Thursday, December 30, 2010

Jan-Dec 2010

Today is already December the 31st, the last day of 2010, which has been declared a public holiday nationwide due to the victory of the Malaysian team against Indonesia, which we won 4-2 on aggregate. It's something still very cynical to me. But, it's awesome because it means I have another day off and I love it. Let's just recap what happened throughout this year. This year, is the year that had the most changes in my life in these 3 years at least.

January
Thoughts after thoughts, deep contemplation, discussions, I finally handed my resignation letter to Cindy. I remembered I was night shift, she came in at 7am. I waited til nobody was at the office, I handed the letter, I left. Hyung knew it, one of the first few to know. Dede handed in the afternoon to Gavin, yes on the same day we did. It's the first ever time I met Jyun in person after years in MSN. haha.

February
It's Chinese New Year and I was not happy. Every year, I request AM shift. This year, I had the worst ever nightmare, that it was so tragic, I felt so bitter. I had AM shift on the eve, and later on, I was put in PM shift, followed by 5pm shift. Do you know this was SO frustrating? Why do people take things for granted when I tried to be nice to you? On February 27th, it was my last day serving that hotel, and I walked out as a free person, do anything that I like thereafter. I found out about Michael's existence.

March
I went with three others, Hyung, Gongkia and Aboeji went up to Gunung Nuang and spent the nite there. Just within that few days before that, I went up to PD for a night with Omma and family, which has not happened before. It's a record really. It was Matta Fair, I will have the time of my life with that flight I bought from there. It was in March they announced that Nampyeon will be in that new movie, but til now, no news no nothing. Usagi-ssi and Jay resigned too. It was hard adjusting my life.

April
I had my dream realized. It was to go to Korea. This is the country I will go again and an agreement has been made, I will go again in 2012 with friends this time. Dede, Snail and me went up to Genting just to enjoy the wind and drink one or two. I went for my first make-over that I got forced into. Coincidentally, I had a wedding dinner to attend to, so bravo. That loser is back to harass me. 780 beautiful pictures from Korea is gone.

May
It's a very depressing month whereby on the 27th, Toby left us for good, but he had remained in our hearts and loved for a lifetime. It's getting annoying, to be going from one interviews to another and not getting a job. This time, I got in Hartamas, I got employed. I was happy, more like relief, finally. I started the work, but I will not last long there, I knew it. It's a maid agency, people went jaw dropping the moment they found out. A public figure told me not to be stuck in that kinda place because that's not where my full potential is. My full potential will be at CS, and not admin work, so find a better one that suit me better.

June
Nampyeon had another digital single. I love it. Second time of the year, and over the advises of EVERYONE, I tendered from that current post. I was just not happy there.

July
I went for a very last minute holiday to Krabi with SP and Meow. I had a new-foound-hated enemy there called jelly fish. I got stung, it became rash, scar and now permanent. I will hate jelly fish for life. Dede's birthday she had her birthday party BBQ at her house. I got very annoyed with the host of that 2 countries for his interviews there.

August
It's his birthday. Saranghae. Nothing can happen better than this. This is something that I only watch in dramas. Never that I know, miracle happens. I started my current job.

September
My birthday, ended up in karaoke. I broke my alcohol drought for 2 months. That night, I touched alcohol again, and it went on for every single week for 2 months. It was this month I watched Step Up 3, immediately the next day, I went to find a dance school and I found one that I stick with it until now. I love it. Life is just beautiful each time I go for classes. Happy Chuseok Day!

October
It's the Halloween, also the drinking month. For the first time of my life, I went for a Korean showcase. It's not just another boy band you think. It's no other than the legendary G-O-D called JYJ. How awesome, how hawt they are in live performance. Everything about them is just so beautiful. It was 17th then, I can still remember very vividly how the hour went on. I enjoyed every second, every passing second, and this, I will not forget in my lifetime. That dude finally got married, with the girl he has been speculated with for the past few years that he denied all the way. We heard the truth, dude.

November
It's the Thanksgiving Day, people should be grateful. More turkeys please. I despise him, the guy that I believe is not a nice guy and my friend deserves someone better. He made her so upset, and I despise him now. It's the 2nd year anniversary since her passing, that Little Angel. The dramas has been released, the date was 8th Nov. Gomawoyo. Gor's first daughter was born. Chukhahae!

December
I dread when I heard that I gotta attend a Christmas Exchange Party with colleagues in a mamak. How awesome. This is the only time I dread to the very end. All I wanted was just to go home, and not there. My soul isn't with me that night. The last day of 2010 was declared a public holiday due to the victory of the Malaysian football team. A night at Bukit Tinggi, with both pillow and blanket fight.

So, that was how my year went by in 2010. How was yours

Monday, December 27, 2010

Merry Christmas 2010!

It's still not too late to wish ... still within that 12 days of Christmas =p

It's already the end of the year, so let's all put all of our hands together, to wish and hope for a better year in 2011. It has been quite a rollercoaster ride in 2010 and now, we shall put all the negative ones behind in 2010 and bring the positive ones to 2011.

Maeri Christmas everyone ... and oh yes, Happy Boxing Day too!!! It's sad that Boxing Day is equivalent to zero here.

This year, we had a very peaceful laid-back celebration, unlike years before this, whereby, it's all about parties. Oh no, age. Anyways, Merry Christmas hehe.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

What If?

Every now and then, I have this What If thought in me. What if one day, when I ber-mamak suddenly I bump into the Angel. What if one day when I go shopping, I bump into it. What if one day, I go partay, I bump into it. That doesn't give me the best feeling in the world, but it doesn't give me the worst feeling either.

It's true that I do not wanna be related and associated with it in any way, at all cost. But, if it so happens to be there where I am, there is nothing I can do either. The worst is to be disgusted with it, but of course, I think that will be a great entertainer as well. I will not leave because it's there. I will not choose to go elsewhere just because it's there. I don't see a point that my life should be affected because of a petty species like it.

It can be your best ever friend in this entire universe, but it does not mean it can be mine too. We can never be. I know too, that it's a desperate species, that whatever that has been done is very uncalled for.

So yes, I don't know what will I do if that one day really comes. Not like it didn't. It happened before many years back and even back then, I could not recognize it as, the changes was so huge. It looked so haggard then. I recognized the person next to it. Obviously, I will greet the person next to it. Yes, I mean it as next to. Nowadays, I don't even know if I will do the same bloody thing. I doubt it nevertheless. I guess I will just do what I'm best at. I admit this though, I am really good at ignoring.

If you wonder why am I using the subject as It, because it's a specimen. A specimen does not belong to a male, nor a female, can be both. Hence, IT.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Purpose of Celebration

Christmas is again around the corner. I thought it was just January yesterday. How can time flies just like that? The speed of time is getting more and more ridiculous. Don't you feel so? I'm nearing 30. OMG! Can I turn back the clock to be 23 again? :(

Every year, no matter where am I, we just do have the Christmas exchange gift huh? I'm talking about work. Yeah, we gotta exchange Christmas presents among colleagues. It's not by choice, it's by force. It really defeats the purpose if most of them are doing it for the sake of doing it, just because you say everyone has to do it. Christmas is all about sincerity, giving. But, when it's not from the heart, what is the whole point of having Christmassy feeling? What's the whole point of buying presents and exchanging it? It's really meaningless. So, you see, all have all those super happy mood to exchange gifts ... maybe I don't know, then all of a sudden, they say, budget is this certain amount per person and that location wise is where you and I will go for supper, stall. You wanna celebrate but where is the turkey? haha. But, I can only smell Mee Goreng. haha.

