hiatus mode now ... since that I will not be home ... tho it's just a few days but it's still hiatus okie ... I am gonna overnight at my 2nd home and 2nd home is always my work place haha .. even last time my 2nd home was my work place but I doubt that's 2nd .. more like 1st instead :p it's the time of the year to go into hiatus mode now again anyways, the mood is already here. Or ... perhaps I just decide not to go into hiatus later on, who knows. Let's see.

Sometimes when you give someone nickname, you think they portray the similarities only you give them nicknames. Perhaps in the beginning they don't really sound and look like the given nickname but the more they are being called that, the more they look sound and act like the respective nicknames. Do you agree? I think it's true, like really true.

Clod blogged about what makes you happy and seriously I just thought about that topic and the next thing I got to know was .. it's already in her blog :o serious okay, deja vu haha, but I wanna blog about what makes you irritated. hehe. Ponders and wonders ... there are so many and so much things that can irritate me, from the small little tiny thing such as .. just by saying one little word can annoy me. So, here goes ...
1. Say the wrong word
2. Take my words and phrase that I always use on other people =.=
3. Give me potong stim response
4. Do not act like what he/she supposed to be
5. Drive like some retards
6. Look at me like I'm a sick case (doesn't matter if I know that person or not). If I am not talking to you and you look in that way to me, just pisses me off like shit.
7. Acting cool -_-
8. Acting funny when he/she is not
9. Say as if I am a retard when I'm not
10. Do not do what that they said.

There are so many and so much more that I better not say because .. and because .. there are just too many. I'll better write a book on that instead haaha.

So, what makes you annoyed? What gets you irritated? What pisses you off? From small to big and big to small whatsoever.

alive

Umm ... let's see .. the previous post was on Wednesday 6ish in the evening but ... it's 12 am on Thursday wee hours in the morning. Now .. right now .. is already Sunday and have not been updating since then. Reason being I was too busy, and so busy til I did not come home last night. I stayed overnight at my work place. AND .. I will do so again on Monday night and Tuesday night confirmed but I am not sure about Wednesday night tho.

Welcome back Onii, Bon Voyage Adik ... penat sial ... and and .. hie SP met again yesterday haha ... chicky wing :p I think I can transform ... coz at first people say I look like YW, then lately I have been getting a lot of people saying that I look like DN ... and they say that we look like twins instead .. and yesterday I got someone telling me that I look like Kit ... LOL and the best part is I'm not Thai haha

*pengsan*

Battery dead

I'm still alive ... but I can't guarantee for the next few days. I had enough rest on my day off yesterday, I slept enough and my battery was fully charged and when it comes today ... battery went dead. These 2 weeks will be VERY hectic for me ... yeah VERY ... due to the training that I will have for 3 hours few times a week and I gotta work another 8-9 hours after that training. One word = DYING.


When Swiss Boi Roger Federer won the recent US open :D :-

The Swiss maestro at 26 has now reached 14 Grand Slam finals and he has won 12 of them, which translates into a best ever winning conversion rate of 85 percent. Only Rafael Nadal on clay in Paris in the last two years has bettered him.

In the end of the day ...

We meet many people in our lives. But only a handful of people has some footprints in our hearts. People come and go in our life, some might stay, some might go and it's just a matter of time before they leave us, for good or just for temporary it all depends. When they go, what is left is just memories and nothing more. It might be good and it may be bad too. For some, we wanna remember it for life, but for some ... if given a chance, we rather that it didn't happen at all and we don't wanna remember them either. Obviously, it's easier to say than to actually do it.

Some are meant to be friends from young, and they grow together, go through everything together ... ups to downs and downs to up, share all the happiness together, their sorrow ... they cry and they feel each other as one. Hardships is what hold them together. But, life is not all about good and great things. It is not a bed of roses where all you could see is light shining through. In a matter of fact, we know the brutal fact of life ... everything has its own obstacle including friendships. It doesn't happen overnight. Friendships are built gradually and it takes time to develop. Along the way, friends go through obstacles, hurdles ... and if they succeed to overcome it, their friendships will grow even deeper and stronger and if they don't, it may take a U-turn and it turns sour.

As they grow older, each one will have their own path, their own lives. But, if they are meant for it, in the end of the day, they know who the friends are .. they know there is someone out there ... who supports them, the one they can call as friend.

