Quattro 1st Round

Rewind, 3 months back or even more, before I even started my cross training, we were having a craze ... and it is called the Quattro mania. We were going there each time we wanna go drinking and to drown ourselves with music. This was the first ever time I stepped both my foot into this newly established club in KL, Jalan Ampang to be precise. Before that, I was only hearing comments and feedbacks, one is the positive ones, the other is nevertheless, the negative ones. This time, I got to experience everything by myself, in my own eyes.

Tara was down here, from Lebanon ... has been awhile now ever since the last time she was doing her training here ... :)

The main attraction isn't the 4 people at the side, but this guy who was sorta sticking his tongue out sitting down with his eyes closed ... HAHAHA ... omg, he became the joke of the day, seriously .. haha he became the subject of making fun =p and me, I enjoyed every second doing just that haha

Then he got up again lolz .. still managed to open his eyes to get a photo taken

I am amazed ... TWO photos hahaha

Of course, it has to end with the both of us, don't think too much though haha

Omg, can you just believe it that we have not been drinking for the last 3 months or so. Can you? Course I can't.

A life you choose

Wishing upon the shooting star
That dreams will bring us far
The world is waiting right outside
What are you waiting for

You just gotta reach out there
You know chances had been offered
Your spirits is flying right above the clouds
Don't let it slip away from you

You do not have to tell me
You do not have to say it out
You only have yourself to answer to
And you determine which path you wanna choose

You know how you feel
Only you know what is deep down within you
Nobody could decide
Because this is the life you are leading

The story will continue from that day
To where it will lead later on
You live your own life
And your life is in your hands

Swine Club - Scheisse Swine

This is what I call as ...

Scheisse Swine ...

I could not take a normal pig to be shown here because they are all too cute. But even this I am pretty sure it is 1 million times better looking than the subject.
So anyways, it has been a few months now that I am trying not to say anything anymore, but then again, how on Earth knows he has this very gigantic mouth or whatsoever, he wants to show he is popular or something, he just have to keep coming down. Well, even you come down, people don't show enthusiasm, sorry. Please do not follow what I did before, and nobody cares even if you're there because you know what, you are so unimportant people don't take notice even if you're not here. That proves whether you are here or you're not, people just could not be bothered.
Please do yourself something good, and to me, please keep yourself out of my sight. Is that so difficult? Just face the fact, people don't care about you, who calls up to look for you other than your beloved? NONE. Alright, you got that whole meaning? Just accept that fact, nobody cares, and nobody bothers, so please stop coming down and show your pathetic face and please don't try too hard to ensure people likes you, because they only treat you as a working colleague, nothing goes beyond work. So please face it and get out of my sight. The more I look at you, the more retarded, the worse you are, and the more shitty you look. How I perceive you is really beyond your imagination. My god, please go back to where you belong, the son of a richman. You belong there, not here. If you cannot withstand this, just resign, why do you wanna torture yourself, and the few of us. Just resign and we will definitely celebrate that for you :D Keyword, for, not with.
You belong to the richman's world not the average working class people. When do you wanna go? When do you wanna leave? I am eagerly waiting for that day to come. I will be the first to celebrate. Being short, being unhandsome, being retarded, being a loser, a jerk and a bastard is really very bad enough. Even being fat is a crime. Whatever you are is just a crime, it is an offense to the human race altogether, because, it's you. And you proved yourself to be the ultimate member of the swine club :D

Out of sight, out of bitterness :)

Genting Highland

I went to Genting quite awhile ago, somewhere after CNY to April.

Anyways, here are the pictures.