How sincere it is when you have spent only 5 minutes choosing the gift, because it had reached your budget? This is the most efficient ever shopping I had in my entire life when buying for presents. Last year, I spent one whole day for just one person's Christmas present, and I spent 5 times more than this amount I did today. Usually I get very stressed up for cracking my head up down centre middle ... this time, I don't even feel a pinch. Does it say something already? Perhaps.

I don't know why am I feeling that dreadful feeling so badly. Not like I have to pay for the meal or something, but I'm not liking the whole idea I guess? Last year was considered a grand celebration compared to this year, seriously.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

She Chose This Path

Someone told me something about an ex-classmate the other day. I have not seen her since we left school. I just have the tendency to lose contact with my secondary mates, and I love it haha. Oops, did I just type that out? Oh I did.

She was saying that she and her very good friend once upon a time had a very huge issue between them. So, the question was, why and what happened? I think this is the most stupid ever thing than can happen. It's because of one pathetic guy. The guy apparently liked her friend, but she liked him. Feelings are not something like "oh you like me? ok i will like you too." The girl that the guy liked stepped back to allow her friend to have it her way because to begin with, she didn't have any feelings for him. I was then told that because of that, she had parted ways with that very good friend, and that they are no longer friends since then? OH MY? Can people be more pathetic than that? I can't imagine. I can't believe. Since that fateful day, she changed from being the good girl, to join the company of the rascal group, became someone who drinks and smokes very heavily, someone you can never imagined she would be.

They kept on saying, she will change one day, she will change back to the person she once was. It's either they are being too optimistic or they are just painfully in self-denial. She will not. In other words, she was blaming the unhappiness to that other people. Doesn't she know happiness is in her own hands, her destiny lies in herself. How can you blame others for all these petty things? It's a matter of fact that negative influence is much more tempting that positive influence. Admit it. They kept on saying, they will be there for her if she needs them. Screw it, she will not. If you people are really people she consider as friends, she will not even walk out from your life.

All these whole chaos had proven it. It proved just one thing. A guy is more important than the friendship you had built for so many years. There's no sign of re-building it. It becomes nil. So much for a friendship aye? Just forget about it and move on. Why do you people wanna care and concern for her when she herself had pulled out herself from your life? Yeah I know as a friend those should and shouldn't things. There are limits, if you see no hope in that person and is totally out of cure, leave it, leave her alone. Don't sound like you're a Saint that's all. You don't have to complicate your life just because of a past memory. There's nobody who is right nor wrong. Remember, she chose this path to follow. For how she lives now, she was the one who made this decision, happy or sad, it's her. Nobody needs to judge her, because in the end, she's the one feeling it, it has nothing to do with you, or me. Don't give yourself a fake hope she will come back one day, she will not. Her acting this kinda way has proven everything you need to know. Nobody is forcing her, she is doing all these out of her own will. How one person deals with things reflect what kinda person she is already. Must I say more?

You don't even have to feel that her life is wasted like that. This is the most ever stupid reason that a girl can turn the back against her very own good friend. Guys are the same, if you turn your back against each other just because a girl, ask yourself if it's really worth it. It will not. Trust me. At 18, don't you know what's right and wrong? Well, that's her life.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

December - Tears In Heaven


To those who remember Cinderella Sister aka Cinderella Unni drama this year ... Moon Geun Young and Chun Jung Myung. This is the song from that drama, by a duo called December - Tears In Heaven. Now, I kinda miss that blunt young character of hers, instead of the current one. A very moving, and warm ballad. ;)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Hanguk Trip: Korea Part 5

Welcome to Soraksan National Park. Those who are not used to wearing high heels, please do not wear it here, as you need to walk a lot, not on flat routes, but on rough path, for, you need to climb up hill unless you decide to stay at the bottom, whereby you can't enjoy the scenery at the top. Next question will be, why are you even there if you don't intend to go to the top, or at least the middle? I found my relative here - a bear!!! OMO!! Om! I saw Om! We are one family! hehe

In order for you to start climbing, you first need to take the cable car. As you go along, the river and the scenery is really nice.

Unless you are used to it, do not go up til the top. It's very very steep. These people who go up, they need to come down with their ass sitting on the rock, slowly, and slowly ... to come down. They can't even walk down. It's so steep and there's nothing you can hold on to. Once you fall, good luck. Look at the pic, even with going up, just see their posture.

Oh ... maybe because of this I became a Goddess - a Goddess is someone who can withstand not eating and sleeping HAHAHA. That's my perfect definition :P

It might be glaring until my eyes could not open. Not that even in normal sunlight I can open my eyes as big as I wish to. I just have small eyes, don't blame me. But, the weather was actually quite cold. What I really miss during cold weather is .... to have ICE-CREAM! My gawd!! That feeling is awesome! It makes you shiver down your spine haha. According to them, this place where people pray, is quite accurate. Well, I don't know, not that I'm a great follower of any religion. It's just recently I found my true religion - in JYJ. Those who are not familiar, do not ask me what is that. It's a religion that's all I can tell haha.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Today, is Thanksgiving Day. We should be thankful with what we have.

Make it a habit. Today, stop complaining and ranting about things. At least for today. Don't complain that you have not enough money though you have tons of them, that you don't have a bf, you don't have a gf, or your gf this, your bf that, or the drivers on the road are mentals and psychos, or that your this did that, your that did that. Shh. Say thank you instead.

It's a good start, a positive start to being a positive person. Be thankful instead that you are here, to enjoy the beautiful life, to treasure how wonderful and how lucky you are to be here, right here, at this moment and this is priceless. You might not be the richest, might not be the best, but everything you have now, tangible and intangible, is not things that some people can even dream of.

Remember to eat more turkey yeah! haha

Happy Thanksgiving!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Get L-O-S-T

Please allow me to say this, that some people really have an ugly flower vase brain. I'm sorry to say, but, he proved himself well enough that is now certified. Flower vase = empty in the inside.

Again, the moment I met him for the first time, not knowing anything about him, obviously I trust my instincts at that moment of time. He's a friend of a friend, who got to know from other friends as well. Though I have been told that he's actually an okay person, I trust my feelings more. It's not that I don't trust my friends, but, everyone's perception on people differ from one to another. It is also a fact that people are usually caught between your own judgement and people's perception towards him who obviously know him more than you do. No matter how much they know him, I still prefer to trust the feeling at that moment of time.

It turned out to be, he really isn't like how he was described as. Looking at him, I know, he's definitely not someone you can trust with. See, he's actually a someone to my friend. Though I did not say anything, my friend knew I was not too keen on him, that I don't like him like how she wish I could. Hence, she kept a lot of their problems from me, to avoid any hatred that bound to happen if I were to know about how was he treating my friend.

