The Martini
The Zombie ... before I went into my night shift ...
The ultimate thingy ... sisha
Finally the humans ... or rather ... humans with Moo ... hehe
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
A sisha night II @ Bangsar
I see dance being used as communication between body and soul, to express what it too deep to find for words. ~Ruth St. Denis
The surface
Dancing is the loftiest, the most moving, the most beautiful of the arts, because it is not mere translation or abstraction from life; it is life itself. ~Havelock
Having a little claustrophobic for staying home for the whole day, well ... not that bad in a matter of fact.
Tip top ... rain drops. Staring at the moonlight once again, brain has been working endlessly, so much thoughts was going through, hands turning numb, legs went motionless, due to too much thoughts, too much thinking.
What we see is not always what it is. People always have that "I thought" kinda thing within them. Everyone's so nice to each other, or so it always seem to be but in actual fact like the famous quote
People are close to each other, their bond is like endless love, the perfect divine of a friendship or any other relationships. It's far too deep on what is happening these days, things are just so complicated and the occurance of comfusion is more frequent than ever before. Just like a table, on the surface of the table cloth, it seems so decent, so pleasant, noble and ethical. Remove it, you see dirt, dust, never-ending flaws and imperfections that some might be able to accept and some might not. Trying again and again to reduce the flaws, but no matter what, flaws will be flaws.
People love wearing mask out, in fact I guess everyone does to a certain extent, while for some, the mask they put on has been layered so many times that they thought nobody would ever find out their true self, nobody would realize their flaws but in the end of the day, they are the ones who are making a fool out of themselves, that put them in a position of an idiot instead.
Fools putting up their acts, and for some congrats they succeeded while towards others, they fail, they fail miserably.
Some people might say how can an innocent face like that act this way, that's the last person I would expect it from. Again, the surface is just surface but what beneath it is a completely different story.
Having a little claustrophobic for staying home for the whole day, well ... not that bad in a matter of fact.
Tip top ... rain drops. Staring at the moonlight once again, brain has been working endlessly, so much thoughts was going through, hands turning numb, legs went motionless, due to too much thoughts, too much thinking.What we see is not always what it is. People always have that "I thought" kinda thing within them. Everyone's so nice to each other, or so it always seem to be but in actual fact like the famous quote
On the surface we all act like we all love each other and we're free and easy, and actually we're far more moralistic than any other society I've ever lived in.
Kathy Acker
People are close to each other, their bond is like endless love, the perfect divine of a friendship or any other relationships. It's far too deep on what is happening these days, things are just so complicated and the occurance of comfusion is more frequent than ever before. Just like a table, on the surface of the table cloth, it seems so decent, so pleasant, noble and ethical. Remove it, you see dirt, dust, never-ending flaws and imperfections that some might be able to accept and some might not. Trying again and again to reduce the flaws, but no matter what, flaws will be flaws.
People love wearing mask out, in fact I guess everyone does to a certain extent, while for some, the mask they put on has been layered so many times that they thought nobody would ever find out their true self, nobody would realize their flaws but in the end of the day, they are the ones who are making a fool out of themselves, that put them in a position of an idiot instead.
Fools putting up their acts, and for some congrats they succeeded while towards others, they fail, they fail miserably.
Some people might say how can an innocent face like that act this way, that's the last person I would expect it from. Again, the surface is just surface but what beneath it is a completely different story.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
A sisha night @ Bangsar
"The essence of all art is to have pleasure in giving pleasure" - Mikhail Baryshnikov
Last month, there was an impromptu outing ... and we went over to Bangsar ... for a multi-purpose thingy ... some went for drink, some to eat o.O and some for sisha ... but all of us serve a same purpose on top of that, which is ... to de-stress, except me maybe because I was off that day, I don't need to de-stress that day, but the accumulated stress over the week need to be de-stressed.
Gay boi and boss
I love that pic hanging on the wall
It's cam time ...
A small group pic ... Ming, Boss, Dede and me
"Music can give you your dreams. It will teach you hard work, it will break your heart and make you so happy, you can't stand it."- Bill Clinton
Last month, there was an impromptu outing ... and we went over to Bangsar ... for a multi-purpose thingy ... some went for drink, some to eat o.O and some for sisha ... but all of us serve a same purpose on top of that, which is ... to de-stress, except me maybe because I was off that day, I don't need to de-stress that day, but the accumulated stress over the week need to be de-stressed.
Gay boi and boss
I love that pic hanging on the wall
It's cam time ...
A small group pic ... Ming, Boss, Dede and meFriday, March 14, 2008
Lalang
At this very moment ... the feeling of missing someone right now ...
Where is he? Well, on earth.
