Boredom strikes

Boredom strikes. Have you ever felt that you are just so bored and fed up about things around you, and that you just feel like getting away but you just could not due to some circumstances. You feel stone, you feel lifeless. You feel as days go by, the more you feel you have to drag and push yourself to do things and it all comes by force. You just do not see anything out there for you anymore that can give you some light and some excitement in your life, instead of all darkness, lifeless, dullness. Everything seems to be so uninteresting, and unimaginative that your attention seems to drift away pretty quickly. You do the same thing almost everyday, it's a routine and you just hate the present routines.
At times like this, you realized how much you missed your past life, your once-upon-a-time life that you know you can't get back to that. You know your current situation very well and you don't seem to be really gratified with it, you feel okay, but you don't feel that content.
Nothing seems to please you, nothing seems to make you feel really excited or amused like it used to be. You feel fatigue, tired, lethargic and totally drained out that you can't find time for yourself. You feel that you got married to your work already and there is no time for your personal life anymore. You can get burned out so easily, so fragile but there is something to make you stay on. Perseverance and determination never dies though your physical almost died on on you. If you are not working, you will be sleeping and it rotates. It's so difficult to find some personal life. Endurance makes you go on.
Right here, right now ... is just to wait .. for something new to happen, that can bring my life back to me, to find the inner me ... the old me ... again

WOah lah blog as if I am emo ... warning, this is ain't no emo post, so before anything, don't tell me to stop being emo coz I am not, I am enjoying my day off okay, WARNING!!!!