Friend is not just a word, but it carries a much deeper meaning into it and the experience that it has along the way is inevitable

C'est la vie

And seeing the pic, that's the first ever shoes I bought in Msia this year and you know something? I went shopping alone today and the feeling was awesome. Doing what I want and and .. I found what I have been looking for since 28th June 2007. A top that is comfy ... baggy .. and has baggy sleeves ... and I have been hunting since like forever and I finally got it, in a small lil shop in 1U. I tried hunting it in any other shops but couldn't find. I didn't buy in swiss coz they don't have my size and ... yah I was in a rush, couldn't waste time on shopping before coming back here ... and the feeling of getting it is just so awesome and I'm so touched that I got it, I found you, Thank God I Found You. OMG!!!

Confusion and a blacklist

Lack of updates these days ... too tired, too exhausted, too drained.

11 hours was fine until the last few hours, I got so tired. After work ... I fainted, I crashed.

These days have been weird. Just the other day when it was GMT +8 which was 11.30pm, and I saw it as 11.30pm, but somehow what went through my mind was 5.30am. Probably I was sleepy, as I was in the middle of my sleep. So, there's a reason. BUT ... what is even weirder was what happened today. It was 6am, literally 6am. Again ... what interpreted was 12am. When I opened my door, it wasn't like any other 12am, it was more like 6am but it just didn't cross my mind. I went down and have my dinner. Yesh, dinner!! I thought was dinner. You know what? I saw the clock downstairs ... and again, I just didn't realize it. After all that fuss, I switched on the telly and guess what? I saw some kids program and only now I started thinking. Why on earth are they showing some kids program so so late when all the kids should be asleep by this time. Before that when I saw the time on the Astro Info, I thought it was wrong, again. Only when I saw that program, I started checking all the time. From the clock, Astro Info, my watch, my mobile. It needs 4 different place of time to confirm that it's actually 6am already and not 12am =.= When I can read it straight, and it's so straightforward,I I just have to do some extra maths -_- and I don't know why. Swiss time is 6 hours behind us and I used to put Malaysian time on my lappie, so each time when I see the time, I have to minus 6 hours and upon returning home, in fact few months before that, I reformat my pc and I switched it to Swiss time already and yah .. now ... I don't know and I don't know haha. Omg .. damn sialan alright -_-

Right now, at this moment, I am not gonna believe Doughnout anymore. I went to KLCC's Dunkin's and what a horrible treatment. Read it .. H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. I have my reasons y'know. I don't simply accuse. This dude there, he's short and probably he couldn't see the customers is fine BUT .. H-E-L-L-O!! I'm not THAT short until he couldn't see me OKAY! Well, those who came AFTER me got it first. How pissed. You know what I call this as? Babi sialan is the word dude. Then, his beloved colleague came to attend me when I was already so god damn pissed. I was just looking at him until I didn't realize it, to see how si ketot he is. Then, at the cashier .. again! No, nobody cut queue BUT ... the cashier asked the colleague to put the one belongs to me near the cashier and he just know how to collect the money but he didn't hand it over. YESH!!! I have to take it all by myself!! Like so whateva okay. Pissed like hell. If .. and only if the doughnout is tasty like what it used to many years ago can make up for the treatment BUT .. what da !@#$%%^$# it isn't at all, at all!!! OKAYYYYYY!! BLAAAAAA .... PUTAIN! SCHEISSE

Only One Word, That's It

Jojo tagged me ... again -_-


Where is your cell phone? bed
Relationship? Single
Your hair? black
Work? stress
Your sister? none
Your favorite thing? dreamland
Your dream last night? NIL
Your favorite drink? bananachoc
Your dream car? umm
The room you’re in? bedroom
Your shoes? dunno
Your fears? many
What do you want to be in 10 years? err
Who did you hang out with this weekend? colleagues
What are you not good at? awake
One of your wish list items? perfect
Where you grew up? Malaysia
Last thing you did? sleep
What are you wearing? clothes
What aren’t you wearing? cap
Your pet? angels
Your computer? acebob
Your life? okay
Your mood? sleepy
What are you thinking about right now? Work
Your car? avanza
Your kitchen? downstairs
Your summer? burning
Your favorite color? Black
Last time you laughed? forgot
Last time you cried? Forgot
School? damn
Love? ...

