Wednesday, March 19, 2008

The surface

Dancing is the loftiest, the most moving, the most beautiful of the arts, because it is not mere translation or abstraction from life; it is life itself. ~Havelock Ellis

Having a little claustrophobic for staying home for the whole day, well ... not that bad in a matter of fact.

Tip top ... rain drops. Staring at the moonlight once again, brain has been working endlessly, so much thoughts was going through, hands turning numb, legs went motionless, due to too much thoughts, too much thinking.

What we see is not always what it is. People always have that "I thought" kinda thing within them. Everyone's so nice to each other, or so it always seem to be but in actual fact like the famous quote
On the surface we all act like we all love each other and we're free and easy, and actually we're far more moralistic than any other society I've ever lived in.
Kathy Acker

People are close to each other, their bond is like endless love, the perfect divine of a friendship or any other relationships. It's far too deep on what is happening these days, things are just so complicated and the occurance of comfusion is more frequent than ever before. Just like a table, on the surface of the table cloth, it seems so decent, so pleasant, noble and ethical. Remove it, you see dirt, dust, never-ending flaws and imperfections that some might be able to accept and some might not. Trying again and again to reduce the flaws, but no matter what, flaws will be flaws.
People love wearing mask out, in fact I guess everyone does to a certain extent, while for some, the mask they put on has been layered so many times that they thought nobody would ever find out their true self, nobody would realize their flaws but in the end of the day, they are the ones who are making a fool out of themselves, that put them in a position of an idiot instead.
Fools putting up their acts, and for some congrats they succeeded while towards others, they fail, they fail miserably.
Some people might say how can an innocent face like that act this way, that's the last person I would expect it from. Again, the surface is just surface but what beneath it is a completely different story.

5 comments:

kyliemc said...

this is so true...and i can't believe how some people can do it without guilt.hugging you, saying that they miss you a lot but at the back of you, gossip and talk bad bout you lots

LogicYuan said...

i just like to be me,myself and I.

But we have to beware of FAKE ppl nowadays...

p.s. your pic macam very mysterious...lol

F.R.E.D.Y said...

looks like the cat woman! hahha...

The Pondering Introvert said...

kylie: all i can say is ... welcome to the world lolz

logic: yeah they are everywhere and they outnumbered the genuine ones .. sadly

fredy: catwoman =.=

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