Recently, he got to know my friend went out to partay~ Well, what's wrong with adults going to partay you may ask. Nothing's wrong for any of us, only him. They are over with each other, gone were the days. It's all just in the history. My friends are all nice people, they are people who will give second chance to boys, guys, and whatever you call them as. This, will be no different. My gut feelings told me otherwise. He will not change. I warned her, but, as long as she's happy I'm cool. It's normal for people to dance in club, no? What's a club for? To sit around look at people and look oh-so-boring? That's so pathetic, and I think that's more for him, and not others. He got to know that she was dancing with a guy friend and he commented something very ruthlessly. He's no longer in her life, everything was in the past. What is wrong with doing so>? He does not have any effing right to comment anything about the way she parties.

He was saying, that she is such an easy girl. Oh, and just FYI, he did not see how she danced with that dude in his own eyes. Someone else told him. Hence, of him commenting such thoughtlessness remarks.

First of all, he was someone from her past and whatever she does now, has got nothing to do with someone like him. Since he is so judgmental of people, why does not he see a problem in himself? Take a mirror, and look. It's full of problems, from head to toe, even the one inside his head. If only he see the never-ending flaws he has, he should just shut his big mouth and go on with life. You know what? It's not gonna be a chance for you anymore, and no matter what, this time, I can assure that. I will not let it happen babeh. You know why? Coz you are such an undeserving idiot. Yeah, go on commenting, go on bitching, you will not go far in life. Remember this, the problem is YOU. Just continue being a loser. If you think you are so great, well, just continue living in denial because you are so far from that. I can see at least something good in people, even though I might not that keen on them, except you, I wonder why? Please sit around more to talk even more, and you can join Asia's Biggest Loser the next season. Good Luck yo. haha.

Monday, November 22, 2010

2nd Anniversary

Today marks the 2nd year since her passing.

All of us miss you a lot, hoping that you are happier, and most important, free from torments, injections, pain, and worries.

She is someone that one can hardly forget, the small little sized girl, with a heart of a gold, and face of an Angel. She, who had touched so many people's heart. She, who had taught the true meaning of life to so many people. When all of us complain about our daily life, whether we do not have enough money to spend, that someone irritates you, or just you don't have enough time to party, she is just seeking and hoping that the next day, she is able to wake up, alive. It's that simple for her. For that, she is happy enough, she is satisfied, even though she needs to go one whole lot of pain every single day. Her will and determination to live is stronger than 10 people combined.

Thank you for coming into our life

Love.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Sungkyunkwan Scandal


Though Micky is hawt there, I don't really like the character there. I prefer Yoo Ah In, he is so damn sexay! :P And OMO Song Joong Ki is so kewt .. and can you believe that he's 25! This is so addictive. ^^ love.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Ignorant Drivers

Driving on the road is just getting more and more irritating. If I have an option to either drive to work and LRT, I will opt for the LRT just anytime. It's not practical when the LRT is located half an hour from my house. And, KTM is not that nearby either, it's not walking distance. And, to get a parking space in the station is almost impossible. Plus, KTM does not go straight to my working place, I need to change numerous public transport. I foresee if I were to take it, by the time I reach office, I would be tired as hell.

I really hope and wish that people can just be not annoying. Yes, annoying. Not because they put the Boom Boom music, or they did not put the indicator, or that they speed, or they cut queue. Obviously, all those are also factors, but without them showing all these is enough to piss someone off already. It's the main one.

People, can you just don't BLIND others by putting all those stupid screwed up lights, stop being a specimen on the road

You're happy I know. Can you be more considerate on others? Will you even like it if I blind you? Don't you feel irritated? Then stop all those shit. I really hope til the end of my life that these people get their license hang and to jail RIGHT AWAY. It's a crime to the very core, because they harm others on the road. Some people have more serious problem when they look at lights THAT blinding. It can cause accident, and some accidents started from there. It's brighter so what?? It doesn't give you any right to use that kind of stupid lights. Others are using normal lights, why can't YOU? And yes, I don't care how Ahbengfied are you, irregardlessssss.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Chajatta (I Found You) - JYJ - Sungkyunkwan's Scandal



-Romaji-

[JJ]
Soljikhi cheoeumen mollatseo
Oyeonhan mannamiyeatjiman
[YC]
Ijaeggeot nan gippeumbodan
Apeumeul duh manhi baewatseo
[JS]
Noonmoori manatdun najiman
nuh-aegaen ootseumman joolggeoya
Ijaeseoya
Nae banjjokeul chajatnabwa
Ireokae gaseumi ddwigo-itjana
[JJ]
Chajatta naesarang,
Naega chatdun saram
Ddeugupgae anajoogoshipuh
Gamanhi nooneul gamajoollae
Naega ibmatchweo joolsoo-itgae
Saranghae nul saranghae
Chajatta,
Nae gyutae dool han saram
[YC]
Ma-eumeul dadatdun najiman
Nuh-aegaen naema-eum joolggeoya
Ijaeseoya nae banjjokeul chajatnabwa
Ireokae gaseumi ddwigo-itjana
[JS]
Chajatta naesarang,
Naega chatdun saram
Ddeugupgae anajoogoshipuh
Gamanhi nooneul gamajoollae
Naega ibmatchweo joolsoo-itgae
Saranghae nul saranghae
Chajatta,
Nae gyutae dool han saram
[YC]
Dadchyeotdun naema-eum apeun sangchuh da anajoon saram
[JJ]
Duh manhi saranghaejoogo shipeo unjaekkajina
[JS]
Chajatta naesarang,
Naega chatdun saram
Ddeugupgae anajoogoshipuh
Gamanhi nooneul gamajoollae
Naega ibmatchweo joolsoo-itgae
[JJ]
Gamanhi nooneul gamajoollae
Naega ibmatchweo joolsoo-itgae
Saranghae nul saranghae
Chajatta,
Nae gyutae dool han saram
[YC]
Gomapda.... Naegyutae wajoseo

Honestly, at first I didn't know, though it was an accidental encounter
Till now, I've learned more about sorrow than happiness
Though I was full of tears, I will bring you only laughter
I must have finally found my other half
My heart is racing like this
Found you my love, The person I've been searching for
I want to share a heated embrace with you
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips
I love you, its you who I love
Found you! The person I'll keep by my side
Though I had kept my heart closed, I'll give my heart to you
I must have finally found my other half
My heart is racing like this
Found you my love, The person I've been searching for
I want to share a heated embrace with you
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips
I love you, its you who I love
Found you! The person I'll keep by my side
The person who embraced all the painful wounds on my closed heart
I want to love you more and more, for eternity
Found you my love, The person I've been searching for
I want to share a heated embrace with you
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips,
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips
I love you, its you who I love
Found you! The person I'll keep by my side
Thank you.. for coming to my side


OMO!!! This is SO SO SO FREAKING awesome!
Credits to Copy, Paste & Save

Hanguk Trip: Korea Part 4

I don't like it. It's gonna be back to that same old boring life again. Boring. Yet, another week. How interesting can it be. Shiroyo.

Well, this has been going on for the past 7 months, and this is only Part 4. I am a big time procrastinator when it comes to updating. I have a busy life. Busy working, drinking, gym, dance, eat, sleep, and dramas. Haha. =p

We gotta take this ferry over to the island. Welcome to Nami Island

Tadaaa isn't this familiar. Oh yea .. this was the first ever Korean drama, or so it seems to make Korea famous. Ever since its release, other dramas went along, until today. It's the Korean wave for so many years, and it's getting bigger and bigger. Here was where Winter Sonata was filmed.