omg ... I did this at 5.30am hahah ... okie ... not tagging anyone, those who wanna tag can do so :D
Remember, your answer Only One Word is allowed! Have fun! ^_^

Dull and gloomy days

Initially, I wanted to blog but due to my condition, I don't think I can blog, even if I do, I don't think I will know what am I blogging about. I'm just so exhausted ... 8 hours of work and I finished at 1am. But, I gotta work again at 12 noon later for a freaking 11 hours. So .. yea I need a good rest before going for the battle. Will update this entry after work or something. Cheerios.

BUT ... I couldn't sleep after 4 and a half hours, tell me how to survive in the "war" later, how?

Days are unpredictable. One day you might be the happiest person in the universe, but the next, you might be the most depressed person on the entire earth. Days can be filled with laugher, joy, happiness but it could also mean sadness, dull, sorrow and grief.
Come to think of it, dull and the darker days are always related to boringness, and the negative side while sunny and brighter days are always filled with all the positive side.
In a matter of fact, if you look at it more intensely, it's not always right. If life is only filled with happiness, you will not know what grief, sadness and sorrow is all about. People will not know how is it to feel the pain, people do now know how to treasure, how to cherish and how to appreciate the happiness that they have. Eventually, they think that what they have now, is for eternity and thus, taking things for granted. In addition, if there's always happiness, we will not look into our lives and contemplate on things and see how lucky we are and that we should actually be grateful. Nevertheless, when there's positive, there is always the negative side. There's always the ying and the yang.

But ... I like cloudy days. No, I am not a sadist and whatsoever, but I just love it, not too hot, as you know ... I have a sunny day phobia. I just dislike the sun or maybe the sun dislikes me that oftenly make my skin irritates =.=

C'est la vie

ruk tae pae klai-chid - True Story

แล้วข่าวร้าย ก็ฟ้องได้ตำตา
laew kao raigor fong dai dtam dtaa
And the bad news, it's struck me in the eyes

เหมือนเข็มมันทิ่มลงมา ทั้งร่างกาย
muean kem mun tim long ma tung raang gai
It's like someone's taken a needle and stabbed it all the way through me

ยิ่งถามตัวเอง ว่าเป็นเพราะใคร
ying taam dtua eng wa ben prow krai
The more I ask myself whose fault was it.

ยิ่งเจ็บ ยิ่งทรมาน
ying jeb ying tor-ra-maan
The more it hurts and the more it makes me suffer.

เพื่อนหนึ่งคน ที่รู้ใจเรื่อยมา
puean neung kon tee roo jai ruea ma
You, a friend who I always knew what you were thinking.

และเขาที่คบกันมา ก็เนิ่นนาน
lae kao tee kob gun maa gor nern naan
And him, a man who I'd been with a long time.

อยู่ใกล้เกินไป ก็เลยไหวหวั่น
yoo glai gern bai gor ler-ee wai wun
You were too close to each other, it made me worried.

จนแอบรักกันหมดใจ
jon aeb ruk gun mot jai
You ended up secretly completely in love with each other.

เจ็บ ตรงนี้ที่ได้แต่ซื่อเกินไป...
jeb dtrong nee tee dai dtae seu gern bai
The hurt...all I did was to be too trusting.

ปวด ตรงนี้ ที่ได้แต่โง่งมงาย
buat dtrong nee tee dai dtae ngoh ngom ngai
The pain....all I did was to be stupid and foolish.

วางน้ำมัน ให้อยู่ใกล้ๆ กองไฟ
waang nam mun hai yoo glai glai gong fai
It was like leaving petrol near a bonfire.

ไว้ใจ แต่ไม่นึกเลย
wai jai dtae mai neuk ler-ee
But I trusted you, I never thought this would happen.

ถูกเขาหักหลัง หัวใจพังยับเยิน
took kao huk lung hua jai pung yup yern
I was betrayed by him and my heart has been completely destroyed.

อยากจะถามเหลือเกิน ทำได้ไง
yaak ja taam luea gern tam dai ngai
I want to ask you so much, how could you do this to me?