From the hotel, omg the mist

It makes me miss Winter more

As always, the two of us, and we were happy being like that, rather than with unknown people and we are unknown to them either :D

My friend, named Energizer hehe

I was an outcast there, I wan a transparent and invincible hehe and I loved it :D

But now, she's the one replaced my role earlier, who is the she? someone only I know

I tried to exclude the ones supposed to be excluded. I already tried my level best, and these pictures are the least visible ones ... ;)

The Bukit Jalil Shoot @ 2008 @ Eins

Some time ago in 2008, I got cheated, again and again by Gong Gong for a Bukit Jalil shoot. Haha. Sounds a bit like a sadist, like as if I am enjoying myself getting cheated lolz. Today, I thought of extending my piercings into 5 holes and unfortunately I was just too tired to get up from bed to go all the way to PJ. In the end, it was never realized. However, perhaps, I will do it next week instead haha makes no difference, I will still go ahead with it. Anyways, here's the shoot I did last year. Some of them that is. I think I look chubbier then than now. Er .. not sure haha. My long hair .......... my long hair ........ haha.

For a long time now, this is the few photos have me ... smiling. Even looking away smiling is a rare sight.

Wooof ... my longggg hairrr ....

Hahaa ... I love the ground =p

The bench feels like Notting Hill haha

When you say nothing at all ... :D

Why did you ask if it is okay?

I always believe in one thing, keep to your words. Until today, I am still keeping to that belief. That is why also perhaps I always get frustrated with things, with people to be exact because they just don't. There is something in them, or maybe it's just me, that promises are always broken.

Did I put too high hopes on them? Are they simply just like that? Or am I wrong to have ... just .. principles. It is not just about personal life, besides that, the one starts with W, too, ends up the same. First of all, she agreed to my request, so I was kind of looking forward. Few days later, when I was all stressed up due to some challenge, she told me I was put with a different person instead. At that point of time, I don't care because I was stressed, remember. Fast forward, she showed the schedule telling me it's a different person now.

The funniest of all, why did she even ask if it is okay for her to put me with another person. If she can't, then why does she wanna say OKAY to be request in the first place. My frustration is not because I am put to another person, but the frustration lies in the part that she said okay. Later on, you tell me thousand and one reason why you wanna put me with that person. I don't need any reason or excuse thereafter. It that is your decision then just do it, I already felt so irritated. That's the end. And after all that fuss, she asked if it is okay. You gave me the opportunity to ask you back, you ... gave me the chance to question you. It's useless of asking me. Even if I am NOT okay, so? What can you do? You have decided, so what's the point of asking me. You know, what's the whole damn point. Just keep quiet and ignore because the more you say, the more screwed it will be.

You changed your mind just because some other whore told you this this and that and you followed without even backing up your own thoughts. Why? Who am I to say or question you. I shall keep quiet.

Having enough all this tense here, you have the guts to tell me not to bully him. Isn't it supposed to be the other way round. I am going to that place, not he coming to this place. You can only think of the advantages of your place but never the other. What do you mean by that, only you know. You are only afraid of people bullying your people. My supervisors have not said a single word or anything when the people from our side cross path. Now, I have not started, and you already said these kinda thing to me. How demotivated. If any problem occur in that 2 months, you only have got yourself to blame, listen, yourself.

This will be the end of words, until, 2 months later, or until the day I cannot stand it anymore. Til then, I bid goodbye.

It is not that I wanna change my category of things I blog, I seldom wanna blog bout work because it's boring, but, if there is frustration, it's best if I express it, here.

Port Dickson Trip Part 2

I am still down with flu. Yes, you read that right, flu. I didn't have it only yesterday, but I was caught with it on the day MJ passed away. o.O Yeah. I was feeling a tad uncomfy on my throat the day before and I just knew that I am so gonna have this flu the next day and I was so darn right. I understand myself so well :P It is now sore throat, flu, cough, a bit headache but seldom, minus fever and muscle pain or else it's that virus that has been spreading around these days.