If it was winter, it will be very much nicer when it's covered with snow

What a nice sight, all fit people around, tall and thin, I like! Choahaeyo! The queue were so long, all were lining up to get back on the land

Spread the love. Sarangi!

Friday, November 5, 2010

Happy Diwali!

To all Indians, and to anyone else celebrating this festive season, Happy Diwali to all!

Be united, to celebrate this season.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Happ Halloween!

Happy Halloween everyone!

Hope everyone had a blast yesterday, whether you're out partying, or you're at home having a good time!

While me, I had lots of fun, it was an awesome night, with good companions, fun place, nice music, great ambience.

There's something I wanna say though. Tables in clubs are placed very near to each other. It is during these times you get to meet very very lame guys. During celebrations, during festivals that is. We have one table next to us, mostly guys, I really don't know how to describe them anymore. This is not criticizing, but more of the truth than anything else. My back was facing them, and so, they started to cheers with my friends. Looking at them, I don't feel like it, because I feel the lameness in them from the very first glimpse. Trust your feelings, trust your judgement.
After awhile I started to move to the other side of the table, not wanting to stand so close to them. The further, the better! The cheers part started only after our guy friend left the table. They got so nice, so whatever. They actually asked for drinks from us, but we are not generous people, we will not donate our alcohol. After we ignored their request, they actually took our bottle without asking, to pour for themselves? WTH is wrong with them? No money, LEAVE! Damn you. Please, alright, really, they are acting like they are so damn hawt, but in my eyes, they are so dang below par. Cow dang.
Solution? Oh, I took that 2 bottles we had on the table, held onto it. I don't care. Whatever it takes to protect our alcohol, I will!
Their response? They stole our cup. HOW CHEAP?! They are uber disgusting. Period.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

8 Long Years to Wait

I think it's a very sad thing to know that a girl has to wait for 8 long years, before the guy pops up the question to her, about getting married. She has waited for so long, but Thank God, he finally decided to go forward with her. It has been 8 years, not 8 months.

It's also a well-known fact that she really really wants to get married, except, the guy does not want. She even confronted him bout this before, but he was not even acknowledging it, reason being, financial constraints. I guess, it's such a relief for her heh. haha. She's a girl who wants to get married, the earlier, the better. That's her, unlike the other girls that I know, who does not want. I can assure that I guess 99% of my ex-classmates are people who wanna get married. The 1% I think is me. haha.

A friend has asked if I am going, since that he's not even close to her. My answer will be, oh, I was not invited, but I'm actually really glad. I'm a total broke. He told me that he will remind her. To me, it's not so much about going, but it's more about our position with each other. She's definitely not someone I can be friends with, I can never go out with her one on one. Even in groups, I don't feel like it. I'm afraid if that happens, when I really go out with her, there will be a day I will just screw her. To avoid stuff like that, it's best I keep my distance from those people. These group of people are not the most polite people I must say, or sometimes, they say things without thinking, they might not mean it, but I really don't care whether you think, you mean, or whatever, but it's more like what have been said will remain as it is. I only believe my ears. I told him too that even if she invites me, I definitely will not go. That's me, because I was not close to her in any point of my life before.

I don't see a point of others reminding the others to invite this and that, because to begin with, you should have included those people you wanna invite. Those who are not, means only one thing - not friends. I'm thankful I'm not in. It's the principles. I will stick to one no matter what happens.

When I was told about her wedding, my response was "FINALLY???" haha. Believe it or not, I have not seen her ever since we left school, so that would be 8 years ago, even before she met her husband-to-be. So yeah, she can be really rude at times, but again, it's not like I'm not used to it. However, I don't want to get used to petty stuff like that, knowing that our attitude clashes hell a lot. I have a choice, I have an option. Hence, I should distance myself like how I used to. I just vanish from them for 6 years before, what makes you think I will not again? Oh, and to remind myself, the last time I met them was my birthday, one year ago. One down, 5 to go. Hence, I shall prevail. Awesome!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

[Official Ost] Mary Stayed Out All Night Drama



Ahhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Nampyeon!! OMO!! I just can't wait for 8th Nov to come when it will officially release. OMO OMO OMO OMO OMO!!! MY most anticipated drama of the year since You're Beautiful. I was actually anticipating Kimi Wa Petto initially but it has been postponed til the 1st quarter of the year in 2011. So, til then let's be patient. At the moment, I have a very good feeling this is gonna be a good drama, with Nampyeon there, it won't turn out bad. I really believe. But, to tell you the truth, he's just so beautiful, so beautiful that he outshone MGY as a girl. He's beautiful yet namja enough haha. OMO OMO OMO OMO OMO!! Yet again, just with this short trailer, it never failed to melt my heart. AHHHHHH!!! So irresistible yobo.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Fun OK @ Cheras

It was a few months back that we went to this place called Fun OK. It's located somewhere in Cheras. I'm a noob in Cheras, and if you ask me where about do I know there, it's only the route to Dede's house and out of Cheras. That's all. haha. Yes, THAT noob.

I love this place. It's very casual, cozy where this is a great place to chill out with a small amount of friends. Not too big nevertheless because it will be really noisy then. Well, to be honest, I don't like noisy places when it comes to dining. I just love to have a cozy and peaceful place to catch up with buddies. The interior is really special as well, and it's very creative. They have all different kinds of furnitures there that makes it interesting. There are some chairs with the shape of a toilet bowl haha. All sorts of funny pictures that make that place looks so interesting.

Noodles

Beverages

Ain't this portion big

The club sandwich is even bigger

Of course, us

Need not worry about the price because it is VERY affordable, just like you and me. I don't go for expensive food. My afforadable price ranges from RM5 to RM15 or maybe some RM20 I can't even remember. But, definitely, not expensive. I don't think the food can reach up to RM20 though. Their service was superb. The moment we walk in, someone is already there to attend to us, and the person brought us to our desired table. Whenever we want anything, there are there. I am honestly impressed and have no complaints about this. There are countless restaurants, cafes and other eateries should learn from them. This is what service is all about. What's the point of giving me napkin, pouring wine for me, when in the end of the day, they act so ruthlessly, right? I don't need those. Do I say also that I love the food. No complaints.

I was there for 3 times, and so far, it's all good. If I have to complain, it's about the operation hour. I am a night person, so ... I go to these places late. So unfortunate, they close at 1am. Or else, it's gonna be awesome. Well, I understand why, they are not some karaoke or anything. It's totally acceptable.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Chingu + Beautiful Weekend

It was such a beautiful weekend, with 2 drinking sessions. Yeah I know I drank again. Haha. It has been going on since my birthday weekend. Once a week is not too much right? exclude this week. Not like I drink til I get wasted. I wasn't piss drunk or anything, so I guess, it's absolutely alright.

It was such an exhausting weekend, with my lack of sleep, and food during the weekends. But, it's substituted with alcohol instead. Haha. Met a couple of different friends, and I'm loving it. I love this life I have now.

I am not gonna sacrifice anything else to have good companions.