He is one very special person, someone who had guided me, supported me, throughout my life since I left school, until today. Joys are being shared, laughters had been exchanged and sadness, sorrow had been expressed. Everything remains the same, only closer. The bond remains. The feelings remained. Nobody could ever replace this very special person because he is the one and only one. When everyone turned their backs, he was the only one standing there, being the shoulder ... being the hand ... being the whatever ... but he is always there.
Nobody could ever could understand me like how he does ... like this dude here. He never fails me. Never. The friendship is priceless. He never give up upon me. 6 years had passed us by, counting on and we still are the same people. Things might change, we might change, but we remain the same towards each other. The times that he stayed awake to accompany me to do assignments in the wee hours, though knowing he had to work the very next morning.
Not many know how I feel and how I think ... only him. This is a very special post dedicated to him, for being there all these years no matter how busy and how tired he is. Thank you very much. I'm quite baffled with the patience and everything in him that he has. It's just irreplaceable.
When everyone gave up hope, he was the only one ... motivating me ... and he just knows how to. He was the one who believed in me so much, put full 100% hopes on me that nobody else does. He is my pillar of strength.
This is the person I call Lalang ... a very special name given to him ... one might laugh, but it is very meaningful and memorable =) I would never ever call anyone else Lalang in my entire life, yeah ... NEVER!
Where is he? Well, on earth.
He is one very special person, someone who had guided me, supported me, throughout my life since I left school, until today. Joys are being shared, laughters had been exchanged and sadness, sorrow had been expressed. Everything remains the same, only closer. The bond remains. The feelings remained. Nobody could ever replace this very special person because he is the one and only one. When everyone turned their backs, he was the only one standing there, being the shoulder ... being the hand ... being the whatever ... but he is always there.
Nobody could ever could understand me like how he does ... like this dude here. He never fails me. Never. The friendship is priceless. He never give up upon me. 6 years had passed us by, counting on and we still are the same people. Things might change, we might change, but we remain the same towards each other. The times that he stayed awake to accompany me to do assignments in the wee hours, though knowing he had to work the very next morning.
Not many know how I feel and how I think ... only him. This is a very special post dedicated to him, for being there all these years no matter how busy and how tired he is. Thank you very much. I'm quite baffled with the patience and everything in him that he has. It's just irreplaceable.
When everyone gave up hope, he was the only one ... motivating me ... and he just knows how to. He was the one who believed in me so much, put full 100% hopes on me that nobody else does. He is my pillar of strength.
This is the person I call Lalang ... a very special name given to him ... one might laugh, but it is very meaningful and memorable =) I would never ever call anyone else Lalang in my entire life, yeah ... NEVER!
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Alles Gute Zum Geburstag III @ Maison
And ... pictures again
Sorry Kim, borrow your darling awhile k =p
I don't know what is this but anyways :p ber-bi
Take 2 haha
Kim, more pics please please ... s'il vous plait
Sorry Kim, borrow your darling awhile k =p
I don't know what is this but anyways :p ber-bi
Take 2 hahaKim, more pics please please ... s'il vous plait
Happy Birthdays
This date, 14th March ... marks the birthday of 2 person.
Birthday oder Geburstag of mein mutter ... or mae in Thai... or mother in universal language
Happy Birthdayyyy ...
and also to someone who had entered adulthood ... not literally but somehow haha
Kimberly Loke ... Happy Birthday
P/s: on a different note, I wonder what is so wrong about me or just people's eyes. They can't differentiate races in Msia or something? If I have that different kinda look I can accept it but the fact is I have that typical banana look. How can people mix me up of being a ... Malay? Umm, that is something to ponder upon. This came from the carpark dude. We talked quite a bit for like almost 10 mins or something when I paid for my parking and he asked if I'm a Malay o.O like ... hello? I could accept it when I was 18 but not now. That's due to the fact that I was tanned, like much tanner compared to now. Pourquoi? C'est pas bon.
Birthday oder Geburstag of mein mutter ... or mae in Thai... or mother in universal language
Happy Birthdayyyy ...
and also to someone who had entered adulthood ... not literally but somehow haha
Kimberly Loke ... Happy Birthday
P/s: on a different note, I wonder what is so wrong about me or just people's eyes. They can't differentiate races in Msia or something? If I have that different kinda look I can accept it but the fact is I have that typical banana look. How can people mix me up of being a ... Malay? Umm, that is something to ponder upon. This came from the carpark dude. We talked quite a bit for like almost 10 mins or something when I paid for my parking and he asked if I'm a Malay o.O like ... hello? I could accept it when I was 18 but not now. That's due to the fact that I was tanned, like much tanner compared to now. Pourquoi? C'est pas bon.
