Weight issues

While I was on my bar-hopping night yesterday, I encountered something ... different yesterday.

Honestly speaking, I have not been to bars. I have been to clubs and pubs, but I have not encountered this happening right in front of me before.

I was at some place yesterday night and after entering the loo, there was this girl who was at the sink puking. I saw what happened. She had an eating disorder. She was at first normal and then she put her finger into her mouth and made herself vomit. o.O Like so ... o.O I don't know if they know what are they doing. I don't know if they realize that they know what is happening. I don't know if they realize that they are already so thin.

Speaking of which, a few days ago, I was told that I got so much thinner compared to the time I just got home. I thought it was not obvious, but apparently it is. I don't feel as healthy as before for sure. Additionally, I was told that my hand is now like a stick, probably exaggerating haha. No, it was not a friend that told me, not anyone else but my dad, my biological dad. The one that sees me the most besides my colleagues. I remembered that I was still 50kgs in August and September. In just within a month, how it changes. 3 kgs shed off without any intention. Each time I come back, I have a very hard time to maintain my weight. I have no idea why though. It's just amazing, until the level that I could not even explain myself.