I have read it in an article that there are 2 types of people in this world, the money people, or the time people. It is no doubt, and I am not making this a secret either, I love money. Haha. Yes, I love, but I am not obsessed. It's also a matter of fact, money IS important. People argue over this. How many families break up because of its financial issues. If there is a statistic, it surely gonna be very shocking. Its best not to know it. The money people are people who tend to be workaholic. They love it too much they work so hard. It's not like they don't have enough money, but they do not seem to be able to stop working, as they wanna earn more and more, the more, the better. The time people are the ones who are more laidback, the ones who wanna enjoy life more than anything else. They need to work too of course, or else, where are they gonna get the cash to enjoy life, right? So, if it's 9-5 job, they will not be willing to OT. They are the ones who live for the moment. Maybe, it's too easy going you think, for not planning the future? You don't have to plan too far ahead, whatever you plan for might not even come true. You live once, why not enjoy what you have now, rather than stressing over stuff you don't have to?

I, for sure, do not fall into the money category. No matter how much I love money, it is not THAT important that I can reject everything away, for this. I cannot sacrifice my weekends for this. I have sacrificed once, it wasn't because I am naturally a workaholic, it's more because the industry is like that. There's no life during weekends. Money cannot buy good companions and beautiful weekends. Since money is limited, I will sacrifice my shopping. I will forbid myself to go shopping until after Chinese New Year. That's like 4 months. I think it's impossible. Let's make it til Christmas then. Haha. Hence, I can save money for drinking. HAHAHA. :P

Thursday, October 21, 2010

DBSK - Always Keep the Faith! Hwaiting!!

When you see them perform, whether it's over Youtube, over the radio, over the CD, or whether it's LIVE, it's absolutely outstanding. Just imagine five Heavenly voice combined together and be united, how does it feel? You feel you're in Heaven instead, everything goes on so smoothly, and it's just perfect. I have never seen any groups as perfect as extraordinary as this before, it doesn't matter if it's groups from Western, or Eastern. I really do not have the same feeling I have. They give me goose bumps each time I watch their videos, even though I have watched it countless times, I still have those in me. Even though it's just in my car, in a CD, I equally have goose bumps over those.


If you say they are not hawt, no other guys on this Earth can be hawt anymore. Other guys might have different opinions, but when it comes to them, every single person tell me the same thing, they are rweally HAWT. It;s not even a question. It has to be a statement. Namja, don't be jealous. They are already the level of G-O-D.


I wonder, if the company is crazy enough to let these 5 beautiful voices go. You will never get another group as good as this, in a really very long long time to come. You name any groups out there now, none of them is comparable. They are in an entirely different level from the rest. They pave ways for the others to step in. Chi geum, it's not even time to say goodbye yet. Always keep the faith. Hwaiting!!!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Alcohol, the Great

Alcohol has been so stereotyped that once you mention it or say that you're going for a drink, they say that you're bad and that you have not been good. It has always been associated in that kinda way, except if you drink yourself. Some people are so close-minded, they start looking at you differently, all because you drink. How bad can that be? Not that you harm other people, or anything. I guess, as long as it's under control, it's all good.

Alcohol is not always bad, it's only bad if you do it excessively. If it's done in moderation, it's in fact, do you good. Alcohol prevents disease and sickness at a later stage in life, and it complements food pretty well. So, why not? A drink or two do you no harm.

This happened many times before the moment I told those people I'm going for a drink. They asked, what happened, did I just break up, or am I facing some problems? That it's not good to turn to alcohol to solve problems, I should face it, and not avoid it. Do I look I am so mentally weak I need to turn to alcohol to run from problems for a moment of time?

Not to mention that alcohol can bring people together. It is during the drinking time that it brings people, from all races in the world, any religions in the world, not considering genders, together as one nation. It is a race and religion, as well as its own belief. It sees no gender, no age limit, no race, no religion, no country, no colour. It's just by itself. It brings all nations and regions together, in peace and harmony, without boundaries. It is the greatness of alcohol.

Look at the festivals that is happeneing, it's all now associated with alcohol these days. This is phenomenal. You don't cheers with water, or ribena, or orange juice, or coke.

Hence, support. Alcohol, the great. It's awesome. Gampai! HAHA! I'm not near an alcoholic at all, so .. please, don't tell me I should stop. Thank You.

*If only it's cheap here ... then ... I can drink more =p

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Dress to KILL

There's a phrase which says "Dress to Kill." And, girls go out all the way to really kill, and some, almost killed me, literally.

It's okay, and it's alright if you wanna dress, beautify yourself, doll yourself up, outside the corporate world. Even if you wear pink, I might not look at you til this extent. But, I just don't think wearing outfit which I label as skimpy in a corporate world is appropriate no matter how one sees it. She might think it's pretty, makes her look sexier wearing more revealing outfit, much shorter and more skin exposing outfit. Woman, it doesn't make you look sexier, it makes you look sluttier if you have not known it. What would people think? What would bosses think? What would colleagues think?

Can you just dress appropriately to work? It's okay for being casual to work, but at least cover everything up. She's wearing as short as my denim shorts, in fact her dress was shorter than that, her back was bare. Does she think this is a club, where she is there to get all heads turn to her? Yes, she got her intention fulfilled, just for the wrong reason unfortunately. Again, I know, it's none of my business and that I am not her boss or whatever. But, if it causes sore to my eyes, irritation, and I felt so disturbed just looking at her? How could you explain that.

I have other people leaving negative remarks on how she dresses to work. How inappropriate and how unbefitting she is. Is she just another attention grabber? Please don't. I really don't want another of those type. Observing her through her obnoxious attitude, she might be. Does she need her own male boss to comment about it? People don't meet clients in that kinda derogatory clothes and yet still considered professional. You like it or not, professionalism is still very conservative, and nothing had changed much about it. If she wants to go out to party, shopping, lie down on the beach with that, I have totally no say and I will not either. But, when you wear that to work, does she know that she is disrespecting herself, and to others? I don't see why others can dress in a proper way, and not her? Most important, she really made the women in the world look so cheap. Honestly.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Hanguk Trip: Korea Part 3

This was right after the miniature park, the waterfall. The wind was so chilly so nice ... and the weather was just perfect, not too cold not too hot, and the scenery was nice, the sound of the waterfall was awesome

We headed to a place to see how people in the villages live, with their folks music, the condition they stay in, what do they do during their free time and stuff like that, pretty interesting. Ahh .. and when you're thirsty, ahjussi is selling ice-cream, ahh so refreshing. Now, I am starting to see this kinda ice-cream in Malaysia now. Choahaeyo!

This is how it looks like, just really small space for a family to live in

Ok, travelling time ...

Next up ... Nami Island ... this was where Winter Sonata was filmed ... ;)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10 vs 1

If one person says bad about you, the possibility of the problem lies in this person is sorta high. If 10 person says the same negative things about you, then the possibility of you being the problematic one is 100 percent higher.

Unfortunately, 10 person says the same stuff about you. One person says something good about you. It is believed that one bunch of people who hangs out together have something in common, that's why they are friends. It does not need to be one big bunch, but even 2 person is good enough. If the ratio has such big difference, I think it's best you reflect yourself. Unfortunately again, I don't think you are mentally stable enough to actually see it, even after countless failed friendships. Perhaps, spoilt brat like you have the mentality that you are all tall and mighty and that once a friendship or relationship fails, the problem is them.