The days
When days are blue, nights are gloomy and weather is just dull all along the way. All you wanna do is to be alone and not anyone to disturb with that kinda emotional status. Being alone does not mean being lonely.At certain days, it's great to be alone and all, not going out, just in your sanctuary enjoy the music of the soul, enjoy the comfort of the bed and just being HOME. Living in the own world one might say but at times we need just that.
Okies, I'm off to work ... starting at fuenf
Monday, March 10, 2008
Alles Gute Zum Geburstag II @ Maison
Just some other pics from Kim's darling's birthday party ....
Daryl, mich, Ezza, Mariko and Kim
Me, Azli, Ming and a lost Sariman
For some reasons, I LOVE the backdrop
Speaking about this guy, he just called me ... long life lolz
Daryl, mich, Ezza, Mariko and Kim
Me, Azli, Ming and a lost Sariman
For some reasons, I LOVE the backdropSpeaking about this guy, he just called me ... long life lolz
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Angel and Devil 7
As it may seem to be, as surreal as one might think ... it isn't, it's just another brutal fact that people face each day.
Never did Devil thinks that Angel is such a calculative whore that each penny counts. Devil didn't know if she is just amused and amazed by that or simply in a state of dismay. Even 10 bucks counts ... however ... in a matter of fact, 70 bucks were forked out for her someone else. If really ... this LITTLE counts ... then Angel is owing people a LOT. The petrol ... the time ... very angelic as she might look and sound ... in actual fact, after what had happened ... is just ... WOW.
People do love her to bits ... but people also dislike her to bits ... for certain reasons. The ride of Angel and Devil came trashing down ... is unknown. However, it is a very suspicious cagey of someone else that maybe ... wanted to take the place of Devil, or maybe not ... nobody knows. Probably, the existence of this 3-ier is the person who just speed of of the trashing down. Perhaps also ... this is a test of the ride, whether it fails, or succeed ... and the answer is ... the bond fails ... the evil spirit succeeded.
It never works when only one party bothers about it and in this matter I guess ... both cannot be bothered. A tragedy as one might say ... and it is true somewhat in one way or the other.
Never did Devil thinks that Angel is such a calculative whore that each penny counts. Devil didn't know if she is just amused and amazed by that or simply in a state of dismay. Even 10 bucks counts ... however ... in a matter of fact, 70 bucks were forked out for her someone else. If really ... this LITTLE counts ... then Angel is owing people a LOT. The petrol ... the time ... very angelic as she might look and sound ... in actual fact, after what had happened ... is just ... WOW.
People do love her to bits ... but people also dislike her to bits ... for certain reasons. The ride of Angel and Devil came trashing down ... is unknown. However, it is a very suspicious cagey of someone else that maybe ... wanted to take the place of Devil, or maybe not ... nobody knows. Probably, the existence of this 3-ier is the person who just speed of of the trashing down. Perhaps also ... this is a test of the ride, whether it fails, or succeed ... and the answer is ... the bond fails ... the evil spirit succeeded.
It never works when only one party bothers about it and in this matter I guess ... both cannot be bothered. A tragedy as one might say ... and it is true somewhat in one way or the other.
Alles Gute Zum Geburstag @ Maison
One month ago, or maybe more ... we had an outing ... a random one ... or maybe not, I don't know. It was January ... that I thought I will never step my foot in Maison again but who knows that again and again, I am going back there after the first time I was there with Dede and Princess Felix. Though it has been mentioned again and again from people that this club is happening or ... so-called happening, I don't see how is it happening.
The birthday cake ... in a club, that is so ... whatever but anyways ...
Mostly from the same place but randomly ... from elsewhere as well ... just like friendster, connected somehow.
Birthday dude with the poor girl who was never free that night entertaining lolz or rather what we call as ber-socializing the whole night and oh mein gott ... Kim was swearing :o
I shall leave this commentless
On a seperate matter, like ... r-a-n-d-o-m-l-y .... I think that ...
She is uberly smoking and burning HAWT ... she actually reminds me of Jane, my used-to-be dance instructor ... long long time ago, esp in the Buttons video ... the way she dances is soooo Jane-nized.
The birthday cake ... in a club, that is so ... whatever but anyways ...
Mostly from the same place but randomly ... from elsewhere as well ... just like friendster, connected somehow.
Birthday dude with the poor girl who was never free that night entertaining lolz or rather what we call as ber-socializing the whole night and oh mein gott ... Kim was swearing :o
I shall leave this commentlessOn a seperate matter, like ... r-a-n-d-o-m-l-y .... I think that ...
She is uberly smoking and burning HAWT ... she actually reminds me of Jane, my used-to-be dance instructor ... long long time ago, esp in the Buttons video ... the way she dances is soooo Jane-nized.
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