It's Gonna Be Birthday

The Goddess birthday will be tomorrow already. Oh no, am aging. Goddess as in because I can live without sleeping and eating. Thus, Goddess. wth. haha. Recently, I mortalized myself by started to work. Hence, am now a pure mortal, and it's because I am a mortal, I need sufficient food and sleep daily. However, I just don't get those.

Honestly, am fed up with celebrating birthdays, my own birthdays anyway. I don't mind celebrating friends', I am more than happy to, but my own birthday will be the last birthday I deep inside really want to. Each year, things come up, things happen, that just screw my mood. One year ago, my mood got screwed I did not even have dinner, with an empty stomach, I went to party like a popstar. Yes, I was happy with the session with alcohol, but once mood is screwed, it will not make up to it. That leaves both good and bad memory for a birthday if you know what I mean.

For 3 years consecutive already, my birthday has been celebrated in complements with alcohol. I guess, this year, we have all grown out of it, a bit. Thus, it's not gonna be held in a club anymore. THOUGH, deep inside, I really want it to be in a club once again. However, circumstances don't allow me to. Even though it's not in a club, alcohol is still gonna be there. Just for your information, I am not a good drinker, I just love being around alcohol. Also, I am not an alcoholic. If you wanna compare me with others, I can be like the most useless drinker. HAHHA.

Also, each birthday, I'll wonder how much have I changed. Well, every year, I look back to that year, a lot of things change. I frequently change, each year. I think, I do change a lot too in a matter of fact. Even though I have stayed on in a company for a period of time, the lifestyle remains, but ... my inner part keeps on changing, not to say the outer part too LOL wth

Oh yeah baby .. aha aha I like it, AWW!! :P