Don't you feel wrong that one after another leaves you? In the end of the day, how many friends that you can really call them as friends? I might not have many many friends, but I know I at least have a few real quality ones that have already past 5 years, and some, approaching there. Really honestly, I have never heard anyone saying good things about you. It comes to a point that I don't know if I should laugh at you, or really really pity you. Again, why must I pity you since that you deserve every single thing that is happening now? How pretentious, how hypocritical you can be, I really don't wanna know. I just know, that's your profession and you are really capable. I lose. I lose big time. I admit. I really cannot imagine that you will go to a point of hurting yourself to get people's attention. Isn't it too far for attention?

Maybe, it's time to reflect why are there so many guys you tried to go after and you failed? You really failed. It's something nobody can tell you. Perhaps, you might wanna think and really reflect. At times, I really pity. But, most of the times, I don't. I think it's just payback time on how you treat people. You deserved it. You just do. Well, it's karma. Don't you know that? Who knows someone just plays on you one day, I will not be surprised . It all just comes back to you :)

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Dishonesty and Lies

It was someone's wedding early this month. It's nothing big, no hoo-ha and I didn't know until today when a friend posted the pictures up. Not that I am bothered about his wedding and all, because he's not that important afterall.

Perhaps, whatever speculations he had before from our friends to tell us to be aware is right all along. We didn't know how or what or where. It's from very trusted people telling us this. I know this is a very old story, but now I really wonder, if really they were together then, why must be lie? I wouldn't call him secretive, I will call him sneaky. I don't even think you should lie about this, you outrightly deny all the possible rumours and try to convince each of us you weren't together with her. Bullshit or what? Why can't you just tell the truth? It's not like when you tell the truth, people stop befriending you, except that perhaps you might not get your victims.

It's not that we assumed. But, he denied, and denied and denied. What was his motive back then. A secret? How secretive can it be when his colleagues came telling us indirectly about the girl being his gf, or fiance, I'm not even sure. There were a few colleagues back then, from different departments, are not friends with each other, could tell us the same thing. Two came to ask how's his gf doing. Two. Another one came to tell me that a girl answered his phone on a very very early morning one day, telling that friend don't call anymore because he's her husband. What is it to hide? He even came asking me if I know anyone from another hotel because he named that girl, telling me that she wants to come here to work. Oh. I see. I know, it could be friends, yes I know. But, I felt something fishy. Since he will deny again, I might as well, keep quiet.

I feel he's just a very dishonest person. At that point of time, you can feel he's trying his luck on our friend, and of course, I don't like it. I really don't. At a point of time, we were close, and last year, we stopped talking completely over something stupid. He's only over sensitive and I don't think I should be even explaining. So, I didn't. And, I don't care. His problem that he wanna feel that way, it isn't anyone's fault when it's a conversation between his colleagues and me. ^^ Guess what, I have never ever even regretted one bit when all these happened. I should be happy and glad, and that, after being in that kinda situation, he better don't try to be funny by remaining close with my friend, because that is not possible. The moment I turn my back, the moment he can never have anything succeeded. I'll go out all the way against him, and it cane be succeeded over my dead body XD Yea I'm like that ... so you like it or you don't, it has nothing to do with me. Well you can't expect me to treat you like God, can you? You're not Yobo.

I'm not a sore loser. Despite all that happened, have a happy marriage.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Extreme

September had officially ended. It's now October. Can time stop a little while, give me some time to rest and take a deep breath? I have always thought that time flies, even when I was still in school. I have never wanted to grow up. I have never wanted to start living as an adult. But, it's reality, everyone needs to. I'm not trapped in a 26 year old body with a mind of 2 year old nevertheless. When my time comes, I know I should not shy away from reality. I need to face it, with pride and dignity.

Anyways, I wonder, how can people change their commitment so that fast? Getting married when you only know him in less than a year. As I know, she got to know him this year, both live in different countries, so, all along, it has only been a LDR. Yeah weekends she will fly down to visit him, but does that make it as more sacrificial, and more value? She said, oh due to religious reasons, she needs to get married. Can religion sustain a relationship? :o She worships him like a God, because she thinks his knowledge, his whatever about religion is to die for. I'm not saying it's not good to have something to believe in, but ... when it goes to the extreme? She said, in relationship, they should not do anything more than holding hands. Can I laugh?

How much, how well you know him? Less than a year. I can only say Good Luck. Leaving your family, prestigious job behind, fly over there, with only his friends, and family. The well known phrase says Love is blind. It's not. It's the people who are blind. Yeah I know I know, people are gonna say as long as she's happy, who am I to say anything right? She's downgrading the dignity of women. Doing all these things used to be like .. something to be proud of those days. These days, it's called bimbo-ish. Of course, out of so many things, these are not even one third of what she has done, and said. It sounds like she just can't wait to get married! They can both worship God everyday together now! Sounds awesome.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

It's Gonna Be Birthday

The Goddess birthday will be tomorrow already. Oh no, am aging. Goddess as in because I can live without sleeping and eating. Thus, Goddess. wth. haha. Recently, I mortalized myself by started to work. Hence, am now a pure mortal, and it's because I am a mortal, I need sufficient food and sleep daily. However, I just don't get those.

Honestly, am fed up with celebrating birthdays, my own birthdays anyway. I don't mind celebrating friends', I am more than happy to, but my own birthday will be the last birthday I deep inside really want to. Each year, things come up, things happen, that just screw my mood. One year ago, my mood got screwed I did not even have dinner, with an empty stomach, I went to party like a popstar. Yes, I was happy with the session with alcohol, but once mood is screwed, it will not make up to it. That leaves both good and bad memory for a birthday if you know what I mean.

For 3 years consecutive already, my birthday has been celebrated in complements with alcohol. I guess, this year, we have all grown out of it, a bit. Thus, it's not gonna be held in a club anymore. THOUGH, deep inside, I really want it to be in a club once again. However, circumstances don't allow me to. Even though it's not in a club, alcohol is still gonna be there. Just for your information, I am not a good drinker, I just love being around alcohol. Also, I am not an alcoholic. If you wanna compare me with others, I can be like the most useless drinker. HAHHA.

Also, each birthday, I'll wonder how much have I changed. Well, every year, I look back to that year, a lot of things change. I frequently change, each year. I think, I do change a lot too in a matter of fact. Even though I have stayed on in a company for a period of time, the lifestyle remains, but ... my inner part keeps on changing, not to say the outer part too LOL wth

Oh yeah baby .. aha aha I like it, AWW!! :P

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Happy Chuseok Day and Happy Mid-Autumn

September the 22nd is a special day whereby so many festivals fall today in 2010.

First, it's the Mooncake festival or better known as Mid-Autumn Festival. This year, I fail to eat even a bite of a moon cake. I'm that sad I know. I used to buy it from my ex-company when I was still working there. I left this year, so ... goodbye 30%. Dang!

To all Chinese ... Happy Mid-Autumn, do not crash at the front of my gate to play with lantern and candles like what someone did earlier, neighbour. Do not.

Next, it's the Chuseok Day. It's the Korean Thanksgiving whereby Koreans will return to their hometown to visit their ancestors. This is one of the biggest festival there, if not the biggest. They will have a family gathering and a feast with all the traditional food, songs and etc.