So anyways with the dreaded entry bout PD trip, here it goes again

Pets

Adult pool

Almost 7am .. and two, one male, one female, slept together happily ignoring my alertness and could tell the whole world nothing's going on don't worry

That's just me, not us .. thanks, tell me there's only one person there, because I think I saw two more earlier but I couldn't now .. haha :P

That's the direction, this helps you to get around the hotel :D

His legacy, Michael Jackson, will live on forever

It was 7.30 in the morning when I was at work, I saw an article printed out, on a piece of A4 paper. I read on, and I was so stunned when I read it. It was the passing of Michael Jackson. Never have I thought was real, I thought it was just a rumour, or a prank.

For decades now, he has contributed to the entertainment industry today and he was so influential that he was declared as "The King of Pop." He was a true performer, an incredible icon. I idolised him when I was growing up. Not that he is not good later on, but I stopped idolising artists, but I still admire him for his legacy, for his hardwork, his gift and everything that he has, besides him being obsessed with plastic surgery. He is a real inspirational artist.

Today, putting aside the differences, let all us put our hands together, expressing the sorrow and sadness, offering deepest condolences. The news was really tragical and devastating. It's a great loss to the world, with his upcoming global tour, just crashed.

In conclusion, perhaps, legends die early. Elvis Presley, John Lennon, Bruce Lee, Heath Ledger and now, Michael Jackson. All barely made to 50 and MJ is the only one. Some could not even make it to 30.

However, we should be glad that we are here, the same time as he was, in able to enjoy his music, his performance. Thank You for giving us the opportunity. There are just too many good things that will never come to an end. But I shall make this as simple as I can, to give a minute of silent in respect to the dead.

His legacy is unparallelled and will live on forever. He will always be missed, particularly to the entertainment industry. His music and MJ will always be here, no matter which century it is.

Flashback ...

Flashback of the past. It reminded me, how we were, hand in hand, the smile, the laughter.

How much have we grown apart in distance, in heart. Those times reflected the moment we shared together, things we did, things we said just brought back memories. We moved on with lives, but we still think about each other every now and then.

Nothing to regret, nothing to feel guilty about because that was how it was and it is how it is. There is still a level of understanding between us that I am glad we still do. It was a moment of time to think back, how much things had changed, how much have we both grown, in some ways or another, how much have we been through in our respective lives, without the other and that through all these experiences is what made us today.

We could only get stronger, and it is the difficult path that we gotta overcome, we become less paranoid, we have less fear and the person you see has a very tough mentality in within. You see a very cold and mean person in the surface but you do not know what is within in until you tear it open. That is a friendship that has, surprisingly, sustained until today. Even with the major difference in culture, distance, background, mentality, personality, being friends is a gift.

We could laugh it out talking about the past, how we were mad at each other, how we got irritated. But somehow, that's the past and nothing to be irritated now. Both had grown up in our own ways. Both of us know, if we need someone to talk to, the other is there.

Talking in dreams, one day, when we come closer in distance, we will go to a faraway land, a place where no humans know us, to enjoy, as much as we could, and ignore the surroundings. That is a fantasy land. But, it's not wrong to dream. Well, it's part of the whole experience, the memories. Dreams come true too, and you just do not know if it will occur and when. It happens when you least expect it. It's beyond what we see.

Port Dickson Trip Part 1

This is the entry I am dreading to blog about. I have a choice not to blog about this too of course but ... why do I have to refrain myself from blogging because of all these narcissist, right? But, I am putting all limits of aliens pictures. Yes, note my words, aliens. Don't ask me what happened, who, why, how, when. It just that, things are different from then. 4 people went, but it felt only 2 people, and the other two is what I put it as "keh leh feh" haha. It has been a few months since we went. We stayed in the 5 star hotel - first time. Called the Avillion. Really, it's really beautiful, but only if different people went. Haha.

This was taken from the hotel room. Omg. Such rare case to see so much greens.

Chalet. Nice.

Beautiful, beach.

There's also pet farm. Guests are able to feed the pet on certain days from 10am til 11am.

Whether was really burning hot. Jacuzzi in the pool.

I am putting very limited words, for PD posts only so ... if you don't understand me, I can't help it. HAHA.