ยิ่งคิดยิ่งช้ำ สองคนพูดสองคำเสียใจ
ying kit ying chum song kon poot song kam sia jai
The more I think about it, the more it hurts. Now both of you are saying sorry to me.

ถ้าเสียใจ ทำไมถึงทำ
taa sia jai tam mai teung tam
If you're so sorry, then why did you do it?

เหมือนให้แมว คอยเฝ้าดูปลาย่าง
muean hai maew koi fao doo blaa yaang
It was like getting a cat to look after a fish.

ไม่คิดระแวดระวังเพราะเชื่อใจ
mai kit ra waet ra wung prow chuea jai
I never thought there was anything I needed to be careful of, because I trusted you both.

เพิ่งรู้จริงๆ ว่าความชิดใกล้ มันเปลี่ยนหัวใจบางคน
perng roo jing jing wa kwarm chit glai mun blian hua jai baang kon
I've just found out how closeness can change how people feel about each other.

เจ็บ ตรงนี้ที่ได้แต่ซื่อเกินไป...
jeb dtrong nee tee dai dtae seu gern bai
The hurt...all I did was to be too trusting.

ปวด ตรงนี้ ที่ได้แต่โง่งมงาย
buat dtrong nee tee dai dtae ngoh ngom ngai
The pain....all I did was to be stupid and foolish.

วางน้ำมัน ให้อยู่ใกล้ๆ กองไฟ
waang nam mun hai yoo glai glai gong fai
It was like leaving petrol near a bonfire.

ไว้ใจ แต่ไม่นึกเลย
wai jai dtae mai neuk ler-ee
But I trusted you, I never thought this would happen.

ถูกเขาหักหลัง หัวใจพังยับเยิน
took kao huk lung hua jai pung yup yern
I was betrayed by him and my heart has been completely destroyed.

อยากจะถามเหลือเกิน ทำได้ไง
yaak ja taam luea gern tam dai ngai
I want to ask you so much, how could you do this to me?

ยิ่งคิดยิ่งช้ำ สองคนพูดสองคำเสียใจ
ying kit ying chum song kon poot song kam sia jai
The more I think about it, the more it hurts. Now both of you are saying sorry to me.

ถ้าเสียใจ ทำไมถึงทำ
taa sia jai tam mai teung tam
If you're so sorry, then why did you do it?

(Interlude)

ถูกเขาหักหลัง หัวใจพังยับเยิน
took kao huk lung hua jai pung yup yern
I was betrayed by him and my heart has been completely destroyed.

อยากจะถามเหลือเกิน ทำได้ไง
yaak ja taam luea gern tam dau ngai
I want to ask you so much, how could you do this to me?

ยิ่งคิดยิ่งช้ำ สองคนพูดสองคำเสียใจ
ying kit ying chum song kon poot song kam sia jai
The more I think about it, the more it hurts. Now both of you are saying sorry to me.

ถ้าเสียใจ ทำไมถึงทำ
taa sia jai tam mai teung tam
If you're so sorry, then why did you do it?

ถูกเขาหักหลัง หัวใจพังยับเยิน
took kao huk lung hua jai pung yup yern
I was betrayed by him and my heart has been completely destroyed.

อยากจะถามเหลือเกิน ทำได้ไง
yaak ja taam luea gern tam dai ngai
I want to ask you so much, how could you do this to me?

ยิ่งคิดยิ่งช้ำ สองคนพูดสองคำเสียใจ
ying kit ying chum song kon poot song kam sia jai
The more I think about it, the more it hurts. Now both of you are saying sorry to me.

ถ้าเสียใจ ทำไมถึงทำ
taa sia jai tam mai teung tam
If you're so sorry, then why did you do it?

ความรักแท้ๆ แพ้คนใกล้ชิดกันใช่ไหม
kwarm ruk tae tae pae kon glai chit gun chai mai
I guess the true love has been defeated by the closeness you had with each other

วันนี้... ฉันจะได้รู้
wun nee...chun ja dai roo
Today...I've learnt my lesson.

Omg ... damn emo sial this lyrics. I wanna listen ... but .. but ... I don't have it! arrgh dang! Talking about Thai ... omg! prajao!! Oh mein gott!!! I miss my Thai massage :( I need that!!! PeeJo ... yu nai :( hao massage