To all Koreans, Happy
Chuseok Day. How I wish I'm in Korea, I have then 3 days holiday. That is like the awesome-nest or daebak-est of all.

Japan will have a public holiday on 23rd September, not sure whether it's the same occasion, or a different one. Bottom line, Taiwan, Hong Kong, China, Korea, Japan all have public holidays. I wanna be Korean, can?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Step Up 3

After all has been said about this movie, I finally went to watch myself. I did not watch the 1st and 2nd part, so there is nothing I can compare it to.

Step Up 3 ... a must watch for all those who love dancing. The plot, storyline, acting, has really nothing to shout about. Really, nothing. All is pretty ordinary, nothing too memorable. Luke is cute, but he is lacking of something attractive in him, I just don't know what. While Natalie, I just don't like her.

However, when it comes to the dancing, the choreography, I went insane. Omo! The dancing is just awesome. It reminds me that I have been missing dancing a lot, like hell a lot. This movie is a stepping stone to remind myself I really need to do something, not just sitting around do nothing, just hoping inside that when the next day comes, I will be dancing. There is no such thing. I need to find a place where I can be dancing again. I really need to. I stopped dancing few months back, it's time to start it again. I know, this time, for sure I can go to one. I was so determined, the next day, I went searching for a studio. Guess what? I got it. This is what happens, when you believe in something, and you put an effort and be determined, you will get it. I wanna feel it once again, the place I once was.

Alcohol fasting

It was the night of July 10th when I last touched alcohol. I did not touch ever since. 1 week down, 2 weeks, 3 weeks 1 month ... 2 months, and it needed me 2 months and 5 days later only I finally drank. It wasn't because I was pissed drunk that night, it was more because I just did not. There's no chance of drinking for the duration of 2 months and 6 days.

I went alcohol fasting. It's a big achievement. My resolution for 2010 has finally achieved. One may say it's too early to say, but I can for sure guarantee it will go on just like that. I will not turn into a drinker anytime. My resolution is actually to cut down on drinking, and I guess, I really did. The 1st 6 months has quite a number of drinking. However, the moment it touched the 2nd half of 2010, it tremendously went down. From July til now, it's less than 5 times, more precisely only twice. This is phenomenal!!

Only on 16th Sep ... I finally drank again, and I meant, only drinking beer! No hard liquor at all. So, does it still consider as fasting? Anyhow, whether it's still counting or not, I have achieved something big. That's because I went to Genting, or else I wouldn't have touched at all too hehe.

Chukhahae!

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Hanguk Trip: Korea Part 2

It's still in the miniature park. I like!

I saw Dweji. Dweji means pig in Korean. Son Goku's Pig. Nice to eat, yum yum.

It's Nihon. Japan. The ever so popular cartoon during my very much younger days. I still remember it used to air at 7pm haha. The amount of comic books of Doraemon, is much much more than any other comic books combined.

Marilyn Manroe ... haha I don't even know how to spell it. Gwenchana.

Ohh omo ... I saw another 4 Dweji there .. haha ... jingja kwiyota! Sooooo cuteeee

I really like this. It reminds me of Nampyeon hahahaha ... :P

You can actually see this in many places. It is to guard this place. However, they believe that if you are a yoja (girl), and you are single, and if you touch it, you will get a bf. OH .. NO wonder!!! :P

One of a Kind

I have no idea how much I hated him now. I really and I mean I really really despise him, as a person, as someone who shares the same oxygen as I do, a friend's *fill in the blanks* and etc. I really do.

How can I accept it when he, whether he did it on purpose or not, abuse my friend? He practically took my friend away. I hate it so much. I don't acknowledge him any longer. We were once seeing each other so often, hanging out every now and then, and because of that particular fatass, we could not do so many things together anymore. I have lost my friend to him, and I really dislike that idea.

There are only so few things we could do now, all because of that bloody bugger. Don't blame me if I am being very critical over his physical, or even his name. It will not be that bad if only he treats her better. Even when we are passing by each other, I don't look at him, I just ignore him blatantly, not a HI anymore, not an acknowledgement, not a nod, not anything. I have come to a point of treating him very transparent these days, and I think that alone is already good enough, considering of what he has done now. I don't even know why am I treating him so good. Sigh. I guess, whole family has lived up to that title of, one kind of a family ^^

NO humans treat other humans in this kind of way.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Hanguk Trip: Korea Part 1

This is like a dream come true. I went to my dream place in April 2010. Yesh, this year! Yesh, roughly 5 months ago. Guess what? I think, it's all fated. I was supposed to go to the US instead, to visit my brother as I guess this is the only opportunity I have. After all the trouble making arrangements and all, I even went to the US embassy here for the interview session (sounds so like job hunting), after all the hoo-has, only to know that my visa got REJECTED. Why? Ah, apparently, I do not have enough evidence. What evidence? Don't know what don't wanna know either, my visa got rejected, period. Do you know the close to 500 bucks that was paid earlier, the whole lum sum, is BURNED as well? Oh yeah .. I can buy a phone with that amount of money okeh? From that very moment, I ... will boycott that place. My 2nd dream is crashed. That's fine. I think I prefer and I love Korea more, my Nampyeon is there no matter what.

Before I went, people reminded me over and over again, remember to come home. I think they are afraid that I will get married and settle down there, forgetting that my home is actually here. HAHAHA. They specifically mentioned do not get married, and please come home. =.=

My very first time seeing Hangbok in front of my eyes, also the very first time seeing it. This portrait, is the dude that made Korea famous. Classic. No, I didn't go mad over him, I have my own one. :P


The top picture as well as this picture is taken in Jeju Island. This is a myth, whether my background, is actually a dragon, or a pig's head. It depends on how you see it, until today, it seems, there is still no answer to that. To me, it's more like a dog's head. XD haha. There is another myth from the same location whereby, busses will stop their engines, let it go, and it can still go forward by itself, even though it is going uphill.

This is one of the scenery I really jongmal jingja joahaeyo!! I really really like this sakura thingy, so nice .. so so nice okay. Chota!

Then it's time for miniature park. They have things like Leaning Tower of Pisa, Eiffel Tower, Great Wall of China, Taj Mahal, and the one that represented Malaysia was ... something. However, I feel the Petronas represents Malaysia more, rather than that particular thing.

Ah ... no matter how many grand things are there, but, this is something one MUST know. How can anyone forget about this. It's compulsary okay. It's where all Korean dramas is broadcasted alright. What else if it's not KBS World. (Channel 303 in Astro).

I am trying to minimize the amount of pictures, as I can't possibly post ALL of them. If I do, I can't even finish by 8th September next year. =.=

Monday, September 6, 2010

Coffee House


Yes, another K-drama. However, this is not the typical K-drama you see at every other Korean dramas, in the storyline aspects. This is not so predictable, like, you just know what will happen next. It is not anything like that. And no, no fairytales this time. In the process of being a pro, so many things happened, and at some part, it was too slow, but ... at some part, it was just so funny haha.
Watch for yourself and find out, starring Kang Ji Hwan, Ham Eun Jung, Park Si Yeon, Park Jae Jung and Jung Woong In.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

2 Months Without Alcohol

5 days to go marks my 2 months of not drinking any beverage with alcohol. It's like I went for fasting too, on alcohol though.

