Insomnia Kills

I'm back after few days gone missing. Last week I had a major insomnia. Things are just getting worse. My insomnia is just getting the better of me. I have absolutely no clue why is it getting worse instead of better, since that I have been on shifts for almost 2 years now.

I woke up at 2pm on Thursday afternoon. It was the night also that I could not sleep before I go to work. Yes, from 2pm, I did not sleep til the morning when I was going to work. 7am I started work, feeling so lethargic. It was so frustrating not being able to sleep. Worked for 9 hours .. til 4pm. I left hotel, and since it was a Friday, I went out because even if I go home, I do not have any dinner. I was so sleepy at work that I did not read Kylie's message properly. Anyways, I went out with her, waited at the housing area for her and I dozed off in the car, for like few minutes before Zha Bo called and yea continue waiting haha. Anyways we went out, had dinner, had a good time and oops dropped by at Kylie's place. Well, she gladly offered a can of beer. Since she offered, I took and drank it. Honestly, I suddenly felt so blissful, because finally I was able to sleep, even though it only meant 3-4 hours. It was 35 hours straight I did not sleep. It was indeed torturing. 35 hours is alright for me for not sleeping, but not when work in involved. After work, off I went again, out, for flea market. I came home and off to bed, for 2 hours, and off to dinner, slept another like 3 hours, and off to work again. On Sunday, I finally fainted on my bed big time, could not even wake up for dinner. 4 sleepless nights is enough to kill me mentally and physically. On Sunday, even when I was reading newspaper, I almost fell asleep on the table, not to mention even when I was eating, or standing, or whatever I was doing do not seem to be able to keep me awake for the rest of the day. I was so sleepy that I could not differentiate a locker key and a car key.

People say, smoking kills, I say insomnia kills.