Sunday, July 31, 2011

All about you

Everything is so uncertain now, practically everything. I wonder how much longer can I withstand that.

I was initially reluctant to be where I am now. Since that I have already adapted to what it is now, I am reluctant to go back to Square 1. In comparison, I rather sacrifice my 10 minutes of sleep to where I am than to leave later and back to Square One.

It's usually about the people, not so much about the other things. There are so many people who had complained to me, there must be something really wrong, right? If one person, two, three the most they might be wrong, but if there are more than that, it's time to reflect on oneself. Unfortunately, that will never happen and that the blame game can only be at others.

I am not just gonna accept everything that is thrown at me, and I am for real. Handle me with care or I will do the same. If I do the same, what do you think will happen? *grin* It just means, Merry Christmas!!!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Stop Complaining

Complaining about stuff is a very common thing here. People love to complain, just about everything and anything.

But sometimes, they don't realize it may get out of hand from the receiver's point of view. Imagine if a person comes to you complain all the time, all the freaking time you meet or however you keep in contact with, don't you feel so discouraged? I know I do.

What I believe is to surround yourself with more positive people. If you surround yourself with negative people, who knows to only complain and nothing else, you're not going anywhere, and eventually you will be one of them too.

It's okay and it's understandable if you wanna complain about a certain issue at times. I know life is not as beautiful as how people put as, it sucks at times, but to complain about the same issue over and over again, to the same people, isn't it just too much to take? Or maybe they complain to everyone they meet? I don't know. I don't wanna be one of you who only love to complain and nothing else.

But they don't understand that you have your own problems and issues too, it's not only them. So, why do they make it sound like they are the only one facing difficulties and unhappiness? If you are so unhappy with your current state, do something about it and not just complain. Must I tell you what to do at this age, no right? It's either you stay where you are and stop complaining since it's your so-called comfort zone, or you leave. Simple, you don't like Option 1, you take Option 2. It's either, or. It's choices and decisions. It's what everyone goes through. You don't like to make decisions then stay there and shut up.

I know that talk is cheap. That is why even for myself, I am doing something about it. I am unhappy with things are at the moment, but it doesn't mean I have to complain everytime. I have stopped all that, except maybe a very exceptional case. Surround yourself with more positive and happier people and you will be good too. I am not sitting around doing nothing either. I believe if you put the effort to do something, then you have more rights to complain haha. At least you did something and not wait for things to change overnight in your sleep.


It seems that history is repeating itself, with different people involved, over similar reasons.

To tell you the truth too, I am not being difficult whatsoever. You don't pass stupid remarks, say things you shouldn't say, and do things that is what I would say people who have common sense wouldn't think such things.

It's simple and easy, and straight forward. Nobody in the world would have thought so, but I guess you did. You can say a thousand and one things when it wasn't you and now, you wanna give thousand and one reasons why so aye.

I am not asking you to please me each and everytime. But, I guess, you must have displeased me at the very wrong time. Spot on babeh. Give me a break, won't you? Please avoid appearing defensive because it doesn't work. Please don't tell me I should think at a certain way either because that's irritating. It's my own thoughts that counts and you can't influence it no matter what you say. You got it?

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Beast - 비가 오는 날엔 The day the rain comes


[DJ] When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still

[KK] Even today, without a doubt
I can't get out of it
I can't get out from the thoughts of you

[YS] Now
I know that it's the end
I know that it's all just foolishness
Now I know that it's not true
[HS] I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn't mean that I miss you, no it doesn't mean that
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
When it's the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it's all memories, I take a step forward
I don't even make the effort to escape

[DW] Now
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
[KK] All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

(To you) [HS] Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face
[DW] I will still try to laugh since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] What can I do about something that already ended?
I'm just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that's when I will stop as well

[JH] Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that's when I will stop as well

AHHHH such a beautiful song~

Monday, July 4, 2011

Krabi Trip 6

This is the last entry from a one-year-ago trip- Krabi.

As we were walking back to our place, we saw this place. Guess what we saw? It's such a heavenly place. From outside, you can see all alcohol stacked up. Bottles of alcohol. Man, can we have it here? I know I am dreaming, thank you.

Oh yeah, this is good, food. Malaysians love junk food. It's perfect to go along with alcohol.

Before we departed, we stopped by at this place, Swensen's. Hey, they have it there too and it's just so cute, it was around the World Cup then.

It's time to go home, home sweet home, I love my bed.

Ahh very memorable trip because I met my stupid damn enemy there - jelly fish. Dang!

If you are not looking for anything specific, just wanna relax and have fun I guess it's okay. But, don't expect anything from there. The water is just pretty average, not exactly clean. Perhaps, I went to a wrong beach I don't know. During the night, there are night clubs and all, but I did not go. I just heard the sound, and other than that, there's nothing much to do there. Shopping wise is not really a good idea to do it there too. So, just don't expect anything, just go and relax is good enough. ^^