The last time I drank was on July 10th. The last time I clubbed was in June something, that I can't even recall.

I feel so mortalised these days, no longer a Goddess. I used to be able of not sleeping, not eating, and I can go through a day just like that. It was unhealthy but it was not a problem for me to go through it like that. Now, I can't do that anymore. I guess back then I was so immune that I can go on sleeping for only 2 hours and straight to work, for the next 10 hours, standing, without any rest. It's only when I finally sit down, I felt so exhausted. Or, I can even not sleep for 36 hours, with 2 days of work in between and not sleeping. Insomnia really killed me. Big time. I could not differentiate between 7am and 7pm by looking at the sky. I had nightmares. I jumped out of bed too many times.

At times, I could not sleep so badly, I drank, and ... I felt I had one of the very best sleeps I had in a long long time. Alcohol does help. It's not how bad like how you think it does to someone. I'm not taking too much alcohol anyway. I am just a social light drinker. haha. Now, I have stopped for 2 months now, completely stopped. Compared to *toot toot toot toot* I am nil, I am useless haha. Working in a place where clubs are so easily acessible, you just can't blame me, can you.

Now that it's not that nearby anymore, I seem to be separated from alcohol. I am drifting further and further away from alcohol, which people think might be a good thing. However, I just don't think it is. Alcohol isn't all that bad. Keroso, alcohol fasting is not as easy as you think it is too haha. You do have cravings every now and then, but you just gotta force yourself to stay away.

This is actually an achievement and I think I have done it! My mission and vision in 2010. haha. It is not to stop, but to slow down and I think I exceeded that.

OH YEAH .. Way to go! Though ... I have alcohol in my room, still. HAHA. That's for emergency okeh!!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Distorted Legs

There was once upon a time in July when I got hit by a so-called leg disease, that until today, is known as unclassified, and my question to that mystery on why did I even got strike by a rash, remains unknown.

2 weeks to go and these rash will be here for 2 months already. I had medications, but it was not getting any better, in fact it got worse. Hence, I stopped the medication. It's really becoming like burn marks. It's tedious looking, and am not exaggerating. Appa said this is utterly ridiculous to have seen a doctor, and not getting any better, in fact, far worse than it originally was.

Left leg

Right Leg

It became so terrible that I still can't leave my house without a long pants or jeans. I can't go out with any short pants anymore. My legs is so distorted now. I was blessed with a normal pair of legs, now, it's beyond help. Any magician around?

It originally was like this My Leg is Awesome

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

I'm not Pabo, Cho pabo anio.

As I was chatting yesterday, and me, not wanting to give him the easy way out, I asked him a question. The answer is really straight-forward, and nothing complicated at all.

1. What is it that adults do to earn money?
2, What do I have to do in order to get a paycheck in the end of the month?
3. What is the opposite of what you used to ask me in the past few months?
4. What is it that, I have to start my day at 6.45am and ends at 6pm?
5. It's 4 words, 3 consonants and 1 vowel
6. How do I get money in the end of the month?

All sorts of ways I tried asking him. ALL SORTS. The answers he gave me was selling pirated DVDs, blog, do an online thingy, bank, database. Mind you, when he told me BANK, I told him that's so specific, what am I saying it's very very general.

And when he finally got the answer - Work, he called me stupid, fool, and pabo. When it's clearly him, right? right? HAHAHHAHA. :P Very very fascinating haha.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Blacklisting Kenny Roasters

I really don't understand why am I experiencing so many restaurants I gotta blacklist, especially in recent years. I realize as I grew up, grew older, I have more shitty experiences than I had when I was 21 and below. Is it because I reached that age, or it is because before that, it was my dad who blacklisted them, and when I'm out of my own, I need to make my own judgement? I really can't find a reason.

Just last week, I was out with Omma. I was really hungry so I went to eat by myself first before she came to join me later after shopping. I entered this place called Kenny Roasters in Kota Damansara's Giant.

I entered. Nobody bothered to attend to me. I waited. Then, this lady came. I said 3 person. She looked at me one kind. I hated that stupid retarded look on her face. Hence, I just gave her that stare I have always been good at (I'm born with it), and walked in without saying a word. I sat wherever I want to, because, do I care? No, I don't. I sat, and waited again for them to take the order. This another idiot came to take order. Well, one word to describe - idiot or stupid, however you wanna label her. As I was waiting, I was merely observing them, one by one, one after another. AND, I really don't like the idea of that moron scanning me at the door step earlier. I know I really gave them the WTF look and I don't intend to hide that facial expression I have that I really hated them. If I even realize it myself, that is serious. I know I should have just walked off, but I really wanna eat Kenny Rogers and there is nothing left there that I can eat.

Sometimes, I wonder, is my expectations on these people too high? They are restaurants, and don't try to give stupid excuses to me because I will not buy it. I have worked in a restaurant before, I was from a hotel school, so you can never ever lie to me that it's the way it is. That is absurd and totally ridiculous. Perhaps, I can tell why every single one of you are working in a fast food chain, and not some fine dining high class restaurant. I know. I know the reason. From the first glance at them, I can tell. They are just useless, and a complete disaster to be even existing on this Earth.

It's also principles. I hate and I must say I really despise people scanning. When I was sitting there, I saw with my own eyes, these people had been looking one with bloody kind of face, and I cannot accept how they are doing it. I DON'T LIKE it. If it's not because I was in a rush that day, I will take down all the names and lodge a complaint to the company itself. I'm sure, something will be done. I'm sure. Recently, I just lodged a complaint to an entertainment company, with names and evidence. What makes you think I can't do it this time. Don't trigger in this kind of way. I'm trained, very well trained.

Furthermore, I really think each and everyone of them there have some bloody face problem. Born with it or not, I don't care. But, the moment you look at them, you will not like them. Yeah, we should not be judging people like that. Sorry, am not a Saint, am not Hallejujah. I don't do charity. I don't forgive people and definitely will not forget. Moreover, I am a customer, but they were the ones judging me FIRST! Dang! Idiots.

From that day onwards, KENNY ROGERS or ROASTERS is blacklisted and we shall see for other branches. Definitely, the outlet in Kota Damansara's Giant outlet will be gone SOON can declare bankruptcy!@!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Japanese's Farewell @ Full House

This was held in March this year. NH's farewell party after being there for 2 years. Those contract basis staff most likely will not extend their contract, whether it's for the Japanese market, or the Arab market. It's too demanding. It was decided at Full House in Jalan Yap Kwan Seng despite having so many negative feedbacks already, just because the interior is for those cute-sy people. I wasn't keen there but well, I wasn't protoganist or whoever, so ... it's cool.

I was having a really hard time understanding the menu. People like me can never go there. Not like I can read Chinese. It was hard. I can hardly detect where the English words were. o.O

These was those who came, not all were there yet. Ah not to mention, she wasn't there yet either LOL.

These was the food, it looks good, no? It was okay, not too bad, but nothing to shout either.

Oh she finally arrived. She's the Japanese Guest Relations Manager. Oh, when she saw me, she was like oh you came. Well. That was before I left. That's just awesome.

Oh guess what. After they have finished the food, they left everything at the table without a word, went to take pictures :o :o bags, phones and everything were left there to be taken care by us. Wonder-fool.
As expected, it was a disaster. What I have read online on this outlet, was so true.